chapter 36

Za'Cyiah
I was sitting playing with this new picture app on my phone. My cousin Sea been sad asf, but he messed up. Hell they both did. I really gotta figure something out. Hmmmmmm what can I do? I was on wattpad reading "Forever Yours" by SimplyBree318 when I got an idea. I exited the app, making a phone call....

"hello? "
"scoop I need you and Nelson help"
"OK what's up? "
"..........."

Diane
I sat in the dark rubbing my stomach. I never thought I would have a kid and then I really never thought it would be by my 1st love, now I'll be raising it alone. In another two weeks I find out the sex and I'll be doing alone, well not alone. My dad has been awesome, I even call my aunt mama now. She has always been more of one than my real mom.

I went to Dr Hunter today, she keeps telling me to have faith and give him time. I know I was wrong I know I hurt him, but I was scared. Zach calls and checkes on me but she seems to be the only one. I've been having headaches, I know kw it's not good and I know I'm stressing but I can't help it. So I did what I haven't done in weeks, I prayed...

Dear God, I need you. I've been thru so much I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I am grateful for my dad and mom and my brother scoop. Help me to forgive my biological and Danny. It's killing me inside and the nightmares are back, please let them go away. And hell my and Morsea I know I was wrong but I was scared and thank you for keeping my baby safe. I feel so unsafe without him. Help me accordingly to your will, Amen.

When I was done my face was soaked in tears. This hurts so much to everyone except the one you need. My thoughts were cut short but a phone call...

"hello? "
"sis, where you at? "
"at home duhhhh,where you at? "
"you been crying? You ok? "
"as good as I'll be. Just a headache, but I'll be fine"
"sis, please stop stressing. My niece or nephew don't need that shit"
"well come home scoop,olease talk to daddy"
"I am, I was already planning on it. I miss my family and I kinda been Mia on you. Don't go nowhere I'll be home soon"
"ok, I love you"
"I love you too Dee"

Yes my brother coming home. I missed him. He been at nanna house. When she found out what happened she went and beat my mama ass like they was two thugs in the streets, then she know the jail warden and he let nanna beat Danny ass, all he could was ball up I heard. Shut was funny to me. But it still didn't heal this hole I have in my heart. He was supposed to protect me and he hurt me the most.

My head was really pounding. I think a shower will do good. I got up but everything was spinning, I tried to grab the bed post but missed. The last thing I remember was covering my stomach before I hit the floor and blacked out......

Nobody was home yet, even though everyone was on their way nobody knew that Dee had just passed out and was sweating.

Morsea
I was sitting thinking. Zach been quiet asf around me. I know she still pissed and I need to forgive my baby. Hell she was scared and I was wrong for doing her like that. I don't even know where to begin, to get her to start forgiving me. I'm such as ass for not tryna stand in her shoes and see where she was coming from. I gotta fix it somehow..... Zach came in my room.

"listen nigga get off your ass, this has gone on long enough. Now we having a dinner for Dee, and you gone fix this shit is ima kick your ass again"

I jumped up and kissed and hugged her. I'm so grateful for my cousin she get on ym damn nerves but I'm glad she does. And she right, I've been fucking up and it's time to get my baby back. I hoped in the shower and Zach wen random got dressed. Scoop was coming with Nelson to get us. I see my boy been digging my cousin, they would be cool or whatever.

I got out and out on all white. I needed to stop and get roses for my baby. Yeap this about to be the best day ever. Once I was dressed I walked down stairs and everyone was ready. We stopped by the store, scoop said mom was gone pick up some stuff she didn't feel like cooking. That was fine with us I just wanted to get things right. My thoughts were cut short by scoop phone going off....

"WTF you mean pops? I just talked to her!!! "
"........"
"is she breathing?"

Is she breathing Wth and who the hell he talking about

"Fuuuuuuck, Iight daddy we on our way"

I'm panicking now I need to know what's going on. Scoop must have saw the look on my face....

"bruh we gotta go to the hospital"
"why, what's wrong....please tell me it's not Dee! "
"it is bruh"
"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!!!? "
" I don't know. Daddy say they walked in the room and found her unconscious and sweating, but she breathing. The ambulance just took her and they following. They don't know how long she been out"

I couldn't do anything but cry. I just put my head in my hands. Shit if I wasn't so stupid, what I lose her,? What I'd she loses the baby? This shit my fault, I wasn't there I was supposed to be there. I cried harder as I felt the car speed up, then I felt Zach arms around me as she cried too.........

I can't lose my babies.......
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. How y'all been. Glad wattpad stop tripping, been Tryna update all day, lol.

Well whatcha thinking?

Dee feel out?

Morsea was making it right?

Don't you just love Za'Cyiah Zachariah2011
And Dr Hunter NewMommy014

Zach in mediA

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