Chapter 8: 잡아줘Hold Me Tight
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me? Can you trust me? Can you trust me?
Pull me in tight
Hold me tight, hug me
Can you trust me? Can you trust me?
Please, please, please pull me in and hug me
Lyn's POV:
August was almost over. Time goes faster than one expects it to. It goes by faster when you want time to freeze and not move on. When you are in a time and place that is perfect, if it keeps going on it might all crumble like a cake. Relationships move fast after a couple has sex. Because when you genuinely love someone and let all your vulnerabilities show and open up to them completely then you proceed to always be comfortable enough to share that with them again and again.
They had become busy trying to get as much music written before they left. Working on different collaborations with people. So I haven't gotten to spend much time with Yoongi besides at night occasionally. I got assigned specifically to do Yoongi's makeup and hair, which I had no issue doing occasionally, I would also do Jimin's makeup. He has become one of my best friends here, we talked about makeup and gossip that is going on around the industry. I also occasionally joined him and the other maknaes in the dorm doing karaoke parties and some of the fun pranks they pulled on the older ones. Yoongi just lets me, though sometimes I believe he gets a little jealous. Jealous Yoongi is sometimes fun though because he gets all clingy and fights for my attention, or sometimes he gets really angry.
Yoongi after a few weeks because of how much he worked he got a weekend off, therefore I got a break as he didn't need his stylist. He wanted us to go away together for a little vacation to actually just be Yoongi and Lyn, not Suga or Agust D and his stylist. When he leaves the studio he will be picking me up outside my apartment and I am supposed to rush into his car and we would be heading to this little island in Incheon called Muuidong to spend time out near the beach and Yoongi could also fish and I could join him.
I had my bags packed for the trip. I had a hoodie on and sunglasses so that when I left for Yoongi's car dispatch couldn't get pictures of who I am. I looked at my phone and saw that Yoongi texted that he was here. I locked my apartment after walking out with my bags and rushed to his car getting in after quickly putting my bags in and I smiled at him after I got in.
"Annyeong Handsome" I said to him and he chuckled at my pronunciation of annyeong
"Hello, my love" He says, making me blush. He pulled out and headed to the small island. I took off my sunglasses and hood.
"Are you excited?" I asked him, looking at him watching him drive.
"I am, I can't wait to relax and spend a few days with you." He says grabbing my hand holding it as he drives.
"Now I haven't really ever gone fishing. I mean I have but I end up not having the patience for it, but I will still come, you just might find me annoying" I tell him giggling squeezing his hand.
"That's fine I lived with Jimin, Tae, and Jungkook for years. Plus I've been fishing with the fake maknae Jin" He said calmly looking at me. "Plus you don't act annoying with me you just are cute."
I blushed and giggled. "I'm cute?"
"Extremely" He says softly looking at me before looking back at the road.
"That's not what you called me the other night" I teased him, smirking looking at him, seeing him blush and get shy.
"Well you are both cute and..." He didn't say the last part, giving me ample excuses to tease him.
"Cute and what was that?" I teased seeing his face get red and him smiling.
"Sexy" He says barely making any sound so embarrassed.
"Hmm what was that?" I asked him to tease him some more.
"You heard me" He said getting a bit annoyed
"I'm not sure I did my love" I tell him, smirking. He let go of my hand and stayed quiet. I pout looking at him. "Yoongs...I'm sorry"
He didn't say anything and continued to drive. I reached for his hand but he kept it on the steering wheel.
"Yoongs?...Babe?...My love?" I kept saying to get his attention. "I'm sorry"
"What do you want to eat?" He asked glancing at me for a second and mostly stared at the road. I was feeling bad now.
"Yoongi-ah I am sorry, are you upset at me?" I asked him ignoring his question.
"Lakyn it's ok just I don't like being teased so much, you know I don't like feeling so vulnerable. Now, are you going to answer my question? I know you must be hungry," he says. I nodded and fidgeted with my phone thinking.
"Maybe Bulgogi? With rice and some dumplings?" I asked him reaching for his hand. He sighs and holds my hand and calms down from overreacting about our little spat.
"Ok," He looked at me and sighs. "I am sorry for being moody with you my love, I shouldn't have gotten so upset with you teasing me."
"It's ok I know that you don't like expressing your emotions and feeling vulnerable, I love that about you because it becomes personal and meaningful when you do feel open to sharing it with me. I also feel like you've been trying to change and I can see you being more open with Hobi and Jimin and Jin and the other guys." I said looking at him. I smiled at him. "Also with Army, you have been more active with them."
"Thank you, you've been so understanding and patient and kind with me." He said and pulled into a restaurant that was near where we would get on a bridge to get to the island. "I am going to go and grab the food and you stay here my love"
I watched him walk into the restaurant and grabbed my phone looking at some news. I saw a lot of people on Twitter were trending Yoongi's name. I looked at why he was trending and then I got nervous. They rarely were ever caught by dispatch or anything like that but someone caught him outside my apartment. Shit! I slid down in case anybody recognized his car and I didn't want to get caught in it. I saw Yoongi walk out with the food and got in the car. He looked at me confused.
