I grow old, and 
Learn about the world
Even so, could it have been better
If I knew nothing of the world
Looking at the night view 
Completely different to this room with its lights off
The words I muttered with a low voice 
Guess I'm slowly becoming an adult 

Lyn's POV:

It was our last day in LA and before we head to Chicago we were going to be having lunch and spending some time with Yoongi's mom and brother who will be heading home, they came a few days ago to see their concert as well they are picking up Mini and taking her back to Korea and staying with them. It is hard to travel with a one year old and I rather not constantly confuse her sleep schedule. But it is going to be hard as well to not see her every minute of the day and hold her as well. I won't be able to kiss her goodnight either. We will be on separate sides of the world. I got ready for the day and then got Mini ready. Yoongi was taking a shower before he got dressed and ready for the lunch as well. 

(Family outfits) 

I packed all of mini's items expect she had to carry RJ with her everywhere. We headed out to meet his mom and brother at a Korean BBQ restaurant in LA. I held Mini's hand as she was wanting to walk everywhere. When we got to the restaurant we walked in finding his family and going to join them. Mini was excited and ran to his mother. 

"Halmeoni" She said hugging her making his mom smile wide and hug her back. Me and yoongi set across from them and looked at the menu.  We ordered lunch and waited for the food as we set with them. 

"Your performances have been really well Yoongs" His brother said to him and his mother nodded agreeing. 

"You all have been doing well, I am guessing Miyoung has enjoyed the trip" His mother added and we nodded.

"Yes she has, but I am sure she is going to have a load of fun with her grandparents and uncle" I tell them smiling. 

"She will enjoy spending time with you all, especially your cooking" Yoongi said to his mother making her smile. 

"Well we will have fun" His mom said looking at Mini who was smiling having fun being there. She was still holding on to RJ. 

Our food came out and we ate and chatted some more. It started to get closer to the time when they would be leaving with mine and Yoongs little world. I hope Mini would be ok it is going to the first time she is away from me and Yoongs for a while, its the first time she is staying somewhere over night in a new place, I will have to get use to not having her nearby as when the band is on tour and she is so young it makes it hard to travel with her but in the future she will be able to hopefully. We rode with his mom and brother to the airport and went through as far as we could with them there. Before they left I got to say goodbye to Mini and his family. I bent down to Mini's level and hug her. 

"Ok my little minibug you have to promise mommy to be a good girl for your Halmeoni and halabeoji. As well as with Geumjae" I tell her looking at her. I fixed her jacket not wanting to say goodbye to my little girl. She nodded being shy and quite not fully understanding what was going on. Yoongi bent down and hugged her as well. 

 "salanghae nae ttal" He says to her tell her that he loves her. He then said good bye to his family and I did the same.

We watched them board the plane and Mini turned back and waved at us. Geumjae picked up mini and held her as they waved at us and then the left. I felt a few tears started to form in my eyes. Yoong noticed I felt sad and hugged me rubbing my upper back trying to comfort me. 

"She will be much better in Korea with my parents and brother than traveling with us. Plus my mom and brother will help her learn Korean and traditional stuff that you are still learning my love. We can also work on getting you your beauty care line, as well you can try and plan things with Jae when she is able to join." He says to me softly trying to help me be comfortable with the situation. He helped me out to the car and we were taken back to the hotel. 

We went back up to our room and I got into some comfy clothes which was mainly wearing Yoongi's shirt and some shorts. I laid down on the bed feeling bad, feeling like a horrible mother. Yoongs laid down next to me and held on to me. He was trying to make me feel better, he kissed my cheek and sighed. 

"My love it is all going to be ok, we don't want any harm to come to her and this is the best way for her to be ok" He says to me. I nodded and sniffled trying to not cry. He sighs and looks at me. "I also feel bad my love" 

"you do?" I asked him looking up at him and he nodded. 

"I love my little mini" He says, I smiled and nodded. 

"I love her too so much, I have since the first time I held her" I told him and smiled 

"You never told me much about the day you brought our little bundle of joy into the world" He tells me trying to get me to think about some happy thoughts. 

"Well its kind of a long story" I said to him looking at him 

"Well we kind of some time today to ourselves" He said smiling 

"Well she decided to come a few weeks early and I was feeling scared most of the day, she came two weeks and half early but was perfectly healthy. I had to go to the hospital by myself as I had no one to call or help me, of course your manger and stuff knew of the situation and him and his wife helped me as much as they could but they also didn't want to create too much attention to the situation. I made it to the hospital around lunch time that is around the time she decided was the perfect time for her to come into this world. But I ended up having her around 8 pm as labour took a while for me to get through. It extremely hurt as well and I was confused as I hadn't been learning a lot of Korean as I should have. Before having her I did found out we would be having a daughter I didn't want to be surprised because I wanted to buy some cute clothes for her. The only issue we had during delivery was that she was stubborn and couldn't decide if she was coming that day or not. But she was perfectly healthy when she did come. She was 3.2 kg which is average as I was told, and she measured about 45.7 cm. We were there for a few days before going back to my old small apartment. I was given a few things a bassinet and everything like that for her." I told him and he held my hand listening to what I was saying. 

