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Jai's Pov
I reached home but the silence which has been prevailed since last few days is killing all of us. Specially Bhai. He is broken with the betrayal given by the love of  his life. I think that my and everyone questions would be answered with this camera. I wanna know why bhabhi did this with bhai.

First I should meet bhai. Then I will see this stuff.

I knocked the door of his room. I heard a faint come in.

Jai: Bhai, how are you now.

Sid: I am alive Jai after all the drama I witnessed in last few days.

Jai: Bhai seriously I am already very irritated with that girl as she was just same as you. Now you also don't get start.

Do you think now I am irritating people in my house. Because seriously I am fed up with everything going on. Sid said emotionlessly.

Bhai sorry I was just fed up with that girl. Leave it. You tell me are you seriously alright.

Sid lightly chuckled and said,
Alright, landing in a jail, encounter with that stupid girl again, then that cheaters family and then these bank transaction. Do you think my life is just on track. No not at all I asked sakshi ma how to cope up with this. She said that I should focus on my work. Is it that easy to forget everything and move on. Tell me yaar what do I do?

Bhai, I always thought that you were  so childish and immature. How would you cope up with your problems. But then I see you getting strong and responsible person. Then I saw you getting broken to that extent in which anyone cant get heal. But you are trying to solve your issues. You wanna feel light with all this drama then start with helping the person whom you hurted the most in last few days. Jai said thoughtfully.

Who?
He asked.

Avneet bhai. The girl you literally shouted on and said many hurtful words. The girl who saved your life and you didn't even said a thank you to her. And lastly the girl who also lost her husband just like you and was betrayed just like you. What was the difference in the situations nothing? Almost same pain. Only slight difference is that she was not able to believe that she was betrayed as she loved her husband the most. She deserves your sorry and thank you at least. And if you help her you will feel light. Jai said genuinely.

You know what Jai sometimes I really feel are you my elder brother or vice versa. I really feel that I crossed my limits on a girl which I should not have done. She was also going through the same pain as I went and in my anger I vented all the frustration on her. I will help her in the best way possible.
Sid replied.

Jai smiled seeing his brother understanding the situation.

Ok then bhai all the best. I will leave.
Jai said.

Ok. He replied.

Sid's pov
I know what I have to do.

Sakshi who was outside the room just listened this and felt better. As Sid is now fine. She also left for her room before Jai would have came out. Reaching her room she remembered that how her daughter confessed the love for someone else when she was married.

Flashback
I was waiting for Ashnoor in a restaurant as she wanted to talk to me about something really important. Then she arrived and got settled opposite to me.

Ma I wanna say something really very important to you. Ashnoor said.

I know that beta but tell me what it is as I got a call from sid saying that he wanna meet me really soon.
Sakshi said.

Ma it is about Sid and me. She looked tensed.

Ha beta speak what it is should I speak to sid about something. You are looking very tensed is it something very critical. Her mother asked her sensing her tensed behaviour.

Ma no no don't tell sid about it. He will get angry on me. Listen ma I know me and sid are married from last four years. I know him from almost when I was just 3 and he is a very nice guy but ma we married just because we liked each other, understood each other, and we knew the deepest secrets of each other not because we loved each other. Ma I just wanna say that I love someone else and I know it is wrong but what do I do of my heart. She said wholeheartedly what was in her mind.

Ashnoor beta what are you saying? What about Sid? You will spoil his whole life like this. You know na how much he has suffered from childhood.
How much he cares for you and he loves you ash..
Her mother wanted to make her understand what mistake she was going to do.

Ma you always had kept sid before me. I know this thing will spoil his whole life but by half heartedly keeping him in dark will this be right. No na I know sid cares for me but he doesn't loves me. She said.

Ashnoor. In my point of view you should tell this to sid. Dont keep him in dark otherwise it will be the greatest sin we will do. Sakshi said concernly.

Ma no never he would never believe us he would kill bhavesh. You know na he hate cheaters. His anger issues are just not in control of anybody now a days.  No ma firstly you promise me that you will not tell anything to him. Otherwise I am killing this unborn child in my womb. She said.

Ashnoor beta what are you saying? Have you lost it. And you are pregnant you didn't tell anybody about this. Acha ok I will not tell anything to sid. But you have to tell him about your pregnancy. He deserves to know it. He is the father of the child. Sakshi replied.

Ma I can't because this is not his child this is bhavesh child. Ma I know I should not have done this but you say I never felt loved when I lived with sid but I felt loved when I first met bhavesh. I am not saying that Sid was a problem but he never made a move from his side that he loves me. It was only me who was trying to gain his attention, was making a move to keep him and his family happy. Then what about me I was happy but my heart had that loneliness which was not fulfilled by sid but it was fulfilled by bhavesh. What about my happiness, what about my choices and last of all what about my heart ma. You tell me you remember when we were deciding where to go for honeymoon. Sid asked everybody in the house all were forcing us to go Maldives but I wanted to go to paris the place of love. I told sid about it and he agreed immediately but when we told others they were like no. And then sid changed his mind. He didn't considered my happiness but his family happiness. You tell me when he went for his long flight trips did he made sure that I must be missing him I should do something special for my wife. No because he was busy but when I did my poetry works and orphanage works then why did he made sure that everytime I comes back I would take him to a treat. No mom tell me when was the last time he asked me hey ash are you fine? Are u happy? Don't you feel lonely at home when I leave u ? Ash should we go somewhere and spent some time ? Should we just even hug for sometime? Ashnoor takes out all the frustation she had in her mind.

Sakshi listened this very carefully and she was hell shocked how her daughter was lonely but always kept a smile on her face. She knew her daughter doesn't gives up so easily. But she knew Sid very well, she knew he would be hell broken if he gets to know all this.

I know ma what you are thinking that is there a way that we could make sid understand. But no there is not a single way in which we could make him understand. You know na why because he hates cheaters. And his anger it would kill bhavesh and my unborn child. And I love him a lot and I cant see anything happening to him.
Ma it is just very complicated because Sid is everything what a women craves for. He respect womens, he understands everyone,he earns very well, he is loyal to his every relationship, he is smart but he is not what I want. I want love and a person who can fill my loneliness. Situations have become very complicated I am pregnant with someone else child other than my husband, I love that someone else. Plus sid belongs from a powerful family. His father would destroy us in seconds ma.

Sakshi was quiet as she does not have the answers of her daughters question. Of course she has always put sid before her daughter but this time her heart says support her.

I support you Ashnoor but you will tell him soon after resolving all the problems you have. She said.

Ma listen you know na I cant tell him situations are complicated. Its like never lost my love but I am feeling like I fell off track. My heart demands bhavesh but my mind says Sid because the situations are worse. I am stuck in my own lies which I gave to sid. Everyone says na karma pays back that is hitting on me back ma. I am trying to make my marriage work. I will tell sid about my pregnancy soon and will live with him happily. That's it the only solution but there will always be a guilt in my mind of not telling sid about the truth that its not his baby. But to save our marriage I will do everything possible. Just because of the friendship me and sid shared from last many years. Ashnoor said determined.

I think this will be the best idea beta because the situations are out of control now. This will be the best. Sakshi said finally. They left from there.

Flashback ends

That day Ashnoor promised me to work on her marriage again and leave Bhavesh then this suicide news and all. I am confused why did it happen. Everything is alright but sid he got broken in all this mess. He was innocent still he is the one who is getting all the pain. God knows what will happen next.....

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