So the cuts on my legs are scabbed over, and they itch so badly. They've been itching pretty badly for a few days.

Like, two days ago I was wearing my favorite pair of jeans, and they're kinda tight, which really irritated my already itchy cuts. I just wanted to itch them so badly, but I couldn't because itching them hurts a little, and I didn't want anyone to ask why I kept itching the same spots on my legs. 

Ugh, just thinking about that reminds me of just how much I hate my thighs. I just... my thighs are thicc, but the rest of me, like, isn't, and I just... I don't like it!!! I don't want to be self-conscious whenever I wear shorts or a swimsuit because my thighs look weird or jiggle a little bit when I walk or run. I don't want to have to worry about my favorite pair of jeans being too small just because my thighs are too big. I don't want my pants to rub together and make noise whenever I walk because I don't have a gap. 

I just... I could go on for probably 10 minutes about how I don't like my thighs. It's one of the things I hate the most about myself. Well, besides my stomach, but that's a topic for a different rant.