Okay?
Good
You don't have to listen
But I don't want to hear any of this
"Stop being a attention hog" stuff
Because I will delete your comment

Ok
:)
Good now I can begin

So my parents and me and my siblings were talking about school. Hahaha yes school :( so they were talking about how after school was going to work and stuff and blah blah blah
I was pretty fine up until they said that I'd probably have to stay after school for an hour to do homework in the library
Ok back the truck up
I had already planned to go home with my friend since we live close and we could walk home
So this piece of news did not make me happy

then my dad said I'd have to text them from my iPod and say "I'm staying at the school for however long I need to"
So I told him
The schools wifi is AWFUL
Guys it's bad
I can't even play games on it
And I told him this and he said
Well no I mean you can still text right?
Ha nope
And he kept questioning me and saying the wifi should be good enough to text on
No matter how many times I told him he still kept countering me
(Caps coming)
I DIDNT CREATE THE SCHOOLS WIFI
I DONT GET TO DECIDE HOW GOOD IT IS
STOP QUESTIONING ME
YOUR A PRINCIPAL AT A SCHOOL
WHY DONT YOU TALK TO THEM
(Caps done... For now)

Yeah so that happened :/
At this point I was already mad but then they added this
Why don't your friend stay after school with you!
Um dad she's already taking someone else to her house
He got mad and said why is she taking her to her house too?
BECAUSE HER PARENTS CANT TAKE HER HOME
so they said we are all in the same boat and SHE AND MY FRIEND can stay after too
Hahaha
Life doesn't work that way
You can't force someone to work around your schedule and plans
Ugg

OH AND THEN THEY SAID (about the phone thing) I CAN USE THIS LADY WHO WORKS AT THE SCHOOLS PHONE TO CONTACT THEM

first off
I hate this woman
She's mean and rude to me sometimes
And I'm super uncomfortable being around her
I almost told my parents but I didn't
I could also use the library's phone they said
But I'm socially awkward
And I hate talking to adults
Most adults have told my parents I'm shy
I'm not freaking shy I just hate talking to adults
Case closed

If your still reading this far
Thank you
Thank you so much

Ok now where getting to the part were I cried
Yes I cried
This was a feelsy night for me
Anywho they were talking about how I could use those phones and stuff
And they added "don't use anyone else's phone"
So me being the mad redhead I was at the time said
"So I can't use my BEST (emphasis on Best) friends phone to contact you?" I even sounded angry
They said that was fine they just didn't want me going up to people I barely know and asking (let's say the friend I made at the Sundevil Experience thing)
And I told them she didn't even have a phone
And they got excited and starting asking me question about her mom because she works at the school
Let's just say we got wayyyyy off topic
So they got back on topic and just said that I shouldn't go up to kids and ask to use their phones
Oh and btw I was already crying at this point
So I was crying and I just let the truth tumble out
I said

So you don't trust me?

Oh yes I finally said it
All they said was they don't trust the other kids
Well excuse me but I have to actually GO UP TO THEM to get their phones
So your basically saying you don't trust me to not do that :/
I was not in the best mood
They went on about trust for a while while I just cried

Then we started talking about how I've become more distant lately
About how I'm on my iPod a lot
And they've talked about me to each other...
And about how she'll come in my room and ask me if I'm ok and I'll just say I'm fine...
And it made me cry harder

They even said they know they don't understand the stuff I'm going through...
I was about ready to confess about Wattpad and everything but I held it in
I'm pretty sure you guys are the reason I'm not always bored or lonely

It also made me really sad because they aren't realizing some things

Idk here's just some signs I'm growing distant and they didn't even notice
• Im in my room more (they did notice this one though)
• I always have headphones in and I'm listening to some sort of music
• I wore all black today. Not that that's a definite sign and not saying it's bad it's just they know I normally wear bright colors
• I draw a lot more different things
For instance

I DREW THIS TODAY
AND MY MOM SAW
BUT SHE DIDNT EVEN QUESTION IT
she doesn't even know I like the game and the lore
• I've seemed sadder more
• They've been taking "I'm fine" as an ok answer from me

Idk I guess they just haven't noticed...

Also my dad told me
"You can't cry like this everyday"

And it made me feel bad
Because I've been crying so much this summer without anyone knowing
And I assure you that wasn't the last time I will be crying...

Well if your still here
Thanks
:) it means a lot

Ok I'm done
I'm done with my rant or whatever that was