You are still beautiful
Just hold me silently like you did that day, that time
The reason I survived in hell
It's for you, it was not for meIf you know, don't hesitate and please save my life
I'm thirsty wandering this desert without you
So hurry and grab me quickly

Lyn's POV:

After Jimin and Joon left mine and Yoongi's room I looked at him and gave him a small smile. He sighs and hugs me and kisses my forehead softly. I smiled at the small comfort he gave me with showing he cares. I know he doesn't want me to leave just yet but at least at this chance I can see Mini. I looked up at Yoongi and leaned up to kiss him softly. He kissed me back as well. I sighs and slowly pull away. 

"I guess I need to pack to head back to Korea, I will also pick up Mini my love" I tell him and he nods looking at me. I could tell he was sad but wasn't going to say anything. He watched me start gathering my items. He then got up and grabbed my arm. 

"Come its our last night together in the US" He says pulling me to the bed. I chuckle and kissed him wrapping my arms around him. He kissed me back with a lot of passion. He pushed me down onto the bed getting on top of me kissing me with so much passion. I pulled back slightly and looked at him.

"Last time we had a moment like this we got Mini in our lives 9 months later" I teased him trying to catch my breath. He smirked and kissed my neck. 

"I don't care right now I just want to be with you tonight before you leave. And in the morning as well" He says his voice being soft in my ear as he kissed my neck making me gasp. I new in that moment we were just going to be with each other for the night completely together. 

In the morning...

I woke up in the arms of yoongi he was holding on to me tight already missing me and I hadn't left yet. I kissed his head and he sighs waking up. His eyes blinked looking up at me. I got up sighing. 

"Do you want to get us some room service while I take a shower my handsome" I asked him and he yawned and nodded. I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I blushed thinking about the night before it was like when we first dated adventurous and fun with risks. For a while though the past few days together we had not been as safe. So we are playing a risky game with fertility. After my shower I got out and got dressed and started to work on my hair. I had some extensions that I put into my hair. I did some clean and neat make up. 

I walked out of the bathroom and see Yoongi setting up the food on the little table in the room. He looks at me and smiles at me. He the offers me a cup of coffee and take it taking a sip. 

"Thank you my love" I tell him sitting down at the table eating some of the pastries he ordered for us. He nods and drinks his coffee looking at me. 

"I'm going to miss you Lakyn, But at least you can go back and take care of our little mini" He says softly seeming sad. 

"You only have a few weeks in New York then you will come home and we will have our first Christmas with Mini." I tell him smiling and he nods. 

"I know but well its hard being away from both of you" He says and looks at me and I nodded agreeing with him. 

"I understand I am going to miss you as well my love" I tell him sighing. We continued to chat and drink our coffee. It was then time for us to go to the airport. We grabbed our bags and headed out to the vans. Jimin and Jae were out last and she was still drowsy. The got in the last van with Tae. Jin got in our van and we headed off to the airport. Midway through was when we had to say good bye. Jimin and Jae had to say good bye before getting out of the van and she had to leave with stylists. Mine and Yoongi's goodbye sadly didn't get to be private because of paps. People were taking our pictures hugging bye and heading off into different terminals. I met up with Jae and walked with her. She was still drowsy and down, something was on her mind. We got on the plan and sat together my bodyguard sitting in the row near us and a few around us as well. It was now time to sleep for our 13 hour plan trip to Incheon. 

"How are you feeling Jae?" I asked her and she looked at me and her eyes were red and puffy. 

"I don't understand how it all happened, Like I want to believe what Jimin told me but I am not sure, I don't remember anything that took place. He ordered my drink and handed it to me and people were talking and laughing. Then I remember feeling weird, then I woke up and Jimin told me that something happened last night and that I had to go back to Korea and that he had you coming with me to make me feel relaxed and comfortable. He said we were both staying at the dorm together right?" She said piecing together what was all going on. 

"Yes we are staying in the dorms together, Hybe wants you to see a doctor in Seoul when we land to check and make sure you are ok to get to practice this week, While you are there I am picking up Mini so we will have a little toddler to watch together." I tell her and she nods and looks out the window. 

"why was I targeted and not you, I mean I don't want you to get targeted but you were also there" She says and my heart crushed a little. 

"I don't think we will ever fully understand why you were targeted and what the full intent was, all we can do is try and make sure that no other Bangtan girl will ever have experience what either me or you has so far in being with the guys. We are the OGs and we help create the beautiful friend group we will have for life." I tell her holding her hand trying to cheer her up.

"The Bangtan Girls, its an ok name" She said cracking a small smile. 

"Do you have a better name then?" 

"Well Bangtan is bulletproof, as we can see we are not bulletproof." She stated and I looked at her and shook my head.

"No we are bulletproof because we are still standing and always will next to our men, we will be strong not just for them but for the weird large family we are apart of" I corrected her and she smiles slightly.

"I'm sorry I am just feeling down" she sadly spoked 

"It is ok we will work on getting you feel better, why not you rest we have hours to go and you need all the energy you can get to start healing and feeling better about yourself." I tell her and she nods. I helped her get comfy and turn her seat into a bed. 

