I want it this love I want it, real love
I only focus on you
You steer me a little harder
The DNA of the genesis wants you
This is inevitable, I love us
We are the only true lovers

(This chapter takes place in December around Christmas and New Years'.) 

Lyn's POV:

December 23rd, Yoongi had stayed with the guys in the dorm to have their last special few days together before they all went for their service. I will be going over to the guys to celebrate Christmas with them all tomorrow morning. I had gotten them all gifts and some meaningful cards. Since I will not be seeing them for a while. After spending time there, Yoongi and I were going to go back to his apartment. We were going to celebrate Christmas day together.

It was no longer a matter of months, it was barely now a matter of weeks. It was more or less how many more days I have left with Yoongi. Then eventually the days will turn into hours, then I will have to say goodbye to him. The day before I had a meeting with Big Hit, I will be helping debut their trainees by doing their hair and make-up till BTS comes back. They also offered if I wanted to at any point travel back to America to see my family. I've been becoming numb to this whole situation. I don't know what I will want to do.

My Life felt as though it was slowing down. All because I fell in love with my person all too soon. It would all have been better if this happened later, but his handsome face, personality, everything was too tempting to wait for.

I got everything ready to travel in the morning to their dorm and then got ready for bed. I laid there for a few minutes before I got a message from Yoongi, he told me goodnight and that he loves me and can't wait to see me in the morning. I smiled and sent him a goodnight text and some 'xoxo's

I then fell asleep.

In the morning I was in a rush to get ready and get to their dorm. I wanted to leave early in the morning to not get spotted traveling to their place by fans and media specialists. It was around 5 am and I left my place while it was still dark outside. I texted Yoongi that I had gotten a bus to their apartment area. I texted him so he could meet me at his door. It was around 5:30 when I got to his apartment. I called him to wake him up to come to meet me at his door.

The door opened and there stood my handsome sleepy prince.

"Good morning my love," I say softly coming inside taking off my shoes.

"Good morning" He yawned and looked at me smiling. "can we go back to bed it's too early"

I giggled and nodded. "yeah we can"

"yay," he said softly, pulling me up to his room wanting to sleep. We went into his room and I sat down in my bag and laid down on his bed next to him. He grabbed my waist and held on to me falling asleep. I knew I was going to miss these moments.

Around 7:30-8:00 am me and Yoongi woke up to get breakfast made for the rest of the guys. We were going to do a mix of Asian cuisine and American breakfast. Yoongi made some steamed buns and some rice. I started with cooking some bacon and scrambled eggs. We also made sure that some sort of coffee was made as well for all of us to enjoy.

The first one down out of the guys was Jin, then Jungkook came in.

"Merry Christmas sleeping beauties," I tell them giggling. They stretched and yawned then looked at me.

"Lyn, Merry Christmas" Jin said smiling

"Merry Christmas" Jungkook said sitting down. He then looked at Yoongi "Do y'all need help cooking Hyung?"

"Yeah, do you need some help?" Jin asked offering as well.

"Yeah, sure, if you want to help me with watching the bacon fry that would be helpful," I said the guys and Jungkook came over to help me.

"I can have some help with someone starting some rice," Yoongi said and Jin walked over and started some rice.

After 30 mins the house was smelling good and the other guys came in one at a time as we finished cooking. They came in half asleep then woke up at the smell of the food. They got the table ready for us to eat. We brought everything over and then sat down at the table. I sat between Yoongi and Jimin.

"We need to all take a picture together" I suggested before anyone could start eating.

"Yeah we should," Namjoon said, grabbing his phone as we all gathered around and took a picture together.

After that we all ate together, we shared stories of what Christmas was like for each of us as children. After eating we all gathered together to give gifts to each other.

I got Jimin, some skincare products, and a little card with a cartoon koala in a Santa hat, thanking him for becoming one of the closest best friends I had ever had and that I will miss him.

Then next I gave Jungkook some stuff for drawing such as sketch pencils and some canvas paper. I got him a card thanking him for being my Korean little brother and making me laugh on sets.

The next person I gave a gift to was Tae. I got him some characters related to some of his favorite animes, and the card I got him had a monkey on it and I thanked him for being the loudest, most fun person that I could call a friend.

Next was Jin who I got a mirror as well as some skincare products, I got him a card as well with a sugar glider on it thanking him for being a friend and making my job easier by being Mr. Worldwide Handsome.

Next was Hobi. I got him some accessories and a card with a sunflower and thanked him for always making me laugh and smile.

Then I gave Namjoon his gift which was a plant for his collection of plants and a card with a crab on it and I thanked him for being a friend and for making sure everything always ran smoothly.

I looked at Yoongi. "Do you want your gift now or do you want to wait?" I asked him softly and he smiled.

"You didn't need to get me anything, you make me happy as it is, I don't need anything else in this world," he told me and my heart fluttered at how sweet he was to me.

