Chapter 20: Burn It
Embarrassment, hatred, disgust, even rage
How vain that is, too
Maybe those really are mirages
Maybe, yes, with those as excuses
Am I being pressured to passion
Be cautious of the word 'original intention', don't be afraid
Set fire to it, set fire to it
No matter what, yeah, set fire to it,
Lyn's POV:
A lot of milestones have started happening with Mini. Me and Yoongi also decided it was time to move back to being on our own. Which was sad to see because the guys have gotten close to Mini, especially Tae and Jimin. They both love her so much. But it will be nice to be like a little family again with Yoongi and Mini. I finished packing up some of Mini's clothing and my things when Yoongi walked in holding our little baby girl.
"Look at this Mini, Mommy just finished getting everything packed for us to go home" He said to her smiling and kissing her cheek.
"Hello my little baby" I said walking over and taking her from him. "And my handsome love"
He smiled and kissed me softly. "Are you about ready to go?"
I nodded and motioned to the bags. "I left some stuff here though to visit or for them to watch Mini, for us to have special date nights" I told him and leaned up kissing his cheek causing him to blush.
"Ok babe, let's get going, then maybe we can go out and look to redecorate some of the rooms if you would like, maybe redecorate the nursery for Mini" He says smiling. I looked at him shocked.
"you want to go out and go shopping, you, the shy lil meow meow" I said giggling and he blushed.
"yeah, I want to go out as a family" He says blushing more. "Maybe we could go out and eat as well."
I giggled and we walked out of his room at the dorm and the guys came and gave us a hug and then we were on our way home. Home I've missed those words, a place that was mine and Yoongi's. A place to raise Mini, and be a family. I am finally able to get back to a somewhat normal headspace, but all with the support of leaning onto Yoongi. He is the greatest man I have ever known. He cares so much and opens up so much to me and gives me all the support I need and help. We walked into our home and I smiled looking at the place that is ours.
"Why not go and get in the shower and get ready? I will get Mini ready to go out as well." Yoongi said to me, smiling. I handed her to him and nodded. I kissed his cheek before running off to get in the shower and get ready.
After my shower, I walked into the closet and sigh, and looked at all my clothes trying to find something to wear. I've missed all my clothes and looked at everything. I started to look for an outfit, I smiled hearing Yoongi singing to Mini while getting her dressed in the nursery.
(Family Outfits)
After I got ready I walked over to her nursery and stood in the doorway watching and I smiled. Yoongi turned around and smiled while holding Mini. I walked over to him. I turned around for him.
"You look stunning my love," He says and smiles "Also watch this, Mini is that eomma"
Mini reached for me "e-e" I giggled and grabbed her
"Good try baby girl you will get it" I tell her kissing her head
"I'll go get dressed now and you can prepare the diaper bag," Yoongi said, kissing my cheek. I nodded.
I sat Mini down on the ground letting her get work in crawling. I started to pack the black backpack we had for a diaper bag grabbing extra clothes and stuff. I grabbed the baby carrier and put Mini in, grabbing a blanket and putting it on top of her so she didn't get cold. I carried the carrier and the bag into the bedroom and smiled at Yoongi who was putting on his hat.
"Hey babe can you put my wallet in the bag for me" I asked him and he grabbed it for me by putting it into the bag.
"Do you want to take the stroller?" He asked me and I thought for a second.
"Why not we take the one that either me or you can wear, She likes to be close to me and you" I tell him smiling. "She especially is attached to her Appa"
He smiles and blushes and nods. "She is isn't she" He says looking at the carrier. "Let's get going then" He says taking the baby carrier and we walk out to the car. I got into the back seat to sit next to Mini's car seat and helped Yoongi buckle her into the seat. He got in the driver's side and started to head to the shopping center.
"Now the media is probably going to be all over this, and hopefully we won't get totally spotted and our afternoon ruined." He told me and I nodded. "I got some face masks we can put on to help hide ourselves for a bit and hopefully not get noticed."
"That is fine," I tell him and he hands me one and he puts his on before we get out. "Do you want to wear the baby carrier or me?"
"I will," he says and I grab it, handing it to him and take out Mini handing her to him helping him put her in the carrier. Mini started to bounce and giggle, making us laugh.
"She is in a good mood today"
"I think we all are" He told me and I nodded while putting on the backpack. I reached for his hand and he grabbed mine and we started to walk into the shopping area. We walked to a store that had some bedding and curtains. Me and Yoongi wanted to get some new bedding and curtains and redo the master bedroom. We then were going to go and look for new items for Mini as in 2 months she will be 1 which is hard to believe.
