If only I had just one day
I want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated with your sweet scent
If there's a chance in my busy schedule
I want to put my body in your warm and deep eyes
I like that, your long, straight hair
Your breathtaking neck when you
Put it up and the strands that fall out
Wherever we go

(Here is what Mini looks like. The little chubby cheeks so cute)

Lyn's POV:

It had been a few days. Mini and I now live with Yoongi in his apartment full time. We occasionally are planning to go to the dorm to visit with the guys and so that he can work with them and they can still be close like before. Plus they try to steal Mini and constantly try to make her laugh. What is funny is that she is a little tiny Yoongi and just wants to sleep. I luck out on that as she sleeps all night long and doesn't really wake up. She also though can be a bit fussy and whiny when she wants or doesn't want attention.

We were at his apartment getting ready for his parents to visit. I was nervous, I barely knew anything about his parents or his brother. I know he is closer to his mom than his dad. Or that is at least how it seemed. He does talk a lot about his brother, who I know is the closest family member he has. He was there when his brother opened his bakery and they occasionally went out together and ate. He knew his brother would be ok with everything that has happened. He wasn't sure if he would have the support of his family, as this may change things for his career. It was till the past few years they fully supported him being an idol, let alone a musician.

We had to meet at his apartment because the public still doesn't know about us. The company was going to do a special live stream and all the guys were going to be there and then I would come in with Mini at some point. It was hard to figure out how to do all of this. Because some Army will be supported, it has happened in the past. But some Army and fake fans will not be happy and will be rude. Then the media is going to eat up every bit of this. Since I am living with Yoongi and have Mini to take care of, I am not the main makeup artist anymore for the guys I can still come and help if needed but I mostly now come on sets to support Yoongi and hang out with the guys.

I sat at the vanity Yoongi had gotten for me staring off. What had happened to my life, where did my drive to do things go. My face doesn't seem like someone I knew anymore. After having Mini I thought I just had normal baby blues. I had just gone through cutting off ties with my family, having to risk losing my job and telling Yoongi's company what had happened. I had to give birth in a country that I can barely speak in, and not have the one I love the most in this world there to support me. Yes, that was sort of my own fault, but what if he never believed me and thought I had cheated, I would have been stranded, and then there is the risk of me losing Mini and I would have told him and stressed him out for no reason. Plus what if someone else intercepted the letters his career would have been over before he ever came back.

I heard Yoongi start playing piano. He was only playing with one hand so he must have had Mini in his other arm. I can hear his low voice try to softly sing. I focused back on myself in the mirror. What have I done to deserve this sweet sweet man? I kept him away from knowing the first parts of his daughter's life, I stopped talking to him for a year. I changed his whole world but is it for the better.

How can he love me, when I have done all this stuff to ruin his life? I felt a small tear fall down my face. If I ruined his life by ruining my own, I have already failed at being a mother. I am ruining Mini's life that she hasn't got a say in having.

"Lyn, Geum-Jae texted they are almost here, are you ready?" I heard Yoongi say as he walked in. "Hey, love, what is the matter? Why the tears?"

I wiped my face and shook my head. "It's nothing, just still emotional." I lied to him. Why am I lying to this perfect man who loves me?

"You sure?"

"Yeah, just let me finish my makeup and I will be ready."

He nodded and looked down at Mini. He adored her. He was so protective of her already, he already talks to her like she understands us perfectly. He speaks both English and Korean to her, and he shows her all different types of music. He was so happy to be a father. Why can't I be happy being a mother then?

I touched up and finished my makeup and got up. I went to the closest and found a quick comfy outfit with leggings and an oversized sweater. I fixed up my hair and pulled it back in a comfy ponytail. I walked back out and showed Yoongi.

"Is this ok to meet your family?"

"It is perfect, Me and my brother will probably be the ones to translate most of this evening," he told me and I nodded.

"Do you want me to take Mini?" I asked him. He looked down at the little angel who looked up at him with her big brown eyes. He smiles and then sighs, handing her to me.

"Just for a bit ok," He says and I giggled softly. He was attached to her. She already had him wrapped around her finger and she doesn't even realize it.

Suddenly a doorbell rang and I felt my heart sink. I was so nervous. He walked out and to the door and I followed behind him. I had to be very traditional as Yoongi taught me. I had to bow when they came in and be very formal. Yoongi opened the door and bowed and I followed behind him as they walked in.