The guys besides Yoongi all gave me gifts as well. Jimin got me some lotions and perfumes that I had liked and talked about with him, Jungkook got me a photo album with pictures that we had all taken together from the past couple of months and even had some of just me and Yoongi in them, Tae got me some comic books and some manga, Jin got me some Korean and English cookbooks, Hobi got me some plushies and some candy, and then Namjoon got me some Korean books to learn how to say some phrases. They were all really sweet gifts.

The rest of the day went by hanging out and talking. We watched Christmas movies, such as the Home Alone series, Rudolph and Frosty. It was a nice day. Around 6:00 we all gathered to try and cook a traditional Christmas dinner to enjoy. Mostly I was on watch to make sure that Namjoon didn't mess anything up and was cutting things properly. It was an amazing Christmas with the guys. We sat down and ate the dinner that was mostly prepared by Jin and Yoongi. It was incredible.

After dinner it was suggested that we sing some Christmas carols, Yoongi sat at the piano and I sat beside him and the guys all sang different Christmas carols. Their voices were that of a choir of angels singing. This was a time in life I wish I could pause and never have to leave and move on from.

After we all hung out some more, me and Yoongi went to his apartment to have a private little Christmas to ourselves. We were tired when we got back and ended up going to sleep snuggling in his bed. The next morning he woke up before me and I could hear him cooking in the kitchen. I smiled and got up to watch him cook. I walked in and saw him cooking over the stove. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him from behind.

He chuckles and smiles "Good morning my love"

"Good morning handsome," I say softly.

"Merry Christmas my love,"

"Merry Christmas," I say softly as he turns around to face me and give me a light kiss.

"Breakfast is almost ready," he tells me when I pull away and sat on the opposite counter to watch him

"Ok, then we can open presents," I say excitedly and he nods.

"Of course then we can"

Yoongi made a traditional Christmas breakfast that I had been telling him I used to have at home, which was french toast, eggs, and bacon. He made it just so that I could have a bit of home on Christmas. It was so sweet and thoughtful of him to do so. It was really good as well and we had a very wonderful Christmas morning.

It was then time to open gifts from each other. I grabbed my gift for him to open. I had gotten him a watch that on the back was engraved the day that we met, and salanghae. He looked at it and it seemed as though he would cry.

"Thank you," he said softly "I love it"

He leaned over and hugged me tightly. He then handed me a small box. I opened it and inside was a gold necklace that was shaped like a heart and when opened it showed a picture of me and yoongi inside. I smiled and looked at him "I love it"

"I'm glad," he said "Here let me help you put it on," he said as he opened the clasp and put it on me as I held my hair up for him.

"it's so beautiful," I tell him smiling

"not as beautiful as you," he tells me.

(Time skip to New Year's Eve)

It was finally the time we all had been dreading. On New Year's Day, they would be leaving for the military. This was my last night with Yoongi. In the morning we would have to say goodbye for 18 months. I got ready for the party that the guys were having to celebrate the New Year but as well as their last night. I had on a black mini skirt and a red velvet tank top with a pair of champagne-colored heels and the locket that Yoongi had gotten me. I had my hair loosely curled and was ready to spend my last night with the man I loved.

I showed up at the apartment and was greeted by Jimin. He hugged me and I could already smell the alcohol coming off him.

"Lynie wow you look so pretty, Yoonkitty is going to love that," he says making me laugh

"thanks where is the kitty at," I asked him and he smiled devilishly

"YOONGI" he yelled, causing my handsome prince to come around the corner and he smiled at me.

"Lyn!" he said, running towards me and hugging me. I hugged him back smiling. "You look...wow... um... beautiful," he said nervously

I giggled "you look good as well in your all-black," I told him smiling

"you want to go get something to drink?"

I nodded "you want to get us some whiskey?"

He smiled and led me to where the alcohol was at and he handed me a glass. I smiled and started to drink the drink he handed me and I watched him drink.

The party was nice and loud and the drinks were ever-flowing. Around midnight everyone was not thinking clearly and was loud as can be. Me and Yoongi were having a blast together drinking and dancing together. When it hit midnight me and yoongi of course kissed.

We snuck off to his room, to finish out the last night together properly. That night was hard to forget and everything was amazing. We had a lot to drink and our minds weren't completely thinking right.

In the morning everything was a mess in his room. Things were everywhere and we both just barely had a sheet to cover us. The hangover was killer from all that we had to drink last night. This was the last time I would be seeing for 18 months. I won't be able to tell him goodbye again as I am not permitted to be there when he leaves. I kissed his cheek.

"Wake up my handsome," I say softly. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me. He groans softly, not wanting to wake up.

"I am sorry my love, but you know I have to leave soon," I tell him

He huffs and looks up at me. I snuggled up next to him and he wrapped his arms around me. He kissed my head and I felt that his face was a bit damp from a few tears falling. My heart instantly broke knowing he was crying. I felt a few tears start to fall down my face.

"I love you Lakyn," he says softly

"I love you too, Yoongi."