A/N: First things first can we all just take a moment to realize how quickly I completed this story. Took me only a little over a month to write this mini series! I'm so proud of myself.

Anyways, yes, this is the last part :( This will reveal where they are today and what happened to them in the past. I hope you guys like it!

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I don't miss you, I miss the misery!

Louis laughed and tried squirming away from Harry. “Haz,” He whined.

Harry just smirked and continued to kiss Louis. “Yes Boo?”

“Cut it out, I’m trying to read.”

Harry kissed him again, his hands roaming up and down Louis’ sides. “I can’t help myself, I love you too much.”

“I love you too, but I’m almost done,” Louis promised trying to turn over so he could continue his book.

“I don’t think so,” Harry said grabbing the book from Louis before tossing it somewhere else. He grabbed Louis by the hips pulling him so he was laying on his back in the middle of the bed. “I want my Lou,” He smirked.

Louis blushed under his gaze and turned away. “You’re a dweeb.”

Harry just laughed before leaning down and kissing at Louis’ neck. “You’re dweeb though.”

Louis slid his arms up Harry’s bare back gripping onto his shoulders. “Forever right?”

Harry turned his face against Louis’ neck and Louis could feel his soft smile. “Forever.”

“Stop please!” Louis begged as he laid on the floor weak and defenseless.

“I fucking hate you!” Harry screamed, tears streaming down his face.

Louis laid on his back both boys crying and fuming. They got the call that morning, their Mum’s were in a fatal accident the night before. Harry’s sister fell ill and was rushed to the hospital. They tried calling, but the boys were too preoccupied with something else to answer the phone. Their Mum’s were so worried and distracted that they didn’t see the tractor trailer coming right at them.

“Harry,” Louis choked out.

Harry gripped his curls screaming before he started throwing things at Louis. Ever since he found out he’s been beating on Louis, blaming him. Louis knew it wasn’t his Harry though, this Harry was scary and had dark eyes. This Harry was looking to kill.

Louis scrambled from his spot on the floor trying to crawl away. “It’s all your fault!”

Louis screamed as the lamp hit his head. “No it’s not. Harry I lost my Mum too!”

Harry jumped on top of Louis and started punching him. “Ahhh!” He screamed, frustrated with everything.

Louis just cried and didn’t even try to fight back, but let blow after blow be delivered to his face. Once Harry wore himself out he just collapsed on Louis’ chest crying.  “Shhh, it’s okay,” Louis said, trying his best to soothe his boyfriend. “We’re going to be okay Harry, I promise. This has to stop though,” Louis almost begged. He couldn’t feel a thing.

“What does?”

“You have to stop hitting me, Harry I physically cannot take anymore of this right now.”

Harry just glared at him with dark eyes.

“The lads will be here soon,” Louis warned.

“We have time.”

Louis just laughed and shook his head. “You’re like a horny little teenager again. We’re 27, not 17.”

“Mmm, still want you though,” Harry said kissing Louis softly again. “I’m always going to want you.”

“Same here,” Louis said.

“Then may I?”

Louis rolled his eyes fondly. “If you must.”

Harry grinned before kissing him again. Louis laid back and let Harry have his way with him. It wasn’t fucking or anything any more. Harry actually made love to Louis now. He showed him how much he cared. They had their kinks though sometimes, like when Harry would tie Louis down and abuse him a little first. It worked, it cave Louis the pain he craved, and Harry a bit of a safer outlet. They talked more now and there were still sometimes where Harry would have trouble dealing with his anger and hurt Louis, but Louis just took it all and let him have his moment.

Harry was in anger management and Louis evening talked him into going and seeing Stine once every other week just so they could talk. It took a bit to get Harry to admit he needed the help, but Louis couldn’t be prouder of him for stepping up to the plate.

Harry is sure to do his best to not hurt Louis, Louis’ still dealing with the day he finally left, still gets scared, and is more reserved with people than he’s ever been. The boys hate that, hate that Louis and Harry’s relationship has changed Louis like that, but are there to support them nonetheless and keep an eye out.

“You deserve everything!” Harry screamed. Kicking Louis’ side.

Louis was literally dragging himself across the floor at this point. He was weak and his head was spinning. He was scared. “Stop!” Louis begged.

“I wish I never met a piece of shit like you!” Harry gripped Louis hair yanking his head back. “You’re nothing!” He screamed in his face.