"안녕하세요 어머니, 아버지 금재" (annyeonghaseyo eomeoni, abeoji geumjae) [Hello mother, father, Geum-Jae] Yoongi said to them.

"안녕 내 아들" (annyeong nae adeul) [Hello my son] His father said and nodded looking at all of us.

"Hello Yoongi, and this is..." His brother said looking at me smiling

"네, 라킨입니다. 내 여자 친구와 내 아이의 엄마 미영" (ne, lakin-ibnida. nae yeoja chinguwa nae aiui eomma miyeong) [Yes, well this is lakyn my girlfriend and mother of my child Mi-Young.] He told them then added "그녀는 미국인이며 대부분 영어를 사용합니다." (geunyeoneun migug-in-imyeo daebubun yeong-eoleul sayonghabnida.) [She is American and speaks mostly English]

"Hello, Lakyn, I am Geaum-Jae. Yoongi's older brother of course" He tells me and smiles.

"It is nice to meet you all," I say softly nervous. {Author here, Hi I am going to write this conversation in English from now on, it would be a lot of translating so just imagine them talking and translating for Lyn to understand...ok! Thank you!!!}

"Why not, we go to the living room and sit down," Yoongi suggested, leading everyone to the living room. I followed behind the crowd to walk in last behind everyone. Yoongi took mini from me and sat down on the couch and I waited till everyone had sat down till I sat next to him.

"How did you two meet?" His mother asked us. I was nervous I was going to let him do all the talking.

"She was my makeup artist," He said to them and looked down at Mini.

"So you didn't stay focused on your career?" His dad suggested.

"No he didn't say that father," Geaum said. "She was just a makeup artist for the whole band"

"Yes she was, and we just got to talking while doing my makeup and I was helping her with learning Korean," Yoongi added.

"When did it lead on from there," His mother asked.

"Not long after, she loves music as well and we played piano together and got to talking some more," he said.

"When did she get pregnant?" His father asked and I gulped. Yoongi waited to speak.

"New Year's Eve," I said softly, not making eye contact with anyone.

"Was that the first time you two.." His mother asked

"It's not your business, but no it wasn't, we were able to keep a healthy and safe relationship for almost a year from the press, I couldn't tell you because no one else but the other band members knew about us. I was still able to do online concerts, write music, and record interviews. While dating her" He told them his satoori accent was very strong when speaking with them.

"How does the rest of the guys and your manager feel about this?" his father asked

"This...This has a name. Miyoung is my daughter. I love her. So this thing, my daughter has become one of my main priorities and I can still do my job, Lyn watches her when I am on set and even tags along at times so I can be part of her life." He tells them.

"Can I see her?" His mother asked him and he nodded, handing her to them.

"She was born here in Korea, and Lyn took the time to research her name," Yoongi tells them and smiles seeing his mom become somewhat happy.

"She has your chubby cheeks and brown eyes," She told him and I smiled seeing them become less stressed about everything. "She looks almost like you as a baby"

I saw a small pride look come across his face. His dad looked over at little Mini. "Why the nickname Mini?"

Yoongi looked at me and I looked at his dad. "oh um, well I thought it was cute as well as Mi can translate to Beauty correct? well, I thought it was cute that Yoongi's name ended with an I and it creates this cuteness factor and sorry rambling but um I thought it sounded cute basically" I said and blushed nervously. Yoongi chuckled slightly at my embarrassing self.

His brother chuckles. "You have an accent" he stated and I felt my face get hotter and I looked at my feet.

"Yeah well, I am from the south in the US" I said softly. I looked over at Yoongi and he gave me a small smile. I looked at his mom looking down at Mini.

"Well, she seems like a pretty and healthy baby," His mother said. "she may be more light-skinned but that is what is beautiful"

"Thank you mother," Yoongi said. His father reached for Mini and held her. He looked down at Mini. He didn't give much of an emotional reaction but Yoongi told me he wouldn't.

The rest of the afternoon went ok. I did not talk that much more. We ended up eating some traditional Korean meal that Yoongi had made for us all to eat. Then while I was putting Mini down to rest his parents and him could talk more about what I assume was what needs to happen between me and him. His parents and brother ended up leaving. He hugged his parents lightly and hugged his brother.

"Geaum, can I come by at some point and pick up and bring Holly home." He asked him. He nodded

"Sure, I will see you soon then," He tells him walking out.

I walked back in and sighed. "I think that went ok," I say to him, walking over to him.