"I am sorry my love I wasn't there for you and I promise the next time we have a baby I will be there with you when you bring him or her into this world. I wouldn't miss it for anything." He says and I giggle. 

"what if you are on tour?" I asked him smiling 

"Your more important then preforming on stage, yes I care about Army but they will also want me to be there for our children and they will care about them as well." He says and I smile and lean up and kiss him. 

"I love you Yoongi" I tell him 

"I love you too, my lovely Lakyn" He says making me giggle. 

We ended up spending sometime talking and falling asleep taking a nap together till someone came banging on our door. Yoongi groan and I huff waking up with him as well. Yoongi got up and opened the door. I only heard muffled voices then Yoongi agreeing to something. He came back in and sighed and looked at me giving me a smile then set on the bed. 

"What's up my love?" I asked him moving behind him and hugging him kissing his cheek. Which caused him to smile and sigh. 

"That was Joon, we are going to do a live and talk with fans and thank those who came to LA concerts and wrap up our concerts here." He says sighing and lean against me. 

"Well I know because you just woke up you don't want to but I know you will enjoy it when you get in there and hang out with the guys" I tell him rubbing his shoulders. 

"Can you come and join us behind the camera if you want, I want you there" He tells me and I nodded. 

"I'll come with you my love" I tell him getting up and he sighs getting up as well. "I can fix up your hair and do some light make up if you want me to?" 

He nods and sits down in a chair and I grab the styling products and stuff to do his hair and basic makeup. I helped him look like he just didn't wake up. He pulled me to sit on his lap and I kissed him and he kissed me back. He held onto me on the small of my back. I wrapped my arm around his neck. We made out and he picked me up walking towards the bed. It would have went further till there was knock on the door. 

"Yoongi hyung come on everyone is waiting" Jungkook's voice said and yoongi huffs and looks at me pouting. 

"Afterwards my love, let's go" I tell him kissing is cheek and he nods getting up sighing. 

"You just look too good, and we haven't gotten to do anything since we have had to share a room with Mini" He says and I nodded agreeing but continued to push him towards the door. 

"I know but your work is important and I rather not make all the army upset with you not there especially those you stan you" I tell him and he sighs as I get him out the door and to Jungkook. 

I followed behind the fixing my hair and clothes walking to the room they were doing the live. I sat behind the phone used for the live and the guys. They started the live and Yoongi mostly ate and read the chat. Jimin was beside him occasionally looking over at the chat as well. After about 15 mins Yoongi spoke up. 

"Army, I've seen asked about Mini and Lyn, they are both where they are needed and being taken care of" Yoongi said then ate some food. Jimin grabs the tablet from Yoongi and looks at it. 

He taps Yoongi with his arm showing him some of the chat. Jin who was also looking at a separate screen seeing the chat as well. I got curious and looked on my phone at the chat. I tried to read some. I looked up seeing Joon speak. 

"So guys, thank you for supporting us but, we do have the choice to share our personal lives or not right now and we also do not appreciate rumors being spread about them. The rumor about Lyn who is also not just one of my best friend's girlfriend but also one of my friends herself is not cheating and is not with anyone else in the band she is all of our friends and she is not using us for money. So please put to rest all of these hurtful sayings about her or you may never get a chance to see any of us in our personal life being happy." Joon said in both english and in Korean for all the army that was watching. Yoongi looked at him and smiled and nodded as a thank you. 

"To add on, I know she isn't cheating because she has been on the American leg of the tour with me" Yoongi said causing the guys to chuckle because I guess it wasn't supposed to be shared. He looked at the staff that was beside me and nods that its up to him to decide what he wants to share and do. "She is here with us tonight but you can all see and talk with her if you are all going to be nice to her" 

He looked at me and smiled and motioned for me to come over. My eyes went wide he was serious about this. I looked at the staff to make sure it was ok but the ushered me to go over to the rest of the guys. 

"Come on Lynie come join me and Yoongs" Jimin said motion for me as well. 

"Lyn its ok come and join us" Joon added and the rest of the guys motioned for me as well making me nervous as I got up and went over to them joining them sitting on the edge next to Yoongi. They all chuckled at me being embarrassed. Hobi cheered and squealed causing me to laugh. 

"So Army are asking where Mini is if you want to answer" Jimin said showing me the tablet and I nodded. 

"So, She was with us till earlier." I started looking at Yoongi and he nodded letting me continue. "Yoongs family came and saw some of the concerts and has been kind enough to let Mini stay with them till the end of the tour and I finish with some business items that needs to be taken care of. We would love to have Mini here but she is at a stage where she is learning a schedule and touring in different time zones tend to cause all of that to go out of wack" 

The rest of the stream went well with different questions and stuff. I walked back with Yoongi to our room afterwards as soon as we got in. Yoongi closed and locked the door and pulled me to the bed. We had a good evening together.