Louis just cried. Harry stormed away and Louis forced his arms to keep moving and to drag himself across the floor into the bathroom. He locked the door and leaned against the tub. Harry pounded on the door. “No!” Louis screamed.

“Open the fucking door Louis! You deserve what you have coming!” Harry continued to pound on the door and Louis was shaking and crying, blood dripped from practically everywhere.

Louis could see the door moving. He struggled to get his phone from his pocket. He hit his speed dial and begging for the other line to pick up.

“Hello?”

“Liam!” Louis cried.

“Louis what’s going on?” Liam asked worried and Louis could hear Niall and Zayn in the background.

Harry pounded on the door screaming at Louis. “Get your ass out here. I’m not done with you! You deserve to fucking die!”

Louis whimpered. “Stop, Harry, please!”

“Louis?” Liam called. “Louis are you okay?”

“No. Liam,” Louis whimpered. “I’m scared. Please, help me. Please, please stop him.”

Louis didn’t remember much of what happened after that. He remembers Harry kicking the door in and beating him, hitting his head off of things and screaming at him. It took a little while, but the next thing Louis knew officers were rushing in pulling Harry off of him, pushing him onto the floor. Louis couldn’t register anything, couldn’t hear, but could see Harry crying and screaming as he was handcuffed.

Louis was lifted onto a gurney as medics started to help him. He could see the boys outside waiting worried about him. He just laid his head back looking at the dark sky and cried, his whole body trembling. It was all ruined. Everything was over. He faintly make out Harry screaming his name, but not in a harsh way, it was now frantic and worried, loving.

Louis was placed in the ambulance, the boys by his side. He closed his eyes, the only pain he could feel right now was in his heart.

Louis and Harry laid on the bed panting and sweating. Harry pulled Louis into his arms and kissed his temple. “I’m glad I got to meet you Lou.”

“I glad I met you too Harry,” Louis smiled.

“Obviously,” Harry laughed.

Louis just shook his head. “We should get cleaned up before the boys show up,” Louis suggested. “Don’t need to scar them more than we already have,” He said a little softer.

Harry sighed. “I’m sorry.”

Louis shook his head. “Don’t be. We’re together now aren’t we?”

“Lou,” Harry said seriously. “Don’t you ever think about it? What could’ve happened?”

“No. I’m not worried about it at all.” Louis did actually think about it sometimes, but he doesn’t like to think about it. The important thing was that they were all okay.

“You’re so strong Boo. So, so strong,” Harry praised.

“I love you Harry, you can’t scare me away that easily.”

Harry smiled softly at him before pecking his lips. “I love you too. Come on, let’s get cleaned up.”

“Louis?” Louis opened his eyes slowly letting everything come in. He took in his surroundings and began to panic when he realized where he was. “No, shh, Louis calm down,” Liam said pushing Louis back onto the hospital bed.

Louis cried. “Why am I here?”

“You called us scared,” Zayn said. Niall came over grabbing Louis’ hand.

“Louis, Harry almost killed you last night,” Liam explained.

“What happened?” Louis asked, he couldn’t picture anything.

“He hurt you after you guys got the call about your Mum’s.”

Louis bit his lip. His Mum. He didn’t have time to even let it sink in because he was too busy defending himself from Harry. “M-my Mum,” Louis whimpered. He turned back and forth a little, searching for the comfort of his boyfriend, but soon realized he wouldn’t be getting that. “H-harry,” He whispered.

Zayn sighed. “Harry was arrested last night. They’re waiting to talk to you about what happened and to see if you were going to press charges.”

“He’s in, jail?” They nodded. Louis shook his head. “It wasn’t supposed to be like this.”

“It’s going to be okay,” Liam said caring his fingers through Louis’ hair. The boys hated seeing their friend like this. He looked weak and broken. His face was cut and had bruises all over. His eyes were now red from the tears. His whole demeanor was shattered.

“No,” Louis said. “I want my Mum back, I want Harry back, I want my life back. This isn’t fair.”

“Why did you let this go on?” Niall wondered.

“I love him.”

“Hi,” Louis smiled when he opened the door. They haven’t seen the boys in a few weeks.

“Louis!” They all cheered stepping in and hugging him before moving to Harry.

“How was it?” Liam asked as they all sat down in the large living room. The house was big, and secluded. Louis both loved and hated it. He was glad that Harry picked a whole new area for them to start over in, but it was so dead around here, what happened if things fell apart?

“Perfect,” Louis blushed.

