I've been trying all my life

To separate the time

In between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah

Lyn's POV:

"Why didn't you tell me, my love?" I heard from a broken-sounding Yoongi. I've caused him so much pain I can tell in his voice. It's broken and it's all caused by me. I've caused this beautiful and handsome man so much pain, why does he still care for me.

"I could have helped you if you just spoke to me. We are a family now, I want to be able to talk about things and help one another." He told me. I felt him squeeze my hand. He probably was crying and had a few tears falling down his face.

"I do really love you so much, you are everything to me. I only ever thought I would be close to just a handful of people, but you proved that I could trust you with everything and not have to hide anything from you. I thought you felt the same way, did I do something to not have you trust me anymore? Did I not do something I should have?" He said breaking down his voice was so broken and I could hear he was trying to not cry.

I squeezed his hand to let him know I was awake. He sniffled and then removed his hand and wiped his eyes. I opened my eyes and fluttered them softly to get them to focus and looked at him. He had tears falling down his face, the makeup that whoever put on him streaked and the black on his eyes smeared from him rubbing the tears away from his eyes.

He never shares this much emotion unless it is really personal. I looked away from him. I caused this, this is all my fault. I felt his hand touch my face and cause me to look at him. He shook his head.

"Don't hide from me. Talk to me, what is going on." He says he still had a few tears falling as he spoke. I felt them drop onto my face as he looked close to me.

"Everything is my fault, I have ruined your life, I got pregnant, I didn't tell you, I ruined your career, I ruined your life..."

"You haven't ruined anything," He says to me

"Yes, I have,"

"If I say you haven't you haven't. You have made my life so much better. I love you, you have brought a bundle of joy that was a surprise into my life. You have shown me how much better life is and why it is worth living. You getting pregnant didn't ruin anything, the only thing it may have caused is a new chapter to begin sooner than we planned for it too."

"How can you care so much about me when all of this has happened?"

"Because I never have stopped loving you even when I was away, I thought about you and the time we had and the time we will have. I couldn't ever replace you, you mean everything to me." I felt tears starting to fall down my face. He leaned down and kissed my cheek then my lips softly. Nothing was spoken for a few seconds. We just looked at each other with tears falling down both of our faces.

"We can live with the guys, they can help us. We can get a nanny if you want. Anything you need to help you." He says and rubs my face. "If you need a break I can help you with that and get you anything you need"

I nodded and sniffled, "I am so scared that I messed up your life." I told him and squeezed his hand. "I love you so much and I don't want to cause you pain."

"You could never my love," He says and then Mini makes noises in her car seat.

"You brought her?" I said softly and set up with his help. "Can I see her?"

He nods and gets over and grabs her and sets her slowly in my arms. I smiled looking down at my little happy baby. I rubbed her face with my hands. I sigh looking at her and a tear fell down my face.

"Oh, what is the matter?" he asked me, looking at my worried.

"How could I have failed as a mother so soon? She could have starved without me and could have got hurt"

"Babe you are not a failure,"

"I thought of killing myself after putting her asleep," I admitted to him.

"But you didn't babe," He says to me looking at me worried "I guess you didn't because of her, which proves you aren't a failure."

A nurse walked in smiling. Yoongi took Mini and held her. The nurse checked my vitals and nodded. "As soon as the bags finish y'all can go home, We will do a Psych evaluation in a few days to see where your headspace is and decide then if you need further assistance." she said to us and I nodded.

"Thank you," I said softly and then I looked at Yoongi, giving him a small smile. I will be able to go home. Home sounds very nice, I now have a home with Yoongi and Mini, and of course with the rest of the guys. We have a family, and family takes time to work.

The nurse walks out and Yoongi smiles at me as he looks at Mini and kisses her cheek. He then hands her to me. "Baby snuggles make everything better," He tells me, causing me to giggle. I held Mini close to me and looked down at her. She was perfect, she made so much difference in the world that she doesn't even know about yet. She is loved by so many.

After about an hour I was finally discharged. Yoongi had called Namjoon and told him what was going on and he got Mini ready in her car seat. We headed back to the dorm where we would be staying for a bit. As soon as we got inside Tae came rushing to see the baby but he first hugged me, Namjoon did as well. Yoongi smiled a bit before getting Mini out.

"Here y'all can watch her for a minute, I think Lyn needs to rest for a bit." Yoongi asked them and Tae happily took Mini.

"Yeah, we can watch her" Namjoon said smiling.

"Don't leave Namjoon alone with her" Yoongi said to Tae.

"I am not going to break her" Namjoon replied annoyed.

"I'll stay with them," Tae said laughing and they head with mini to the living room.

Me and Yoongi went upstairs to his room and I sighed as I walked in. I looked around at the place. A lot of good memories were there. I looked at Yoongi and pulled him to the bed. I wanted snuggles. I just wanted to be held and protected. I laid on the bed and he laid beside me and held me in his arms. He kissed the top of my head.

"I love you" I said softly to him. He held me tighter and smiled.

"I love you too"

I sigh and lean up and kiss him softly cupping his face. He grabs my waist and pulls me on top of him. We kissed softly and gently and lovingly. He held my waist and slowly deepened the kiss I gasped pulling away. I smiled and set up and looked down at him.

"We can end up finishing this later, But I need a bit of rest," I tell him softly.

He groaned and nodded, sighing. "Fine we can," he says, moving me off of him and I laid back down. I heard the door and the guys talking. "I will go make sure Mini isn't getting tormented by the crowd of bumbling baboons" I giggled and nodded yawning.

Yoongi's POV:

I kissed Lyn's head before getting up. I walked into the living room and stood in the door frame. I watched the guys with Mini and smile. So this is my family now, I don't think it could be any more special and confusing. I was happy and this dynamic would be perfect for now.

Mini started crying as soon as she saw me in the doorway. I chuckled while walking over and meeting Jimin halfway and he handed her to me. I kissed her cheek and she stopped crying. She is very clingy with both me and Lyn.

"I'm sorry she is going through a clingy phase," I tell them, chuckling. I sat down with them holding Mini and I sat her against me like she was sitting up normally.

"So how is Lyn?" Jin asked me.

"She is going to need help and I hope you guys are ok with us here, Mini doesn't really cry and has a normal sleep schedule."

"Yoongs it is ok, we are happy to have all of you here and Little Mini is always welcome." Hobi said smiling

"Yeah it's ok we are here to help you are still part of our family here" Namjoon said

"Thank you guys, I really mean it. It should help out things with adjusting and everything" I tell them and look down at Mini.

"It is no problem, Yoongles. Really, it should be fun having a baby here" Jimin said

"Another baby at that" Jk said smirking looking at Jimin

"Hey I am not a baby" Jimin said glaring

"You're small like one" Namjoon said, smirking.

I chuckled and looked at him.

"You don't say anything I am taller" Jimin said

"I didn't" I said bouncing mini getting her to giggle

"I am fuc-" Jimin said

"No cussing in front of the baby angel ears" Jin said, covering her ears. I chuckled and shook my head.

"Jin Hyung look at whose daughter it is" I said, chuckling. Both me and Lyn occasionally would slip up and cuss. Her not as much as me but we both have cussed in front of Mini.

"How dare you cuss in front of the sweet innocent baby" Hobi said, taking her from me causing her to cry. "Ok make her stop!"

I chuckled and looked at her and grabbed her little hand. "It's ok baby girl, Uncle Hobi has you" I say to her and she stops crying but still looks unhappy. I shook my head and let go of her hand.