My god, school is so stressful. 

This is what I texted a friend of mine this afternoon:

I have a religion test next mods, and I'm kinda stressed about thatAnd then in chem we're doing a bunch of stuff with ions and compound nomenclature and we were supposed to have a quiz today, but Mr. Garry's gone, so it was bumped to tomorrow, so that means I can study tonight, and I'm gonna be bringing my notecards to pepband so I can maybe try and memorize the charges of ions which is hella confusing. And then on Thursday we have two quizzes about nomenclature, which is also hella confusing, and this class kinda makes me want to die, but so does AP Human Geo because we've got a project due Friday that I have just barely started, and by barely started I mean that I've found some websites that I might be able to use, but I can't get my brain to focus and actually think of stuff that would be useful and I almost cried during that class today because I was so frustrated and stressed. And then I just found out that I have a math test tomorrow, so I have to do the, like, 3 assignments that I have to turn in tomorrow tonight, and that's kinda stressing me out, plus I've been in a really dark place mentally for a while

So that's what's happened at school today. 

I also got another urge after I got home from school, so I made 4 cuts on my left leg. 

On a completely different note, I wore a hat to pep band, and I got my hair to look super cute, and I haven't taken my hat off because I just feel so freaking adorable and I love it.

One thing I've noticed about myself is that I instantly like any picture I'm in less if I'm looking at the camera and smiling. Like, I just don't like how it looks.

To any of you, it might look like a nice picture, but, to me, I instantly notice the fact that my eyes look really squinty and that my smile looks so forced and insincere, and I just hate it!!