2/22/19 - 9:47 am

So I thought that today was going to be a good day. Turns out that the world has other plans.

Like,  woke up this morning, and I felt good while I was getting ready and heading to school. I felt good up until around 8:30.

I guess this is gonna take some backstory for this to make sense, so here we go.

Earlier this month, it was announced that my school's doing Into the Woods for the spring musical, and I freaked out because, like, we're doing a Broadway musical!!!!

So I got an audition packet and signed up for an audition, and I poured my heart and soul into being ready for the audition. And, while I was practicing, I fell in love with one of the songs we had to sing. 

About a week before my audition, I finally got around to watching a Broadway performance on YouTube, and I loved it. There were two parts that I wanted: Cinderella and the Bakers Wife.

My idiotic brain didn't realize that, because they're two of the lead roles, they're gonna go to seniors, so I got my hopes up and thought I could do it.

So my audition was yesterday, and I thought I did really well. 

The cast list went up today, and I was so nervous. I was hoping that I had gotten a good part. I looked at the list and...

I was Snow White. 

I almost started crying because, in the performance I watched, Snow White's on stage for not even 2 minutes, and I was hoping for something a little better.

But then, the next chance I got, I looked at the list to see what role my best friend got. I looked so hard, but I didn't see her name on the list, and I instantly felt so bad for wishing I had a better role.

She deserves a role so much. Probably more than me. And I feel so bad. 


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