"I may be a bit blunt, I may lack some things

I may not have that shy glow around me

But this is me

My arms, my legs, my heart, my soul"

Yoongi's POV:

I trusted Hobi but I didn't want to disappoint the band by letting people know about me and Lyn. I know that they might have an idea that something is up since we all hang out every evening. She is friends with all of the guys, which I like that she is because I know that they do like her. But I am worried that they might get too distracted from our job. Then Army, what will they think? These were thoughts I had every night laying in my bed or in Lyn's bed after she fell asleep. I care so much about her so I worried what would happen to her if Army found out. She was so sweet and took everything to heart. I huff and saved all the work I had saved on my computer and got up and left my studio locking the door. It was late but I knew Hobi was still here and was doing one of his Hope of the Street Vlives.

I walked to the practice studio hearing the music and I slowly sneaked into the studio and waved at him when he saw me at the door. He smiled at me and motioned that he would be done in a minute and I nodded sitting down waiting. He wrapped his Vlive and then grabbed some water before coming over to me. I got up and met him halfway and we sat on the floor facing each other.

"What's up Yoongs?" He asked me and I sigh

"I want to talk to you about some things and kind of share some news" I told him and he nodded, motioning for me to continue. "Well, first the news is good. It's been about a few weeks but seeing as your my best friend I wanted to let you know but um me and Lyn are actually dating"

"Oh wow, congrats! That's amazing! Did you two talk about everything? Does she know what both of you are risking doing this? I am happy that you are happy but I am just making sure you both talked" He asked me and I nodded.

"Yes we have but I no longer want to hide it from all of you guys but I was worried that all of you would be upset or worried about it. But I honestly like her a lot." I tell him blushing feeling very vulnerable.

"How far have you two gone? Have you two...?" He asked me, causing me to blush some more and I shook my head no.

"No we haven't 'slept' together, we are taking things slow since we both have our dreams we want to do and don't want to risk anything happening right now" I tell him smiling thinking about Lyn.

"You're in love aren't you?" He asked me, smiling wide and laughing at me being totally whipped for Lyn.

"I think I am Hobi and it scares me how much she has changed me in almost a month." I tell him, sighing.

"I know you are worried about the other guys, they won't be mad if that is what you are worried about, I think we can all be happy and make sure everything stays quiet if that is what you want?" He offers and I nod.

"I know Lyn wants to keep her job so that she can get some study and help with what she eventually wants, which is to create her own beauty line. So if we can keep it quiet for a while. I don't want people to send her hate. She comes off strong but she very much takes every comment to heart." I told him and he nodded smiling.

"Ok maybe we should head to the dorm and we can share your good news with the guys?" He asked and I thought for a minute.

"I am going to pick up Lyn, so that way we both will be sharing our news to you guys." I tell him and he nodded, smiling wide.

"That's a wonderful plan then Yoongles. Can I give you a hug I am so proud and happy for you?" He tells me and I sigh and nod and he hugs me. "I knew something had to be up you've been more happy yoongs"

"I know it's hard to hide my feelings for her." I said getting up and we both headed out.

After picking up Lyn and heading to the dorm. We shared our news with the guys and they were very proud of us. We celebrated eating some take out and drinking. We ended up all crashing in the dorm. Lyn spent the night with me in my room. We now had the ability to stay together now at the dorm. Which meant the guys could openly tease us, making me blush.

Lyn's POV: (a week later)

The alarm goes off to wake up me and Yoongi. I hear Yoongi next to me groaning at the noise. I giggle and kiss his cheek. He smiles and tries to stay asleep.

"Darling it's time to wake up" I say to him softly. He groans and pulls me on top of him and holds me close to him. It caused me to giggle. He is very clingy to me now and always wants me to be near him. Which sometimes happens when it shouldn't.

"Yoongi," I squealed softly. "You have to pack, y'all have a trip to go camping"

"Too early," He groaned. He leans up and kisses me softly. I kissed back softly and cupped his face.

"Come on sleepy head"

He sighs "fine my love"

I looked at him. "What did you call me?"

He looks at me and blushes "my love."

"Does that mean?"