“I made sure to go all out,” Harry said proud of himself.

“We missed you,” Niall said.

“Yeah, get’s kind of boring without you guys,” Zayn admitted.

“We are interesting people,” Harry laughed.

Louis smiled. It was nice. He forgot what it was like to have a normal life.

“How are you guys?” Liam asked.

Louis and Harry looked at each other. “Good,” Louis said. “He’s trying.”

“I really am guys. I don’t want to see Louis like that ever again either,” Harry said. You could hear the guilt in his voice. “I love him too much.”

“Okay,” Niall started. “I want details of the trip, minus the sex!” He added.

Louis and Harry just laughed before going on and on about their trip.

Louis laid there, requesting the boys be out of the room so they couldn’t but in, as he spoke to an officer. “We lost out Mum’s in a fatal car accident. We got into a fight because neither of us were paying enough attention to answer the phone.” Louis bit his lip. If only they would’ve answered the damn phone. “It escalated and things got out of hand.”

“Has he hurt you before?” The officer asked.

“Yes.”

“Was he intending to kill you last night?”

Louis knew the answer, but he also knew what the answer would cause. So he lied. “No. He would be mad, but he never meant any of it. He would never try to kill me, I’m sure of it.”

“Do you wish to press charges?”

“No.” Louis knew this was it for them, for a while at least, he didn’t know what would happen to Harry, but he wanted him to be able to live his life. He wanted Harry to grieve the lost of his Mum, but not from behind bars. He wanted Harry to be able to make sure his sister was okay and to take care of her.

“Do you wish to order a restraining order on Mr.Styles?”

“His name is Harry. No, I don’t want anything.”

“Are you sure?” The officer asked, making sure the report was final.

“Just-just tell him not to speak to me anymore,” Louis said. He loved Harry, he wanted Harry, he needed Harry, but, he knew this was the best for now.

“Okay. Thank you Mr.Tomlinson. I hope you get well soon. A therapy session has already been set up for you. We want to make sure you are all set. You’re required to attend a certain amount of sessions and the therapist will fill out a report and we will go from there.”

Louis just nodded and watched as the officer left. He laid on his back staring at the ceiling. He closed his eyes and held the tears back, he’s done enough crying. He was done, he was going to fix things for himself. It was all going to be okay.

“Harry?” Louis whispered softly as they laid in bed that night.

“Yeah?”

“Are you happy with our life?”

Harry sat up confused. “What do you mean?”

“Everything that we’ve been through since we met. Was it all worth it, or are we fighting a lost cause?”

Harry kissed Louis softly. “We’re fighting a good cause Love. We may have had a rough time these past few years, years we can’t get back, but you know I love you. Do you think we’re fighting a lost cause?”

Louis shook his head. “No. I love you right back. Do-do you think are Mum’s are happy?”

Harry smiled sadly. “Yeah. I think they are.”

“We still have a lot of people doubting us.”

“Fuck everyone. You and I right?”

Louis smiled. “You and I.”

Harry smiled back and pulled Louis on top of him. Louis just laughed and straddled Harry’s waist. “Rate me.”

“What?”

“Rate me. On a scale of one to ten, how far have I come?”

Louis thought about it for a moment. “Eight.” Louis kissed Harry smiling. “I’m so proud of you.”

“What do I need to do to get those last two points?” Harry wondered.

“I don’t know really. Just keep working.”

“I will. I promise Louis, things will get better. I’m sorry by the way.”

“You’ve apologized a lot already, I get it,” Louis laughed.

“No, for ruining a dream of yours.” Louis furrowed his eyebrows confused. “I know you always wanted us to have a family. And we both know, it’s probably not going to happen. We have too much to work through and there’s no for sure thing I’ll never snap again and, I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore Lou.”

Louis smiled and nodded. “It’s alright. I did want a family, but I know what’s best and I still have you.”

Harry smiled holding both their left hands up where their wedding bands lay. “Forever Baby.”

Louis laughed and kissed Harry passionately letting things take their own course.

Things may not be normal for them, they themselves may never be normal again, but at least they loved each other and were trying. Someday. Someday they would get there, and until that someday they would keep fighting, keep loving. They were fucked up and proud.

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A/N2: Sooo, thoguhts? I know this story was kind of different from a lot so what did you think? Song is in the intro thing btw, listen to it if you haven't!

I know some things might still be confusing so feel free to ask me or any character a question if you have one! 

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