That moonlight that shines on me at dawn
It's still the same as then
A lot changed in my life, but
That moonlight is still the same
That moonlight that shines on me at dawn
It's still the same as then
Changes are fated to happen to everyone
Perhaps it is how we change that is our karma to bear 

Lyn's POV: 

Months went by fast and finally, it was time for both me and Yoongi to discuss two big important topics. The first being Mini's first birthday, the second being what are we going to do when he leaves to go on tour. Yes, I am invited to go and join them and tag along, but I don't want to distract Yoongi and have him worry constantly while performing about me and Mini in a hotel room. But it would be nice to go back to the states, my mom and the rest of the family could potentially meet Mini for the first time as well. 

Yoongi would be home soon from work he wasn't going to stay late to work on music since both me and him had a lot of things to discuss. I sat at the dining table watching the time tick by waiting for him to get back. I had two wine glasses sat and already got Mini down for bed so we could talk. I heard the key unlock the door and I got up rushing to the door and smile seeing him running and jumping on him making him laugh and hug me back. 

"excited are we? you missed me that much?" He says picking me up and I wrapped my legs around him kissing his cheek. 

"Maybe," I say smiling as he blushed. 

"I missed you to my love" He says and kisses me softly setting me down. 

"I have dinner warming up on the stove and the table set already, you can pick what we are drinking tonight. Oh, and our little princess is already sleeping." I tell him as we walked into the dining area and he nodded smiling at me. 

"Have I told you how much I love you" He says making me blush and giggle. 

"Maybe but I would love to hear it some more sometime" I tease him and he sat down at the table after grabbing a wine for us to enjoy with our meal. 

I brought the food over setting it on the table, I had made one of his favorite dishes Kimchi Stew. I sat down and was nervous every time I made anything that was a Korean traditional meal. I got nervous mostly because I don't know how to cook the dishes really well. 

"I hope you like this I looked up thousands of different recipes, I know you have made it before but I wanted to try and surprise you" I tell him sitting down and he smiled and filled both mine and his bowl. 

"I am sure I will love it," He says and tries some of it and nods. "It is good, if you ever want help I can help you" 

"Does that mean it isn't that good?" I tease and take a sip and sigh it was terrible it was good but Yoongi is much better at cooking traditional meals than I am. 

"No it means I love cooking with my love" He says making me blush. We ate for a little bit before beginning our conversation. 

"So what should we talk about first?" I asked him taking a sip of my wine. 

"I have something I want to ask you about, we haven't really talked about it ever." He starts and I nodded showing him I am paying attention. "We've been together now for some time though there was a time when we were apart, I love both you and Mini. What would you think about us maybe getting married at some point and fully be a Min family?" 

I looked down at my wine glass thinking for a minute about what he basically just said. "you've been thinking about us getting married?" 

"Well yeah, I love you a lot. We could just continue to talk about it if you wan-" He said and I interrupted him. 

"I would love to get married" I said and he looked shocked for a minute before giving me one of his million-dollar gummy smiles. 

"Really! truly not just because I want to?" He says and I nod giggling. 

"Yes I would love to marry you Yoongi, and be a small family together." I say blushing. 

"I want to properly ask you at some point still and be all romantic and everything." He says getting excited and super happy yoongi. 

I nod "I will act surprise if you want me to when it happens" I tease and he smiles and grabs my hands and kiss them. 

"You've made me so happy, you don't understand how much you have mean to me and gave me so much joy" He says and I blush and felt happy tears form in my eyes. 

"You are making me too sappy" I said wiping my face. 

"Ok ok, we had other things to talk about yes?" he says changing the topic and I nodded. 

"One really happy and one that is going to be a long discussion" I said and looked at him smiling. "Which first?" 

"Mini's birthday, what would you like to do?" He asked me. 

"well what I had in mind was to do something small and have the guys there and maybe your family, at least your brother because I know that is a lot of traveling for your parents. I would love to have it outdoors but I know how hard that could be with people trying to get pictures and everything." I tell him and take a sip of my wine and then looked at him again. "I also want to take some family pictures for it as well." 

He thinks for a minute and nods. "That sounds nice and I would also love to take pictures altogether," he says and sips his wine.  "You are right that trying to do something outside would be hard but it isn't impossible. We can reserve a place or park if you want." 

"We can research some areas tonight in bed if you want?" I suggested and looked at him and he shook his head no smirking. 

"I have some other ideas," He says smugly. 

"Yoongi!" I said shocked blushing and looking down and shook my head. "Ok, we have some more things to talk about" 

"Ok, can we go and sit on the couch it is much more comfortable?" He asked and I nodded. 

"I'll meet you over there let me put all this away first," I said and start grabbing the bowls and everything but he didn't listen he helped me first by pulling me to the couch to talk. He sat down first and then I did putting my legs across his lap and smiles at me. 

"Ok, so the long discussion I guess now, the tour?" He says and I nod. 

"Yes, y'all are first going around Asia right?" I asked and he nodded. "I was thinking I would stay home for that besides y'alls concerts here in Seoul, but I don't want you to have to worry about me and Mini."  

