Because you are my stars and my universe
These hardships are just temporary
Just shine as bright as you shine now

Lyn's POV

It had been two weeks home. I saw the news of how the NYC concerts went and even saw the V-lives that some of the guys did. Including Yoongi's solo live answering questions. After that we agreed to talk when he got home from tour. He would be coming in a week before Christmas. Bang PD gave them till mid January for a winter break. Christmas will be spent private with each other's families and friends. Then they are filming a little winter break vacation video in the mountains with snow and cozy fire and cabin. Which I have been given permission to attend as well with Mini. So this will be fun to attend. I have only a few days to get the dorm looking festive, all the guys will be spending Christmas Eve together as Bangtan Family. Jin even convinced his Rose, that is what I ever heard her been called, to come and visit for the holidays. I don't know if they are dating yet or just friends. All I know is she has been very quiet and very polite and tends to get nervous easily. Jae is still coming though I think she is going to be staying with her group. I overheard her and Jimin fight the other day on the phone. I feel like they will work it out, they have true love and passion for each other. It can be seen in their eyes when they are with each other. 

I took Mini out for breakfast. We ate at a little cafe, it was cold out and I got her a mini hot chocolate and a banana nut muffin to eat. I got a caramel mocha latte and a strawberry and cream cheese bagel. After eating we would be heading to shop for some decorations to put up around the dorm as well as gift shopping for the Yoongi and the rest of the guys. When Mini's nap time comes around when we get home I will order some things at the stores for her to be delivered to the dorm. I am also going to look into a private tutor/nanny for her, as in the new year I will be launching a make up brand company. Yoongi has helped me get in contact with the people I needed to work with to do so, also doing this I decided to vlog my make up company journey and how I use the products and getting to work with cliental again. Hybe is letting me come back to work as a head make up artist for New World Adventure. I eventually want to dive into doing hair products as well, but starting with Make Up something I am passionate for is more important to me at the moment.  My brand is called Lake, with a reference to my name for it to be personal to me. I looked at Mini finishing her muffin and smiled at her.

"Ready to go baby girl?" I asked her and she nodded and showed me her sticky hands. I giggled and shook my head. "Lets go to the potty and try and potty and wash up before going to the stores, ok?" 

"Okay!" She says climbing  out of her chair with some help. 

I led her to the bathroom and helped her get on the potty. We had been working on potty training. Yoongi's mother started it and I am trying to help her as well. She does really well unless she is having fun and then she forgets to ask to go potty. I am lucky at how well behave and how much of a listener she has become. I have Yoongi's mother to thank for helping. After helping Mini go potty and washing up we headed out of the Cafe and to the train to head to the shopping areas. Most of the time we were usually unbothered. Occasionally a fan will come up and try to talk to us but Mini gets so confused and if there is anyone from dispatch with cameras it scares her and confuses her why they want pictures of her. We haven't had any terrible experiences, so far. Yoongi and I would like her to have a say in what is said about her and what is shared. She is her own little person. When we got on the train I saw someone with a Kooky phone case and sighed, praying they won't recognize us. 

"Emmoni" Mini said in my ear as I was holding on to her. 

"Yes mini?" I asked her looking at her. She pointed at the army. 

"Kooky!" She said and I nodded 

"Yes she has Kooky, she must like him like you do" I told her. She then scrunched up her face. "What is it?" 

"Why...uncle Junguk on her shirt?" She asked me and I sigh trying to think. 

"You know how Appa likes to perform and so does your uncles.." I started and she nodded showing me she is listening. "Well she must like watching them perform and especially uncle Jungkook" 

"Oh" She says trying to process in her brain what I tried to simplify what they do for a living. When she is older she should have a better understanding of what the idol and fame life is. As well as why people like her so much as well. Or why some of Army do not like me. 

"You will understand better when you are older" I tell her and she looked at me and nods. We waited a little bit longer till we were where we wanted to get off to shop. I held Mini as we got off the train and till we got to a more open area. I sat her down and put a backpack on her that also had a leash attached to it so she couldn't run ahead of me. Mini likes to send Yoongi pictures of what we are doing because she thinks when we are awake and shopping he is awake. I wouldn't expect her to understand at such a young age that he is in a different time zone. So when we get to the first shop she wanted to stop and send Yoongi pictures of what she was wearing today. 