"Why are you hiding?" He asked me and I handed him my phone showing him the image on Twitter. "F*ck"
"I know, what do you think will happen? I mean they didn't get a picture of me that looks like when you were texting me that you were there to pick me up." I asked him. He pulled out in a hurry just so we could get to the place he had rented out. "Yoongi your not answering me"
"Give me time to think because I suspect I am going to get a call in a few minutes asking about it" He says getting annoyed he continued to drive as I watched him think.
"You can just say you were picking up a friend for a fishing trip" I suggested to him and he nodded.
"Thanks for trying to help but I will figure this out, for now, let's go back to how this weekend was going to be just Yoongi and Lyn on a short trip, as a couple we are not anything else." He tells me making me smile
Yoongi's POV:
About 20 minutes after finding out dispatch caught me outside Lyn's apartment I got both me and her to the private house I rented on Muuidong. It had a private beach area with a pier with a small boat to take out fishing. But I was so worried for Lyn since dispatch now knows my car and knows I go to that apartment building. I didn't want to ruin her career. Just because we are both in love with each other. I helped with carrying bags into the house.
It was secluded and hidden by trees but I liked that because it could be made mine and Lyn's place. I watched Lyn walk in and looked around. She was glowing with excitement and admiration of the place.
"It's so nice and open" She says, turning to face me as I set the bags down and smile nodding.
"It is, and it is ours for the whole weekend, till Monday morning" I tell her, walking over to her and holding on to her waist pulling her close. She smiled and hugged me back.
"Sounds lovely, but I thought we both have work on Monday" She says looking up at me. I chuckle and kiss her forehead.
"I had it moved to Monday after lunch so we are both not needed until then since you are my personal stylist." I tell her leaning in and kissing her neck and up to her cheek. "What does my love want to do first?" I whispered to her.
She smirks and leans in and kisses my neck making me gasp. Her lips on my neck created the feeling of fire where they touched my skin. She then kissed up and against my jaw leading up to my lips and she kissed me. Her lips were soft but very passionate. She then pulled away leaving me wanting more.
"Maybe we should go on that boat or to the beach, go out in the sun" She says to me and I sigh no longer wanting to go and do anything else but be with her.
"Really, such a tease. But I guess we can go down to the beach, if you promise that tonight I can get all you" I tell her, making her blush but she nodded agreeing. I smirk and kiss her softly, pulling her tightly against me.
"Ok let me go and change" She says, pulling away and grabbing her bag from the floor heading to the bedroom to change.
I grab my bag and head to a bathroom to change, giving Lyn the privacy to change into swimwear. I put on some swim trunks and a T-shirt. I never felt comfortable wearing swim clothing. I didn't enjoy being in the water. I wasn't comfortable with how I couldn't have the same defined features that some of the other guys could have unless I was underweight. Lyn was so pretty and so sweet. She is too good for me and I just don't feel enough for her. I walked out and waited in the living room for her. My heart stops seeing her walk out. She was so incredibly beautiful and stunning.
"Wow" I tell her, staring at her beautiful body. "I don't know if I can head down to the beach with you."
"Why thank you, but I would enjoy being out in the sun." She tells me, smirking. She grabbed my hand and pulled me outside and down the path to the beach entrance.
I followed her and then sat down and watched her take off her bathing suit cover. She was so hot and had the perfect body. I loved seeing her wear black or neutral shades like tan and white. She looks good in anything but I don't know but something about those colors on her made her look desirable. She looked at me and blushed giggling.
"Come on, are you going to enjoy the water with me?" She asked, pulling me towards the ocean and I sighed shaking my head.
"I can just watch you and enjoy from here, I don't particularly enjoy water" I told her, and then she pouted and gave me puppy eyes.
"Pretty please yoongs for me won't you come into the water" she begged and I huffed and sighed.
"Fine for a little bit" I told her and followed her to the water.
She immediately rushed into the water and squealed like a little kid. I slowly walked in but did not go in that far. Just about where the water came up to my thighs. She went in further having fun. I watched her and smiled. She was very active which I guess is a good contrast to my personality. She will make sure I don't miss life as I work and sleep.
"Come on, come a little deeper and join me" she said to me and I shook my head.
"I don't swim" I told her and she pouted.
"Come on, it's not as deep as you think" She says smiling at me.
"I am nervous of you being that far out anyway, so if you want to be with me why not join me here where the waves can't hurt you if the tide picks up." I tell her and she rolled her eyes at me. "Hey I warned you"
She tested me by going a little bit deeper into the ocean and I shook my head. I didn't want anything to happen to her as I couldn't swim out there to protect her if she got caught in a wave.
"Lyn I am telling you I can't come out there and save you, please come back to me" I told her my voice getting a bit worried. I saw a wave building in the back. "Lyn please come here I don't want you getting caught in that wave"
She looked back at the wave and sighed and started swimming back towards me. The wave still got to her before she could get to me. She luckily could swim and didn't get totally caught in it. But luckily it pushed her to shore luckily and I rushed out towards her.
"Lyn, are you ok?" I asked her, getting on the sand next to her. She sat up and coughed up some seawater and nodded.
"Yeah, I am fine." She says looking at me and chuckles. "Are you that worried about me, do you think I am that fragile"
"Yes I was worried, I love you" I told her, hugging her and she hugged me back.
"I don't break that easily Yoongs" She said to me.
"I know but if something happens to you I might" I tell her not letting her go.
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