While she slept I watched shows on Netflix and rewatched videos of Yoongi and Mini on my phone. I will miss being by his side constantly but this way when they all come home for Christmas I can have the dorm looking like a winter wonderland. I fell asleep watching a movie on the plane. Most of the flight was that of taking naps, eating occasionally and looking at photos of mini and Yoongi on my phone. I talked with Jae some but she slept and wrote lyrics of how she was feeling. 

After the long flight we landed and were led off the plane by the guards we had. I had a hoodie on to help conceal who I was so no Army good or bad could recognize me. Jae had a hat on that Jimin had given her and a pair of sunglasses. We walked through the airport grabbing our things then headed to the car and get taken to the dorm. It was around lunch time when we got to the dorm. Jae would have an hour to relax before going to the hospital to get checked up and everything to make sure she was ok. I had a few minuets to drop off my things before going and meeting Yoongi's mom to pick up Mini. I dropped my stuff off in Yoongi's old room that was right next to Jin's. I sigh and freshen up to meet Mrs. Min. I was nervous I would have to speak broken Korean with her as she is not fluent English speaker and I am not fluent Korean speaker, but it would be more polite for me to try then to make her speak English. I texted Yoongi that we made it to the dorm and that I was about to pick up Mini. I didn't expect him to answer, I knew it was late for him and he was probably focusing himself into writing music. I walked out of the room and down the stairs and checked on Jae, She was in Jimin's and Hobi's room laying on Jimin's bed. 

"Hey, Jae I'm leaving, I should be here when you get back from your appointment. Tonight we can order what every you want for dinner" I tell her and she nods. I give her a small smile before heading outside to my car. I rode for a few minutes before getting to a small restaurant. I get out and go inside quickly. I smile seeing Yoongi's mom and little mini. 

"EOMMA!!!" I heard her little voice belt making me smile and I giggle. I walked over to their table picking up mini as soon as she ran to me. I kissed her cheek and held onto her hugging her. 

"I missed you so much my little princess" I tell her and she giggled. 

"Halmeoniga na-ege os-eul ibhida" (Grandma dress me up) She says in Korean and I felt a little sad that she wasn't speaking the broken Korean and English I was use to her saying. 

"halmeonineun na-ege appaui eon-eoleul galeuchyeo jusyeoss-eo" (Grandma taught me daddy's language) She also said and I nodded and sat down looking at Yoongi's mother. I bowed slightly. 

"annyeonghaseyo" I said softly to her and she bowed back. 

"Annyeonghaseyo Lakynssi" She says. 

"gamsahabnida...ah...miyeong-eul dolbwa"(thank you...um...looking after miyoung) I said trying to form the sentence. 

"cheonman-eyo" (Your welcome) she says smiling at me. "yeohaeng-eun eottaess-eo?" (How was the trip?) 

"uhh.. Good... yungineun jalhago issgo, yeolsimhi hago issjiman, geuneun johda." (Yoongi is doing well, working hard, but he is good) I tell her giving her a smile. She nods and looks at me. 

"no ring yet?" She says looking at my head and I shook my head blushing. 

"yungiga god gyeolhonhajago haessji?" (did Yoongi talk about getting married soon) I asked her confused.

"geuneun aidieoleul eongeubhaessda" ( he mentioned the idea) She said sipping her coffee with a slight smirk. She knew something that I didn't. Yoongi must have been planning something then. 

"Eomma, is Appa coming jib?" Mini asked and I looked at her. 

"He will be home for Christmas it just me and imo Jae" I tell her and her eyes widen. 

"Imo Jae?" She asked confused and I chuckled her speaking has gotten better, His mother did a lot in such a short amount of time. 

"Imo Jae, Uncle Jimin's girlfriend, you know her its just been a while since you hung out with her." I tell her and she nodded. 

"eomeonim" (mother in law) I started with Yoongi's mom and she looked at me and smiled wide, light and happiness radiating from her eyes. 

"yes, myeoneuli" (daughter in law) she says with so much happiness 

"i naie adeul-i geuliwo? miyeong-ilang neomu jalhaess-eo naega eotteohge dangsincheoleom joh-eul su issseubnikka?" (Do you miss your sons this age? You've done so well with miyoung. How can I be as good as you?) It took me some time to form all these questions and admiration I had for her parenting. 

She looked at me and smiles. 

"Yes, I miss Yoongi and Geaumjae at this age it is life times ago though. I am excited to have Miyoung she has been such a joy to have around the house, plus it is nice to have a granddaughter. You learn how to parent overtime, plus I wasn't this good with Geaum and I hadn't perfected it even with Yoongi when I had him. So when you and Yoongi have my next grandchild or any after that one you will feel more sure of yourself. Lakyn you just have to trust in yourself. Miyoung is such a well mannered lady you are doing good. She is still just a little kid she will be loud and playful"  She says in a mix of Korean and English for me to understand. I felt my eyes tear up a bit and I nodded listening to her. 

"Thank you" I tell her and she grabs my hand and squeezes it.