8/27/19 - 3:56 pm
Alright y'all, I start school in exactly a week, and, well... let's just say that I'm fucking terrified.
Like, idk, last year was the worst year I've ever had just because of how bad my mental health got due to stress and a few other things, and I just... scared that that'll happen again.
And, like, I'm only taking 3 advanced classes, which is one less than last year, but, like, I've still got a pretty full schedule, and I'm scared that I'm gonna burn out at some point and have, like, nothing left for the rest of the year.
Plus, like, I haven't fully recovered from the past year, so I'm going into this year at, like, 75%, when I need to be at, like, 150%.
Also, most of my friends from last year are either going to college or I'm not friends with them anymore, and, like, that terrifies me as well because now I have, like, almost no one irl that I can go to when I need a hug or just need to talk, and that scares me to death, because I'm already so fucking touch starved, and I just need a fucking hug, and my anxiety is already through the roof because I still have summer homework that I need to finish, and my mom wants me to finish that as soon as I can, but that's gonna end up being, like, two or three days before school starts, 'cause I've got 8 questions left to answer and I can only answer, like, two max questions a day because it takes so much energy to think of answers, and I'm just... I'm not ready for this.
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