"Yeah" he chuckles and tries to hide his face

"say it then, I want to hear it"

"no" he said, getting shy.

"No no I heard it" I tell him, getting him to look at me.

"No you heard me say it already" He says

" uh uh"

He groans "사랑해" (salanghae) he said softly

"No in English"

"I love you" he mumbles, I giggle and smile.

"I love you too" I say to him, making him smile. I kiss him and he kisses me back. He held onto my thighs as I was still on top of him. The kiss deepened and it got heated fast. We've been getting closer to do things but haven't wanted to ruin things but we both were wanting it. He pulled away and I sat my head on him and we both were breathing fast.

"Ok ok, I need to get packing I know" he says softly.

"at least I will be close to you, we will just have to be careful" I tell him

He nods and moves me off of him. "I know beautiful"

I got up, I had packed my things the day before when we were at my apartment. I got up to get dressed for the day. I sat and did my makeup while he packed his bag. I watched through the mirror as he packed some clothes and smiled. I can't believe we have dated for almost 2 months now. We've taken turns staying at each other's apartments and then occasionally the dorm spending time with the guys.

"The other stylists are coming here to get the guys ready since y'all are filming the trip, I can go ahead and get your makeup and hair done, it will just seem like I got here early" I tell him smiling. He looks back at me and nods agreeing to it.

"BTW don't forget your camera and your composing things." I remind him

"Oh yeah thanks" he says. "Do you think we will have any alone time...like alone time"

I blushed and looked at him. "It will be hard to sneak away, I would like to"

He nods and opens the bedside drawer to grab some condoms to take. We haven't done anything but we have almost and even just a few minutes ago we almost could've. We probably won't need them but it's still better to be safe than sorry.

"You're going to have to make sure they are hidden, wouldn't want the cameras to see them, or the guys or other crew members." I remind him

"Yeah but if we get the chance we need them, it would be a mess if we had any little Lyns or Yoongi it will be a big deal." he says causing me to giggle. The idea of having a kid with Yoongi is something I have thought about but know it couldn't happen anytime soon.

"I know" I said to him smiling "But a little yoongi would be cute one day" I teased. He looked at me shocked at me being blunt. He blushed and looked down.

"That will have to wait, especially since I still have the military services to do" He says looking down. My smile fell. We never really talked about it but we both knew it was going to happen soon especially since he is going to turn 29 next year. They were speculating they all would take it together next year. Or, the older ones would all go and the Maknae line would still perform and create music then they would go when the Hyung line came back.

"sorry" he said softly

"It's ok we have to bring it up at some time to decide what is going to happen during that time." I told him looking down. "Anyway we still have the now till then."

He nodded but the mood had changed. "I think I have everything packed, do you want to get me ready for filming" he asked me and I smiled nodding. I walked over and had him sit on a chair while I started on his hair.

"Do you want to continue with the dark hair or do you want to dye it anytime soon?" I asked him, smiling at him to show him I wasn't completely down about the previous conversation.

"Maybe I haven't decided" He said looking in the mirror up at me.

"ok" I say and style his hair and then I started on his makeup. I smiled and sat on his lap as I did his eye makeup. He held onto my hips to keep me in place. I leaned back to look to see the evenness. I did a simple look just because they will be traveling. I leaned in and kissed him softly. He gripped my hips and deepened the kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck. This wasn't just a normal kiss that had emotions mixed into it. There was a desire to be close together. Suddenly Jin knocked on the door and mentioned that the manager was outside. I sighed getting up off of him.

"Thanks," he said to Jin through the door. He looks at me and then at himself in the mirror. "thanks for always making me look good"

"I just highlight what is already there," I told him, making him smile.

Yoongi POV:

I don't know why I ruined such an incredible morning. I had fallen in love with her but I did have the service I had to do coming up sooner than I wanted it to. Plus I don't know what will happen to us while I'm away. She could end up meeting another guy while I am away. Or move back to America. I could lose her and never experience happiness again.

When Jin let us know the manager was pulling up Lyn moved all her things out of my room and to the living room. To act as if she came early to get us ready for filming for our trip to the campsite. I walked out a few minutes behind her with my bags. I looked over to see Lyn doing Jimin's makeup. They had become pretty good friends the past few months.