He pouted and nodded looking at me. "I would love you being there but I understand," he says and then he looks at me. "So the North America tour will you be there?" 

"I would love to if that will be ok?" I asked him and he nods smiling. 

"I would love that," He says he pulls me over to sit on his lap holding on to me. 

I giggle. "Yoong!" I said between laughing and he smiled wide and kissed my cheek pulling me against his chest. "Ok-ok we aren't done talking, how will it be with me being there with you" 

He sighs and kisses my cheek one more time. "Well, we will have concerts and interviews of course. But we always rent out a whole hotel floor basically so we will have a room, you just will meet us in LA where our tour will start and then we will head to the East Coast." He says leaning into my neck his breath hitting it making me have goosebumps. 

I turn and face him and had my legs on either side of him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Ok, the only thing that makes me nervous is traveling an almost 12 hr plane trip with a 1-year-old by myself." I tell him and he nodded and sighed. 

"I know I did think of that, but I haven't thought of a solution yet." He says and rubbed circles into my lower back making me smile. I nodded and looked down into his eyes. 

"I don't think you no longer what to have this conversation." I tell him blushing and giggling. 

He smirks and pulls me closer down on him. "What makes you think that?" he says softly his voice raspy and lower. 

"I have no idea" I tell him softly looking at his lips before kissing him. I felt him smile into the kiss and he held onto me as he picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. 

Afterward, I laid my head on his chest listening to him breathe and his heartbeat. He played with my hair as we just laid together listening to each other breathe and relax. I traced circles and hearts into his chest smiling content with how life was at this moment. 

"You make me so happy" I say softly and I could tell he was smiling at what I said. 

"You make me so happy," He says and I smile and turn to look up at his face. He kisses my forehead smiling. "We should get to sleep, my love." 

I nodded and moved to lay on my pillow and yoongi turned and wrapped his arms around me snuggling before falling asleep. 

"I love you" I told him before falling asleep. 

"I love you to my sweet Lyn" He says softly drifting off to sleep. 

During the middle of the night, Mini woke up crying which she rarely did. So I got up and put on one of Yoongis t-shirts and headed to the nursery to check on her. I picked her up and she was still crying. I felt her forehead and she had a fever. Her nose was runny and clearly didn't seem like she felt good. She hadn't ever been sick yet, me and Yoongi lucked out on that. But also, I felt clueless I didn't know what to do. She was crying and had a runny nose and a fever. 

I looked around the room bouncing her trying to soothe her and get her to stop crying. Yoongi had a long day I didn't want him waking up. I had to have a thermometer somewhere in here to check her temperature. I felt like I was helpless because I didn't know my baby was sick, she didn't seem sick earlier today. She wasn't around anyone really to have gotten sick, unless the nanny brought it to her or she got it from being out with me. I finally found the thermometer and placed it on her head. She had a fever of 100.4, is that too high do I need to be taking her to the ER, what am I supposed to do. I looked at her bouncing her but she was still irritable. I kissed her head. 

"I know baby girl you don't feel good" I said softly and looked around the nursery I should have some baby Tylenol that could help with the fever. 

"Babe what's the matter?" I heard from the door and I looked over to see Yoongi. I frowned he woke up. 

"I'm so sorry I've been trying to soothe her, Mini is sick she has a fever, I don't know if it is a high fever and we should be taking her to the ER or if just some simple medicine will help, I don't know what I am doing I didn't want to wake you up since you had a busy day." I said rambling and he walked over and took a look at Mini she reached for him still crying. He grabbed her and sat down in the chair in her nursery. He began to rub her back to try and soothe her. 

"What all seems to be the issue?" He asked me while I continued to look for the medicine. 

"Her Fever is 100.4 and her nose is runny, I think she may have a cough but I can't tell if that is from her being sick or been crying her eyes out, she clearly doesn't feel good." I said and sighed finding the bottle and I held it up to him. "This is baby Tylenol right?" 

He nodded kisses Mini's head. "Do you want to give it to her or do you want me to?" He asked. 

"I can do it if you just hold her" I told him getting the little dosage thing to squirt it in her mouth. I looked up how much to give her and then pulled it out of the bottle and then I put it in her mouth and squirted it in there. "There she should start feeling better soon hopefully." 

"If you want to go back to bed I can watch her babe" He tells me and I shook my head. 

"you are the one with the busy schedule tomorrow I can stay up with her and you can go back to bed" I tell him and he sighed. 

"It looks like both of us are going to be up then." He says. 

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Hello everyone, I hope you are all having a good day and week so far. I have been loving writing this family so far I have created so I hope you are all still enjoying it as well. 

So I guess it is time for a poll: 

Which is your favorite total english BTS song so far?
Dynamite, 
Butter
or 
Permission to Dance 

What is your favorite album?
Be
Map of the Soul: 7
Map of the Soul: Persona
Love yourself 'Tear'
Love yourself 'Her'
You Never walk alone
Wings 
Other