I Need Your Love
I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love
Shadow's away at GUN, he is constantly being asked, or more like forced to go! Like it's like I only get to see him for one second! Then his damn frickin commander has to call him! I know I know, I'm being needy but it's true! I am right now sitting in the living watching some comedy/action movie, which I'm not paying attention too! I need him.
I starting to tear up
I need your love
I turned off the TV, heading up to our room. I need to take a shower to clear my head. I opened the door, walking over to my dresser taking some random clothes. Then, walking over to the bathroom. Sighing, I undressed, starting the water, checking if it was warm. Lastly, getting in. Sighing, again, I(so much 'I's'. Why?) thought about Shadow, when he was here, at home.
Why does he have to go to that stupid job? Why? I hate it...
I just want him here,
To hold me in his arms,
To feel his warmth
To feel....
I take a deep breath every time I pass your door
I know you're there but I can't see you anymore
And that's the reason you're in the dark
I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart
I feel so out of sea
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again
His love...
I( really me?) was tearing up again. Getting the soap, cleaning my quills,then washing my quills out, doing my body next(not like that). This has to be the most loneliest day of my lofe, I thought. Heh, stupid ass commander. Getting out of the tub, I grabbed a towel near me, drying my quills and my body, putting on my clothes, walking out of the bathroom.
I just don't understand! Why does Shadow have to be away from me almost all the time? I hate not having him here.
I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I go alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love
Why can't I have one day with him? It would only be one day! "Sonic I'm home!" Shadow. "Hello Shadow. How was work?"
"It was boring as always."
"Nice to hear that."
"Sonic what's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Sonic."
"It's nothing, don't worry about it."
"If you say so."
"Good."
"Did you make dinner? I'm starving."
"Hi starving. I'm Sonic."
"Really?"
"Okay okay, I'll go make up some dinner."
~Next Day~
Shadow went to work.... again. Well it's not like he's gonna leave me forever, right? I'm right now in the kitchen, making myself breakfast. That's when I found a note.
Hey Sonic! I'm not going to be home until 10p.m. okay? So if you get lonely I left you my stuffed animal. I love you! See you at 10!
Tears spilled out. This is too much! At least I have his stuff animal with me" but I'm going to get lonely real quickly. Maybe I should fo visit the gang, yeah? I guess. Making my way to our room, I pulled on a dark blue shirt, pulling on dark green skinny jeans, and placing on my everyday shoes.
I made sure to bring a hoodie, the news said that it's going to rain anytime soon.
I need your love
I made my way to our hangout, suprisingly, everyone was there.
Now I'm dreaming, will ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I never make it out
What I mean to you, do I belong
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong
"What brings you here hun?" Rouge asked.
"Oh just trying to pass the time."
"Let me guess. Shadow, right?" I nodded. She sighed,"He keeps going to work huh?"
"Yeah and it leaves me lonely."
"Don't worry hun, we're always here in the hangout."
I smiled.
"Hi Sonic!!" A voice greeted. I turned to see Wolfie. I took in her appearance. Still the same. "Oh hey Wolfie! How are ya?"
"Pretty good honestly."
"Same here."
"Soooo, where's your boyfriend?"
"At the GUN."
"Wow just wow, can I destroy those humans?"
"No you can't. Not yet atleast."
"Okay!"
"You seem more happy as usual!"
"Since when am I not?"
"Uhhh...."
"Exactly!"
"Heh, well I'll catch you later, kay?"
"Okay, see ya!"
"Bye!" With that Wolfie left.
"What's up Sonic?" Turning around again, Izzy was there leaning against the wall. She changed her clothes I see. I took in her new appearance. Some of her qulls covering her left eye. White t-shirt, black jacket, black boot-cut jeans, and her regular shoes.
"The cieling." She chuckled. "So where's my brother?"
"At GUN." Her face turned into a disgusted look. "How can he even work with those humans? I would kill them instantly if I saw them."
"Heh yeah. It gets lonely when he's not home with me."
"Don't worry! Maybe I could accompany you, along with Wolfie and Danny! It'll be like a sleepover!"
"Maybe. I'll think about it."
"Okay! And-"
"Oh Izzy~"
She froze. Her eyes widened. "Shit!" Then two black gloved hands made their way to her waist. "Hi Izzy."
"Hi Angel."
"You didn't forget, did you?"
"No I didn't."
"Wait what's happening?" I asked.
"We made a bet." Angel smirked.
"What was it about?"
"So we made a bet because he kept touching me! So yeah. The deal was that if who could climb up a building without getting scared. He said that if I lose, he gets to touch me for how long he wants. And I said that if I win, he doesn't touch me until I say so." Izzy explained.
"And he won." I said.
"Yes..."
"It's not gonna be that bad Izzy~ You'll like it!" Angel chirped.
"Well I'll see you later I guess."
"See ya Sonic!" Angel shouted, before walking away with her.
"Well, looks like she's screwed."
"Oh hi Danny!"
"Hi Sonic."
"He better not do anything that gross to her or else."
"Calm down. He takes great care of her, she'a going to be okay. You know how pervy boys are."
"I know."
"Well try not to worry about her."
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again
Ring
Ring
Ring
My phone's ringing. I picked it up.
"Sonic?"
"Yes Shadow?"
"Where are you? I'm home."
"Oh, I'm here at the hangout."
"Do you want me to go over there? Or...?"
"Umm... I'm coming home so yeah."
"Okay then. I'll see you."
"Okay, bye love you."
"Bye love you too."
Beep
Beep
Beep
I hung up. "Hey guys! I'm heading home! Shadow called me!"
I received 'Okay be safe!'s' or 'Bye it was nice having you!'
Opening the door, and heading home.
I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love
"Sonic! Your here!"
"Hi Shadow! I missed you!"
"I missed you too love!" He pecked my lips.
"So how was the hangout?"
"It was nice! We hung out, laughed, talked, and more!"
"Was my sister there?"
"Yeah."
"Her boyfriend?"
"Yup."
He mumbled something about him to not hurt her or something.
I need your love
"Sonic!"
"What?"
"I'm going to work tomorrow at seven-thirty, okay?"
I teared up again. Again not having him here, me alone home.
Tears streamed down my cheeks thinking about him not here with me. Why? Why does he have to go?
"Sonic?"
Why does he have to leave me?
"Sonic!"
To go to that government job. That commander keeps doing this.
"Sonic?!"
I snapped my head to see Shadow looking down at me worriedly.
"What's wrong?"
".....N-Nothing...."
"Sonic."
"I-It's n-n-nothing okay?"
All the years
All the times
You were never been to blame
And now my eyes are open
And now my heart is closing
And all the tears
All the lies
All the waste
I've been trying to make it change
And now my eyes are open
"It's something!"
"I said it's nothing! Okay? So leave me alone!"
"Can't you atleast tell me why?!
"Can't you stop leaving me here all alone?! I have to entertain myself! I always feel lonely without you! I'm all alone in the house without you! Everyday having no one to hang out with! Because I always wanted to hang out with you! That fuckin commander asking you to came and work! More like forcing you to go!"
I fell to my knees sobbing.
"....Please don't leave me here alone. I need your love, I need your time. Please......"
"Sonic...."
"I-I do *hic* d-don't want t-t-to *hic* be alone. *hic*"
"Sonic, I'll call the commander, saying that I want a day off ."
"R-Really?"
"Yes..." He smiled reassuringly. He sat down next to me, thumbing away the tears. I returned the smile, and embraced him, which he returned.
I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free...
"Th-Thank y-you Shadow..."
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