He nodded and wrapped his arms around my waist. "It was, my brother, seems to like you, and my parents don't dislike you, but they are just hard to please. It took me years to please them enough to be ok that I am a performer," he tells me. "Did Mini fall asleep ok?"

"Of course she did, she is just like her father and loves sleeping." I teased him, smiling.

"Hmm so that means me and you have time to spend together," He says leaning down to kiss me. I smiled and leaned up and kissed him back.

A few days after that evening, it was time for BTS to make a few announcements. They were going to announce the return of Run BTS, Vlives, and new music, as well as personal announcements involving Yoongi, me and Mini. I stood on set as they gathered around a table four on the floor three on stools in the back. They had decorated the area. They had some candies and coffees on the table for the guys. Jin, Jungkook, and J-hope were in the back in that order. Then Namjoon, Taehyung, Yoongi, and Jimin on the floor. I stood with some of the staff members holding Mini. They then started the Vlive.

"Let's wait a minute till a few people hop on here," Namjoon said looking around at the guys.

"It feels like ages literally since we did one of these," Jin said

"Yeah it feels that way, hopefully, there still are some Army who will join," Hobi said.

"There are 500k people already," Jungkook said looking at his phone.

"That is good, Army still exists," Namjoon said.

"Should go ahead and start" Yoongi said softly to Namjoon and he nodded agreeing.

"Hello, and we are..." Namjoon started.

"BTS!" They all said in unison.

"We are back!!" Taehyung stated.

They discuss for a while about their experience apart from each other. Plans for tour eventually and music. They announced that they will start filming Run BTS again soon. They read some messages from the chat.

"There are a few chats that I have seen that me and the guys well mostly I want to address. I see that you all are bringing up that there is a rumor about me living in my own apartment, not with the guys in the dorm." Yoongi stated. "Well, I still sometimes live in the dorm with the guys. There was no big argument or anything...Actually, guys are you ok if I got ahead and spoke about what I wanted to before continuing with what we had planned?

"Yeah sure, go ahead," Namjoon said. The rest of the guys got quiet and serious. Jimin looked at me and gave me an encouraging smile to let me know it will be ok.

Yoongi sighs and looks over at me and I gave him a small smile and nodded. He looks at the camera.

"So almost 2 years ago before service happened I met a girl." He said and paused, waiting a minute. "We started dating privately. She is an American who came to Korea for work purposes, I am not going to share too much of our private life. But we are pretty serious and the main thing is she has made me happy, happier than I thought I ever could be."

He paused to wait for a minute. Jimin put his hand on his shoulder. "We all knew about her, and we all love her and she is like a best friend and sister to our group," Jimin said to the fans smiling.

Yoongi smiled and looked down, nodding as he touched his eyes nervously. "Well before I left we spent some time together" He inferred about New Year's eve. "We do love each other, um well while I was gone she had a baby, my baby," he said softly looking down, very nervous and shy.

"We asked her to come so you can all meet her," Namjoon said.

"Only if you are going to be nice to her" Jungkook added

"She and Mini are special friends of ours," Tae said. I blushed on the side. Jimin motioned for me to walk over and he got up and sat with Hobi on the stool. I bit my lip and walked in holding Mini and sat beside Yoongi. He immediately grabbed Mini and smiled.

"Army this is my daughter Mi-Young also known as Mini," Yoongi said holding up Mini who was sleeping to the camera. "And this is her lovely mother Lyn," he added, making me blush.

"Hello Army," I said softly.

The guys all smiled and looked down or over at me and I blushed. Yoongi put an arm around me and held Mini in the other arm.

"So, guys, that was one of the main things we wanted to tell you," Yoongi said looking at the camera. "Please be nice and not get upset"

"We are all family and we should all be happy that Suga is happy, and found the person he loves," Jin said.

"Though we never thought he would ever share emotions with anyone, he finally found someone who makes him" Jimin teased smiling

"Ok ok, let's move on," Yoongi said, getting annoyed by the guys teasing him.

I giggled and looked at Yoongi, "I can take her" I whispered and he shook his head holding her. I sigh and get up going back over to the sidelines behind the camera and watch them. He continued talking and doing the live with the guys, holding Mini the whole time. Occasionally some of the other guys would hold her, especially if they had Yoongi do a challenge or something of that sort. They had questions to answer and they read some of the comments fans were making.

They wrapped up the Livestream and Yoongi walked over to me holding little Mini. He was so happy and cheerful and loved her so much. I was happy that he cared so much about her. I just wish that I was happy about all of this, I just feel extremely guilty for all of this happening so soon.