"Yes Boss Jeon? Ahh, the things is we're still contacting someone from Kyoto. I'll call you back if they'll answer us. Yes, please take care of Sunoo too," I said then ended the call.

I sighed and then my stomach growls. I went to a convenient store just at the alley and buy some ramyeon. I'm already at the counter, waiting for my turn while I'm busy scrolling my phone when a familiar voice stopped me from what I'm doing.

"Aish," he hissed. "Ms., I forgot my wallet but I have my card in here, can you charge it this way?" he asked.

Why is he in here?

"I'm sorry but we only accept cash. Our cash reader isn't functioning well, it might affect your card. I'm really sorry," the cashier apologized.

I sighed and then walk towards them, "How much is it? I'm going to pay please add this," I said and then I paid for the two of us.

I take a seat and eat my ramyeon but then he also sat down across me. "Thank you," he said.

I looked at him, "Why are you her outside? You know it's dangerous for you to be here," I stated in concern then made a slurp from my noodles.

"Ahh, y-you know me?" he asked me hesitantly.

He's wearing black cap, black leather jacket and a mask. Whatever cover up he's doing I will always know him.

I pick up my phone and show him my lockscreen that I took from the fan meeting. "Park Jay, right?" I asked him.

He looked away and then clears his throat, "Uh, so you're a fan?" he asked me.

I nod, "Right," I confirmed.

He scratches his head in awkward, "S-so, what should I give you in return? Please don't misunderstand me. I'm just thankful," he stated.

"You," I mentioned.

"M-me?" he stuttered.

"I want you, Park Jay," I continued.

I saw his left brow rise that made me laugh, "HAHAHA! I'm just kidding. You're asking what I want in return? Just be happy and have a successful life, that's all I want," I answered him while smiling.

He suddenly looks down, "I'm not sure if I can be happy right now tho," he replied in whispers.

"Why? Y-you have a girlfriend," I said so random.

Yang Jungwon, why did you brought that up? So stupid!

"We broke up," he stated while looking at my eyes so intently.

"Huh? W-why?"

He sighs and lean, "Just..." he paused. "Just some problems," he continued.

I nod at his answer. I should be happy right? But why I can't? If Sunoo will know about this, he will probably make me celebrate.

"Jay hyung," I called him and he was startled when I called him like that. "Do you want to walk with me outside?"

And he agreed.

"It's been so long since I walked in here at this hour," he stated while looking around.

We're in one of the parks under the Han River. It's already night and cold so there aren't much people in here.

"I am glad you're happy," I commented while smiling.

We both stop and looked at the running river in front of us. "You're not just my fan right?" he asked. "I saw you lurking around me almost everyday," he added.

I chuckles, "Then why didn't you report me?" I asked.

He shook his head, "I don't know? You seem so harmless," he replied.

I almost harm you hyung but I stopped myself from doing that. Because I like you so much.

"Sasaengs are harmful," I stated.

"You're right but I haven't seen you around lately too, why? Did you quit? But you're still my fan tho," he asked me.

"I'm just... resting," I replied not surely.

I did that to protect you hyung. I did that because it's not my choice to let the world know about that matter.

He nods, "I see," he paused and looked at me. "I need to go now. Thank you so much," he thanked again and bowed a little.

"Park Jay," I called him that made him stop. "I'm not just a fan nor a sasaeng. My name is Yang Jungwon and I like you so much—no, I really love you so much like crazy. That's why, you need to be responsible to me," I stated.

I heard him chuckles, "So? What do you want me to do?" he asked me.

"I want you to like me back too. I need you to be with me, if you can't do that then I'll do anything so we can be together. I..." I paused and took a step more closer to him, "I'm a sasaeng and I will be forever obsessed with you Park Jay. If you can't with me someday, I'm really going to kill myself."

"I don't—" I cut him off.

"We can be teen couples, fan-artist couple or like the old fashion couples. We can be Romeo and Juliet or the like. We can write letters to each other just like the old days, we can be whatever we want if you will allow me," I insisted with all my confidence.

I'm going to bet my life with all of this. I don't what will be his reaction or if he'll find this funny because I'm being a delusional fan but I'm still going to go for it.

He removed his mask that made me clearly see his whole face under the bright moon. "I like it," he commented.

"Huh?" I frown.

"I like your proposal. We can be like that, Yang Jungwon but maybe if I'm not an idol anymore," he clarified.

That made me looked away but I looked at him again, "I-I'm going to wait. I'm going to write you a lot of letters and I will state in there how much I love you," I paused and breathes in. "If y-you'll fall in love with someone, I will still make sure that you'll still end up with me," I stated full of confidence.

"How could you say all of that with such a competent face?" he asked and then chuckles again.

"If we won't meet soon, I'm going to find you. I'm going to find you and if that happens I'm going to hug you tight. Then you will find me too, don't give up on looking for me because if you do... I'm really going ro jump in there," I said and while pointing at the bridge above us.

"What nonsense are you talking about? You should stop it now," he stopped me and then pushed my arms down.

"No," I resisted and hold both of his hands. "I'm serious, Jay hyung," I stated.

"Okay, I get it," he answered then smiled at me. "I'll try, if we're going to meet again, we'll try everything," he stated.

My heart suddenly jumped in celebration. I don't know if he's just agreeing with me so that I'll stop or maybe because I'm an obsessed sasaeng of him.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yeah, I am," he confirmed.

"Then," I tip toed and put my lips into his.

I don't what his reaction is because I'm closing my eyes but he's not protesting. Park Jay is letting me to kiss him.

I slowly pulled myself and looked at him, "It's a promise," I stated.

He's still in shock, "A-ahh yeah... It is? Uh, what was that?" he whispered while massaging his nape.

"Let's meet again, Jay hyung," I stated while smiling at him.

He nods then slowly walk away from me while smiling. "PARK JAY!" I shouted his name.

It made him stop and looked back at me, "My name is Yang Jungwon and I really love you so much! Okay!?" I shouted.

"HEY! YANG JUNGWON!" he shouted back that made me smile.

"Hyung! I don't wanna die so you should do everything to love me back, okay!?" I shouted again then my eyes started to feel warm.

"Yang Jungwon!" he called me. "Let's try it! Let's give it a shot! If we're going to meet again, let's try it!" he shouted.

I smiled then I felt my tears running down on my cheeks and I heard myself sobbing already.

Why am I so emotional? Ahh right, I meet my bias but not as an idol but as a friend. I confessed to him and made a deal.

"See you soon Yang Jungwon!" he shouted for the last time and then started running while waving his hand on me.

When he's finally out from my reach, I looked above where the moon is so bright and the stars are sparkling.

The weather is just so fine, tonight.