I think I'm freaking out
Yeah I know
"It's not bad"
"It's what you make of it"
"The people are actually really nice"
SO WHY CANT MY BRAIN UNDERSTAND THIS
STOP MAKING ME THINK IM GOING TO BE TRASHCANNED BECAUSE IM A FRESHMAN

oh yeah
I start high school tomorrow if you didn't notice ;-;
I have my outfit planned out cause it's my first year with no uniforms
It's too dark now but I'll take a picture in the morning

But seriously guys I was really stressed tonight
My parents had to tell us something so we all sat and waited
I was feeling light headed ALONG WITH a headache so yeah I wasnt feeling good
And right as my parents were FINALLY going to tell us my brother left to the bathroom so we had to wait longer with my sister annoying the heck out of me
I was not in the mood
I was tired
I didn't feel good
I was done

Yeah and then my mom talked to me and said there was nothing to worry about
(Which did not help btw I'm still afraid)
And I cried small tears it wasn't that bad
She said I was just afraid of the unknown
So yeah
If I come home from school with stories about me crying randomly throughout the day
don't be surprised

Also why is it whenever I leave Wattpad like people who aren't on a lot decide to come on?
I just don't understand!

Whatever
I'm going to bed earlier than normal as I have to get up at 4:30
I'll be on for a little bit longer
<3 love you guys