"What do you think of this?" I asked him to point to a bed set and he made a face. "no, what is wrong with it"
"It is a girly blue" he says
"But I am a girl" I said to him pouting
"But I am a boy" He said pouting back at me
"Fine, you find a new bed set" I tell him, crossing my arms pouting.
He chuckles and looks around. We eventually found one that wasn't much different than what we had originally. He was about to get white and surprisingly as much as I would like it I had to explain why it would be a bad idea. We then found a bed set that was a navy color liking more of the darker colors to the room. We found some curtains to match as well.
We then headed and started to walk to the store that would have all the baby and toddler items we would need for Mini. As we were walking I noticed a girl a bit younger than me staring at us and I giggled slightly. Yoongi must have been recognized. She didn't say anything but she slowly watched us from a distance.
Yoongi looked at me trying to figure out why I was giggling and he stopped and looked around and then he sighed and found out why I was giggling. He looked a bit bothered but we just continued on our way into the store. He looked behind us and sighed and shook his head. He took Mini out of the carrier.
"I'll be back" He mumbled handing Mini to me and walked out of the store. I sighed and held Mini walking around the store looking at different clothing items for Mini. After about 10 minutes Yoongi came back but he went to the store associate and locked the door so we could have some privacy shopping. I looked at him when he came back.
"I am sorry, but I want this to not be ruined by fans that are following us as well as allow Mini to have privacy. If I knew it would be only that one fan following us quietly I wouldn't have made a big deal but I don't if she would tell other people and then a swarm of fans would show up." He says, looking at me. He slid down his mask and smiled at Mini making her bounce in my arms, He grabbed her and kissed her cheek putting her back in the carrier. "Her safety and your safety are my main priority, I love you both so dearly I don't want anyone out of jealousy to hurt you or her."
I took my mask off and stood on my tip toes and kissed his cheek making him blush. "I love you so much" I told him and smiled. "Also look at this awesome outfit I found for our little princess"
I showed him a little baby leather jacket. Then some sets that were really cute with bows and headbands. "Oh and look at this, it is adorable" I said, showing him some overalls and chuckles at me. I was embarrassed.
"They are cute babe, but she is also going to be one soon" He says and then my eyes widen.
"So toddler clothes!" I said getting excited and he shook his head and followed me to the toddler section.
"I am sorry baby girl but I think your eomma or mommy is going crazy buying you a whole new wardrobe" Yoongi said to Mini and I glared back at him playfully. "Appa might have just made a mistake"
"Stop lying to our daughter," I said to him after grabbing some more clothes than going to the shoes.
"We don't ever put shoes on her, we put socks on, but we haven't ever really put shoes on her" He told me and I looked at him.
"Babe she is going to start walking soon so she needs shoes" I told him and then he looks at her and pouts.
"Why is she growing up so fast, I missed so much stuff and now it all is going by so fast" He says pouting looking at her bouncing in the carrier.
"I know maybe eventually not anytime soon, like a few years we can talk about, just talk about maybe having another one" I tell him and he looks at me to see if I was serious.
"Really!" He says smiling
"Maybe, a little boy wouldn't be bad to have and Mini is really no issue, she is very chill for a baby" I tell him giggling. He chuckles and nods.
"Let's finish up this then call in some food for take out to take home and get comfy and watch a movie" I tell him smiling and he nods.
"We can also try some solid foods for Mini and get her to eat normal human foods" I told him and he smiled.
"that sounds good, I place the food order if you order some groceries" He suggested and I nodded and we payed for the baby things and we head out to the car and he calls a restaurant for take out and I put Mini in the car seat and place a grocery order to be delivered to the apartment.
I got a surprise for Yoongi ordering some wine for ourselves to enjoy as well as some food that we needed. Yoongi looked back at me and I smiled at him and he blushed.
"Let's get going, we can go pick up the food then head home" He said and I nodded.
We drove to the restaurant picking up the food then headed home and brought in Mini putting her down in her crib as she had fallen asleep and then put away the rest of the stuff. The groceries got delivered and Yoongi got them, putting them away as I changed and got comfy. Yoongi walked in and held the bottle of wine looking at me shocked. I giggled and nodded.
"So we are having a special night tonight?" He asked and I blushed and nodded and leaned up kissing him. He kissed back holding onto me with one of his hands pulling me close to him making me smile against his lips.
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Hello I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I have a question for you so
POLL TIME:
Which era/MV do you prefer for each member:
Jin:
Idol
or
DNA
Yoongi:
Blood, Sweat & Tears
or
Permission to Dance
J-hope:
DNA
or
Run
RM:
Butter
or
Boy with Luv
Jimin:
Black Swan
or
Blood, Sweat & Tears
Taehyung
War of Hormone
or
Dynamite
Jungkook
Butter
or
Dope
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