This camp trip was about military service for us all to figure out how we were going to do it. It was mandatory for us to do so. But we were also going to spend time to relax and hang out as just friends but also to show the fans that we were still having fun. Management had been talking about how since we still could perform live concerts to go ahead and get the military service out of the way so when we come back we can perform for our fans and not have the stress and worry of what will happen to us. It will only be 18 months.

After everyone was ready we got ready to leave for the campsite in the mountains. The whole trip was beneficial. Me and Lyn did find time to ourselves in the middle of the night. But, nothing like that happened that you would speculate. After Christmas, we were all going to enlist for the military so that in the new year we can start our 18 months. That means that me and Lyn have 4 months left together, enough to celebrate her birthday, Halloween, and then Christmas. 4 months to figure out what will happen to us during that time.

We are going to have to make it the best 4 months.

Lyn's POV:

After the camping trip, me and Yoongi came back to my apartment to plan our last 4 months together. Plus what is going to happen to us doing those 18 months. I was worried. I wouldn't want us to break up, I love him very much. I can't stand the idea away from him for that long. We have spent almost every day together, every night.

"What is going to happen to us my darling" I asked him as we sat on the couch I laid my head on his shoulder.

"I don't know my love, but we have 4 months till then. We have your birthday, and Halloween, then Christmas"

"Then goodbye" I said softly. He kissed my cheek.

"I know love, but let's focus on the now"

"Fine" I said softly

"Let's start with planning your birthday, your turning 25, such a big deal"

"I thought you don't like birthdays" I teased him

"I don't like my own birthday but I know they are a big deal for you so we get to have a special day for you"

I giggle and nod "ok, I like hanging out with you and the guys, maybe drinking and karaoke?"

He smiles and nods "that sounds like a good idea" He leans down and kisses me. I kiss him back.

He pulls me over onto his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck as he holds on to my thighs giving them a light squeeze. I wish we could stay like this forever and nothing had to change. I just wanted this to be life, spending time together basically living with each other. How am I supposed to survive 18 months without him?

He rubbed circles into my thighs. "Do you want to go to the bedroom?" He asked me. I giggled nervously. I smiled nodding, agreeing to what we both have been wanting. We hadn't done anything before now because we didn't want our relationship to change. He picked me up to carry me to the bedroom.

We both finally gave in to our desires of wanting to be one together. We had been fighting these urges for a month and a half. It was incredible and very romantic and emotional. He made every detail special and we both spent time to make sure the other was being satisfied. Afterward, we spent time cuddling trying to calm down after the beautiful moment we had just both had experienced. Now would be as good as anytime to finish talking about our plans for the rest of the time we had together.

"So we get more time together in September and October, as you don't have many things to film." I said softly to him

"Yeah, I will try to see if I can have more time off to be together"

"Ok handsome," I tell him as my head is still laid on his chest. I rubbed his arm softly out of a habit I had always had of trying to comfort people.

"We will have every night together, I wish we could go to my home to see my parents but as things are still hard to be able to do with regulations I don't think we can." He told me giving me a slight squeeze.

"I wish I could meet them." I said softly, he didn't speak much about his family, it wasn't something he really talked about. But I knew he called his brother and his mom every day and his dad if he wasn't busy.

"my mom would love you, and you could meet holly and my brother and of course my dad" He says I could tell by the way he sounded that he was smiling.

"Maybe one day" I told him encouragingly.

"yeah that would be nice" He says I felt his arms loosen around me.

"I know we shouldn't talk about it but after the service, we would be able to date more publicly hopefully, right?" I asked him turning to look at his face and he gave a slight nod "that will be nice"

"It will. I hate being secretive, I love you so much Lakyn I want to show everyone how happy you make me feel" He says moving my hair out of my face.

"I would love to be able to go out and see other places in Seoul," I told him, smiling.

"It would be nice."

I look up at him and kiss his cheek. "I love you so much my handsome yoongs" I tell him

He smiles and kisses my head. "And I love you so much my beautiful Lakyn."