Chapter 32: 어떻게 생각해? (What do you think?)

The ten zeros in my bank account,

that money is the collateral for my youth

I got a big house, big car, big ring, bring anything over

I'll give it to you, my black card 

Yoongi's POV 

Being in the states without Lakyn felt wrong. Especially New York, she lived there while in college, We had planned to spend a day out in New York together and she would show me where he lived and we were going to meet one of her friends from college. I am also realizing why most idols don't have families, but I don't regret it one bit. I can't wait to have Lyn as my wife. I was going to wait to propose to her but being away from her I believe that on Christmas I will propose to her in a special way of course something meaningful for. I probably do it in private setting maybe have a camera set up to record it for ourselves and friends and family. Maybe one day for army to see because I know they would be curious.  But for now it should just be kept between me and Lyn. Without her here I didn't have her to make sure I slept and didn't get stuck into working so hard. I decided to do a vlive it had been a while since I had done one myself. I asked the staff and got it all set up to do a Vlive. I sat and waited for Army to join. 

"Hello everybody" I said once I saw a good amount had joined "Its Suga here, Hello." 

"How is everybody doing?" 

I looked at the comments trying to read some, they were coming fast and some were in English. 

"I am ok, Lakyn isn't here. I know some of you saw her with a friend at the concert in Chicago" I said getting closer to the phone to read the chat. 

"Yes that was one of her friends she has made from Korea, Mini isn't here either she is home with Lyn, and when Lyn was here she was with my family." 

Why do you call Lakyn Lyn? 

What pet names do you call Lakyn? 

Are you and Lyn going to have any more kids? 

Have you written a song to lyn? 

Are you going to marry Lyn? 

Do you actually think Miyoung is your daughter? 

How is it being a dad? 

"Ok, so I saw someone was curious why I call Lyn, Lyn when her name is Lakyn. We I met her at a coffee shop with Joonah she introduced her self as Lakyn but she said her friends always addressed her as Lyn. Plus being called Lake or Lakey just doesn't fit her. If you know her Lyn is a prefect name for her. I won't share what pet names I call her or that she calls me. They are special to us and should stay between us. I don't think the Guys even hear what we call each other we like to keep our relationship personal to us. We are not planning on having anymore kids at the moment in the future it's a maybe. Lyn doesn't enjoy the whole pregnancy and hormone changing and stuff like that. I have written some songs that I haven't even shared with Lyn. We will see how the future goes if we get married." I said to the phone talking about when I met Lyn made me feel all warm and happy as well as talking about us getting married. 

"I know I am Mini's father, when you look at her she looks a lot like me has a lot of the same mannerisms. She is pretty chill little girl. She is very independent nowadays. I've enjoyed being a dad my only regret was that I wasn't there in the beginning." I shared and continued to look at other questions.

Is anyone else dating? 

Does Jimin have a girlfriend? 

Why does Lyn's friend look like Jae from NWA? 

Is Lyn's Friend Jae? 

Since you come out as being in a relationship will the other guys get to date? 

" So Lyn's friend is Jaehwa, she was their make up artist for a time and she came to see the states on a little vacation and Lyn is teaching her english" I stated not telling a lie but not sharing the whole truth. 

"Its not my place to share who is dating who isn't dating and our company is talking about how dating and relationships will go as we are all in the stages of our lives of wanting to slow down and have families. We still enjoy creating music but we would all like to have kids and get married and feel normal." 

Are you Happy? 

How has your shoulder been? 

Will we get anythings new soon? 

"I am really happy, I am so much better mentally. I am glad to be where I am in my life right now" 

Did you see the pictures Dispatch published of Lyn out shopping today with Mini?

Is lyn using you just for your money? 

"I haven't seen anything about Lyn, I am guessing she had to get Mini some new clothes as she is growing" I said to them grabbing my phone and pulling up the news to see pictures. My heart melted at how beautiful Lyn looked. She had extensions in her hair making it flow and be long. I wish I could run my hands through her hair. I smiled then looked at the next picture of mini.

I smiled wide at the picture of her being so cute. I turned my phone to the camera so that army could see the pictures. 

"They look beautiful and adorable don't they" I say to them smiling looking back at my phone screen. My heart was warm and felt like when I would come home to them. 

Mini is so cute!!!! 

Awe Mini!!!! 

What does your family think about Lakyn being white and not asian? 

I saw that question and looked at them for a minute thinking. 

"My situation of how My family met Lyn was not how I planned it. My parents more specifically my mom and Lyn have the barrier of communication between them. They have a hard time understanding each other. Lyn is good with reading and hearing Korean but trying to speak it comes difficult for her. She is getting better. My mom and dad do not understand english that well either. My brother and Lyn get along really well and I am happy about that. My parents never spoke bad about Lyn being white. It's not what they ever imagined would happen probably for me. But they don't hate her, they are all still trying to get to know one another. They were surprised when they met her and Miyoung. But none of this has gone to what anyone thought it would. But we are still all happy that it has. I am hoping my mom and Lyn get along really well. My dad also adores Mini which is happy to see." I said to the phone thinking of everything and how I told army. 

Have you met Lyn's family? 

I stared and speculated this question. I was planning on marrying Lyn and I had not once met her family. Even while we were in the US together she never mentioned us going to her home state and introducing me and Mini to her family. She hasn't even spoken to them in a while I think. Do they even know that they have a granddaughter or niece. Did they even know she was dating. I sat thinking about these thoughts for I don't know how long. 

Is the live frozen? 

Bad internet? 

"Oh sorry guys got lost in thoughts. I think I should end this soon and meet up with Jimin and get something to eat. I will come and talk to you all soon again. Thank you. Bye!" I said waving to the camera and waited a minute before shutting off the live. I gave the live stuff back to a staff member and then headed to Jimin's hotel room.

Things for him have been difficult as Jae was trying to piece together everything that night. This had been causing them to argue and as a result they are taking a break. Jimin feels that all of this was his fault. I've been trying to help him understand that It wasn't his fault. We usually drink and talk, trying to help him through this. He truly loves her and she knows that she is just scared which she has a right to be. What she went through is really scary for just anyone. But knowing that she is dating Jimin and anyone finds out she will constantly be targets for such attacks. This is something if they both truly want each other that they have to work out together. 

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