yep that's right. I am thinking of leaving wattpad. Please don't ask me why. 

So some horrible shit which is my fault happened today and I can't believe I would do that and I can't do this anymore. I am so scared what my parents will say when they find out

um so yeah i might leave wattpad. I would have left but like I have a lot of people here who I really care abt and I don't know if I live without them and some who care abt me and I don't want to hurt them. I don't know what to do. should I leave or should I not? I am so so sorry btw