Guess I'm slowly becoming an adult
I can't remember
What was it that I wanted?
Now I'm scared
Where have the fragments of my dream gone?

Yoongi's POV:

The next day I stayed home and said I would produce music at home on my laptop. I didn't want to leave Lyn knowing she may still be struggling. Some of the guys were still in the dorm not having to go in for their schedule till later. I laid in bed looking at my beautiful Lyn sleeping. I don't know all that happened while I was away from her for 18 months. She had to go through a whole pregnancy without me plus as well she assumed I wouldn't want to be part of her life or my little mini's life because of it all being a risk for my career.

I know she must have been seeing what fans have said online and that might have also added to the issues she was already dealing with. She was so wonderful and I hate that people don't see how wonderful she is and how much happiness she gives me just being in the room. She no longer is going to be a stylist as she needs time to work on herself as well, I plan on helping her create some beauty products like she wanted to.

I heard Mini wake up in her crib and I sat up and looked over Lyn to check on her and saw her sitting up in her crib. I then climbed out of bed and picked her smiling at her. She was so perfect and adorable. I held her and kissed her cheek smiling. I walked out to the hallway and headed to the living area to try and make a bottle for Mini. I saw Tae was still here and I smiled at him.

"Oh sorry hyung, did I wake you and the baby" He said while eating a thing of ramen and I shook my head.

"No I was awake and Mini just woke up, um can you hold her while I try to make a bottle?" I asked him and he nodded. I handed her to him.

She looked up at Tae, her eyes were wide. Tae took a bite of his food and she watched him eat and he chuckled at her. I sighed and looked around trying to figure out what I had done with the formula and bag I had for her. I opened the cabinets and looked around for it all.

"Near the sink should be a bottle, I think Jin Hyung cleaned one that was out in the living room, also your diaper bag I believe is over near the table" Tae said looking at me giving me a smile. "It's ok a lot has happened to your little family in the past day."

"Thank you Tae, really." I tell him grabbing the bottle and the bag finding the diaper bag and grabbing the formula. I made the bottle and waited till it was the right temperature to give her.

"It's no problem, here is your baby." Tae said getting up and handing her to me. I held Mini and I watched Tae go upstairs.

I smiled down at Mini and gave her the bottle to drink. I walked over to the couch and sat down while holding and feeding her. While she was eating I could tell her eyes were getting heavy as she was sleepy. She was the perfect baby anyone could have. She rarely cried and was very quiet for a baby. She was like me as a baby. She loved her nap times and sleeping.

I watched her sleep for a moment before putting her bottle in the fridge and taking her back to her crib and laid her down. I looked in the bed and I saw that Lyn was awake but just staring out into the wall. I laid down beside her and wrapped my arms around her, kissing her shoulder.

"Good morning my love" I told her softly she turned and looked at me giving me a small smile.

"Good morning," She said softly.

"How are you feeling beautiful?" I asked her while still holding her close to me. She buried her head into my chest.

"Ok I guess" she says softly.

"Are you hungry? I can make you something to eat" I tell her. I didn't know how to fully help her. I can try but this is all something that she needs to work herself, I know.

"I would like some coffee," She says. I felt her tighten her embrace on me as if she didn't want me to get up though.

"Do you want normal coffee? Or a caramel vanilla latte that I know you like? Or something else?" I asked her, rubbing her back comforting her.

"Just an iced coffee with a bit of sweetener," She says. I kissed her head and hugged her.

"I am going to have to get up to get it then my love" I told her and I felt her sigh and she let go of me. I kissed her head before getting up. "Do you want to see Mini? I already got her a bottle this morning. She is asleep right now but I can hand her to you?"

Lyn nodded and set up. I walked over to Mini's crib and picked her up and handed her to Lyn who smiled seeing mini. I walked out to make her some coffee. I remember her coffee order when I first met her. Coffee was something that made me think about her. I brewed some normal coffee and got a cup and filled it with ice. I added some caramel creamer for the coffee to mix with to make it sweet. I took it back to the room and gave it to her.

"Here you go my love" I tell her, setting it on the bedside table. She nodded and set up against the headboard and set Mini on her lap. Mini babbled trying to speak, causing me to chuckle at her being cute.

"Thank you yoongs" Lyn said, taking a sip of her drink. I nodded, smiling and sat down on the bed.

"Your welcome my love, I am working from home today so if you need anything or want to talk or anything I am right here for you, also if you need a break from Mini I can take her when you need to rest" I tell her and she nodded and saw her eyes start watering a bit and I lean over hugged her. I walked over to my workstation in my room and started working on some music. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~~

Hello my lovelies I am so sorry it has taken me so much time to get this chapter out and it is short. But I had some life updates over the past few months. I have been living in hotels and airbnbs the past few weeks waiting to move into my house that is being renovated and getting delayed so, I am sorry I haven't been as active on here but I am going to try and be more active and updating my books.  

I hope you have all been doing well my lovelies!