She had me send the picture to Yoongi right away after approving it and I shook my head at her being cute. I sent it and to my surprise he replied right away. 

Yoongi: Awe my sweet princess, Are you both out shopping? 

Lyn: Yes we are christmas shopping for everyone today. 

Yoongi: What store are you at? 

Lyn: We are in Chanel first looking at things for Jimin and Jae 

Yoongi: Ok 

An ok is all I get maybe he is working on music or something and got distracted. While looking through the store I looked at some of the jewelry first. Mini looked at the sunglasses having fun. 

"Appa!" I heard mini said and looked down at her. 

"What is it Mini" I said looking around not knowing where she is seeing Yoongi's face at. 

"Appa" She said running before I could grab her. 

"Mini we don't run its not-" I stopped and saw Yoongi standing there picking up mini. "But I thought you weren't coming back till next week?" 

"What you don't want me home already?" He joked and set Mini down to hug me. I hugged him back tightly. 

"No I am just so surprised." I told him and he hugged me tightly. 

"I missed you my love" He says softly and I kissed his cheek. 

"I missed you too handsome" I told him smiling. 

"Do you want to continue shopping?" He asked me and Mini looked up at him. 

"Yes!" She said causing us to both chuckle at her. He picked her up and looked at her. 

"Who got you to love clothes so much" He asked her and she shrugged. "Ok we will shop for Christmas gifts" 

"You sure you don't want to go back to the dorm? I know you must be tired" I asked him and he shook his head. 

"No I am just happy being here with my two beautiful girls." He says causing me to blush. "Ok we are shopping for Jiminie and Jae right?" 

Mini nodded her head as we headed back to the jewelry where I was before. We shopped till lunch. We stopped by a local restaurant and got some food before Mini crashed and took a nap. We headed back to Yoongi's car. I put the bags in as he buckled up Mini in her carseat. I got into the passenger seat and Yoongi got in. He leaned over and kissed me softly and smirked looking at me. I giggled and shook my head.

"I'm sorry i've missed you so much" He says causing me smile.  I leaned over and kissed him softly. 

"I've missed you so much as well." I tell him and smiled and started to drive towards the dorm. 

It was so great to have him back beside me. I had a warm fuzzy feeling and comfort having him near me. I know Mini is also happy to have her Appa back near her. The drive to the dorm was quiet as Mini was sleeping. I held  Yoongi's hand as he drove. He pulled into the parking garage and we got out. He grabbed Mini as I grabbed the bags. We headed inside and I saw the rest of the guys. I dropped the bags down as Yoongi took mini to our room. 

"Hey Lynie" Hobi said smiling at me. 

"Hey guys how are you all?" I asked them sitting down on the couch. 

"we are good, christmas shopping?" Jin asked and then I realized the girl sitting with him. "Oh sorry this is Jangmi, Jangmi this is Lakyn Yoongi's Girlfriend" 

"Nice to meet you" Jangmi said and I smiled and nodded

"Nice to meet you as well Jangmi, now I understand why Jin calls you a rose" I said giggling. She blushed and giggled as well. "Its nice to have another girl here" 

"thank you I am excited to be here, I get to use my english I worked so hard on to have a degree in" She adds and I giggle and nodded. 

"That is a nice refresh for me, I am sure Jin and the other guys have told you how badly I suck at Speaking Korean." I said giggling and some of the other guys laugh. I felt Yoongi come and sit down beside me. 

"Don't believe her Jangie, Lyn actually can speak Korean but she isn't confident to speak a lot." Yoongi said holding my hand being very public with how much he cares about me which I like but surprises me. 

"I am sure she is, By the way I can't wait to see or meet Miyoung. Jin has showed me pictures she is so cute and looks so much of you two" She says making me smile. 

"Why thank you, she would love to meet you eventually" I tell her and Yoongi nods. He pulls me to lean against him on the couch. 

"Where is Jiminie?" I asked the others noticing he wasn't here. 

"He is probably trying to get Jae to talk to him, after the incident you know she was unsure of what all happened" V said looking kind of sad. 

I nodded understanding. After Jae was drugged she felt it was safer for both her and Jimin to separate a bit, but I am guessing Jimin doesn't want to. He truly was worried so much about her that night I've never seen him cry that much when he came to mine and Yoongi's room that night. I hope they can work things out I love hanging out with Jae and now Jangmi can join us.