I actually wrote this on Monday evening but I haven't gotten around to putting it on here. I originally posted it on reddit.

This Is My Reality 

This weekend, I had a bunch of homework I knew I needed to do, and, as much as I knew I needed to do it, I couldn't muster the energy to do it. It wasn't until Sunday that I actually started working on any of it, and I was only able to get one easy thing done. 

 This is the reality that I'm stuck in... I know there are a million things I need to do, but even thinking about what I need to do drains me of any and all energy I have. I'm constantly tired, and I take naps any day I can when I get home. 

 In this reality, I find it progressively harder and more draining to talk to people... Most people want to talk about happy things, and that means tapping into my limited pool of energy to keep the conversation going.

And then there are the people that I would really rather not interact with. But I can't, because, more often than not, they initiate our interactions, and I don't have it in me to interrupt them and say, "Leave me alone, you're making me feel worse." 

 This is my reality

for those wondering, my reddit username is anxiously_depressed_