7/24/16
This job has me so anxious... I might start Wednesday, but the schedulers still haven't gotten back to me.
I have to remember to call them if they don't.
I can't do this one form until a day before I start, AND I WANT TO GET IT DONE AHUHAUSGUS
I might not be able to work Friday, so I need a workaround for that...
A lot of what-ifs are driving me nuts. Examples include "What if I screw up badly?" , "What if I can't do it and get fired?" , "What if that guy who I'm 97% tried to flirt with me tries to ask me out or assaults me?"
...
Basically, I'm in a bit of a crappy mood rn. Just trying to relax by vegging out and listening to very relatable songs, because my usual method of dealing with it has me worn ragged, and I need to recharge. Songs include:
"Pocket Full of Sunshine"
"Crocodile Tears"
"Lavender Blonde"
Etc.
Might listen to ones like "Disturbia" or "Monster" in a bit.
Hope you guys are doing good tho <3
Sorry if this was ranty.