So, as of a little over an hour ago, my depression got really bad.

Like, I feel completely empty and like everything in life is pointless. 

I had homework I needed to do, and I literally just sat here staring at it for 20 minutes because all my motivation and energy to do literally anything had decided to jump out a window. And, like, I knew I needed to do the homework so that I could get a good grade, but it just seemed so pointless, and it still seems pointless.

And, like, I just wanna rest my head in someone's lap and fall asleep. Like, I need physical contact so badly, but that's not gonna be able to happen until school tomorrow, 'cause there's no way I'm approaching my parents for a hug.