Dear Evan Hansen,
Today was...okay...it wasn't amazing! But..it wasn't bad. Probably the wrost thing that happened today was when you ended up kissing a bathbomb for New Years instead of Zoe. Your friends are jerks someti

Before I could finish writing Jared rubbed his bathbomb onto my cheek, and said in a weird voice.

"Oh, Evan! Your lips were so soft!-" I cut Jared off, groaning and pushing him away.

"Jared that's not funny." I stated clearly still angry. He just rolled his eyes and chuckled.

"Someone's just mad because they didn't kiss Zoe!"

"Jared. Stop." After I said that he then sat next to me throwing and arm over me, pulling me into a hug. I give him a look.

"Evan. It's rude to be salty at just me. It was agreed to be done by everyone. Even Zoe." Zoe paused amd glared at Jared.

"Jared!"

"He needed to know!"

I sigh and look at her.

"It's fine," To be honest I didn't really wanna kiss her anyway.

"It was kinda funny." I was worried as hell. Kissing Zoe for the first time. Yes, I know, I haven't kissed her yet. But how could I? I'm a nervous wreck who can't go near her without worrying about his hand sweating! I know we're dating but that just puts even more pressure on me. I have to be good enough for her, I don't wanna let her down. I just-

"Evan? Evan?" My thoughts were interrupted by Alana. I quickly look around and sit up, I then look at her.

"Y-Yeah?" I asked not really paying attention.

"Did you just hear what I said?" Alana questioned, tilting her head. I stayed silent, not exactly sure what to say. She just laughed a bit.

"I said that we're having a SLEEPOVER!" Alana shouted.

"S L E E P O V E R! At my place!" Zoe yelled.

"A-..A Sleepover?" I was pretty confused, aren't we teenagers? Aren't we too old for that stuff?

"And we know what you're thinking. Aren't we too old? No. We're not. Let's goooo!" Zoe smiled getting up and pulling me up with her. Everyone else soon got up along with us, and we walked to the car. Alana drove of course, she is the most responsible, and I don't like driving anyway. I only do it if I have to.

"Buckle up everyone! That means you as well, Connor." Alana said, I then heard a loud groan coming from Connor. I've always wondered why he didn't like his seatbelt. I don't just wanna assume the worst and think he hopes to be killed..that's just...just a horrible thing to assume. Maybe it just hurts his chest or something...I don't know...

. . .

We we're at the Murphy Household and we all sat in the living room. The tv was on, it was playing 2017's version of IT. I didn't want to watch it, I'm not a big fan of horror movies but I didn't wanna be a party pooper. IT scared me to death, and I absolutely hated IT. And then yet another jumpscare appeared and this one, oh god, was worse than all the others.

Instead of my usual flinch or tiny jump, I screamed OUT LOUD and grabbed the closest thing near me and buried my face into it. I then hear the movie be paused and I can feel the eyes on me. What am I even hugging? It's really warm and comfy and then look up to see, Connor. I immediately let go of him and scoot far, FAR, away from him!

"I-I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to! I just went for the closest thing to me and it happened to be you! I just got really scared! I'm sorry! I really-" I was cut off by Zoe putting a finger over my mouth and loudly shushing me.

"Chiiiiill! You could've said you didn't wanna watch it. And I'm sure Connor gives no flying fucks." I look at Connor and he nods, knowing what I was asking. I sigh heavily and look down.

"I don't know....I just don't wanna be a party pooper.".

"You're not a party pooper, Evan. Jared is." Zoe smiled at me.

"Rude." Jared stated, clearly offended. I huffed and sat up straight, and just shrugged.

"I don't know...well I know I hate horror films. But I just thought you guys would think I'm....." My voice became silent. I didn't really know what to say.

"A pussy?" Jared questioned, earning a smack on the back of the head from Zoe. He yelled and then immediately turned and glared at her, she glady returned the favor with a middle finger. She turned back to me.

"Evan, you're not a pussy. And we'd never think of you like that. And I'm not too fond of scary movies either, I really just like IT. I think Richie is hilarious." She giggled. I smiled at her and scooted closer to her.

"Thanks Zoe."

"My pleasure, now what do you guys wanna watch?" We all paused and looked at each other and smiled a bit. Well, except for Connor, he doesn't really smile. But besides that I'm sure we were all thinking the same thing. We all opened our mouths and said.

"Tree videos!"

"Bathbomb tutorials!"

"Women empowerment speeches!"

"Cat videos!"

"Death."

We all then stopped and stared at each other. We clearly weren't on the same page. But then everyone's attention turned to Connor.

"Wait. Death? How can we even watch that?" Alana questioned.

"Reddit 50/50." Connor replied. We all then paused and started screaming, Reddit 50/50 brought back some evil memories. But besides the chaos and drama going on right now. My friends are fun to hang out with. I love these guys, and whatever this night turns into.

I'm sure it'll be fun. And you know why? It's because I have these guys to have fun with. And I know nothing will go wrong.