“Keep your head low,” I whispered at him and guided him from walking.

His manager maybe thought that I’m one of his staff and Sunghoon is in between us.

“Shit these people,” I muttered.

“Ddeonu you’re bleeding,” I heard him whispered on my ears that made me look at him.

“Huh? Bleeding?” I confusedly asked.

“Your arm,” he replied. That’s when I realized that I have scratch in my arm and I didn’t even notice it. It’s also bleeding already.

Finally, we both reached the building and the guard closed the doors. I massaged my nape then looked at him. “Are you okay?” I asked him.

“I’m the one who should be asking you that. You’re bleeding,” he replied.

I hid my wrist behind me, “I’m fine.” I replied.

“You—“ he isn’t able to finish his sentence when his manager spoke and drag him already out of me.

I also made my exit already and left the building. While at the bus I felt so tired and I finally felt the sting in my arm.

“This is so absurd,” Jungwon commented while looking at his phone and I can hear different noises from it, it’s the video from earlier.

“Hyung, it’s okay now. It’s not that deep but still be careful,” Ni-ki said after putting some bandage in my cut.

“Thank you,” I replied to him and smiled.

I don’t know if what causes me to get a cut because my attention that time is all in Sunghoon. I just want him to be safe at that moment.

And that annoys me a lot. What did he do to make me do that shit?

“So you decided to cover him and help him escape the crowd? Kim Sunoo, this wasn’t you HAHAHA!” Jungwon laughed and I glared at him.

“I don’t know also, just felt the urge to help him escape there,” I stated.

“Because you’re a nice person hyung,” I heard Ni-ki commented.

“Right,” Jungwon agreed while smiling at me then raised his thumb.

“Argh,” I growl. “I don’t know,” I respond.

“But for now, just take a rest first. I heard they move some of the schedules for his promotion but the fansign won’t,” Jungwon stated.

I exhaled a deep breath, “That’s good to hear,” I commented.

“And he will release the MV soon so you should rest for now,” he added that made me nods.

“Thank you. How about you Ni-ki? How’s work?” I asked him.

“Well, it’s fine hyung. I can say it like that,” he answered unsurely.

“Are you sure?” I asked him again.

“Yep hyung!” then he laughs.

“Don’t worry about him, Sunoo. Ni-ki’s doing his job properly and enjoying,” Jungwon commented.

“Of course hahahaah!” Ni-ki happily responded to Jungwon.

“Okay then hahahaha! Let’s all take a rest now,” I said and we all went to bed.

That incident went viral for days and my silence made then suspects me that I’m one of the people who mobbed him and everything was my fault. HIVE didn’t give any statement regarding to what happened that made all the fans furious.

These motherfuckers don’t even know I’m one of those who protected their artist.

The next week, his MV releases and people hyped it. I don’t know about their goals or what shit is that but Sunghoon’s album made a lot of achievement that I didn’t expect since he’s a rookie.

His fans really love him a lot.

“Here’s yours,” I heard from Jungwon and he throw at me the parcel that just got home.

“Thanks,” I replied and open the box.

“You’re really going to attend the fan meeting?” he asked me.

“Yep!” I replied and pick up the album from the box and just checked it. “I told you I’m going to make him my friend,” I added.

“You’re not just going to cause a public issue but also an internal one, trust issues,” he stated.

“I know. If Sunghoon and I have the bond already, he will open up things to me. What a good idea right?” I asked and grin.

I open the album and just brows it uninterestedly. “Yeah but breaking someone’s trust is too much,” Jungwon replied.

I stopped from looking at the photo book and looked at him. “Should I continue or not?” I asked him seriously.

“Kim Sunoo, even if I tell you to stop because it’s too risky, you will still continue doing it anyways,” he replied and then sighs.

I aggressively throw the album back to its box. “Right!” I grin. “Just hope for a successful friendship.”

Jungwon shrugged his shoulders and his face is really screaming that he surrendered already. “Yeah, do what you want. I’m always here by the way,” he said and smiled to me.

“Thank you!”
I dressed up neatly, a white loose polo long sleeves, black jeans and white shoes. I put a perfume that’s really suited to me. I rarely use one since it can ruin my work.

“Whoa hyung! You’re so handsome as always!” Ni-ki complimented me as I walk out from our room.

“Expected from Kim Sunoo!” Jungwon also stated.

“Hey! Why are you saying those?” I asked them and covered my face in shyness.

“Ahhh Sunoo hyung! HAHAHAHA!” Ni-ki teased me that made me smile even more.

“Kim Sunoo! Fighting!” Jungwon cheered me and I nod at him.

“Fighting! Wish me luck, guys!” I exclaimed and smiled.

“If Park Sunghoon will see you face to face he will surely fall in love!” Ni-ki stated and smiled.

“Hey stop it! You’re exaggerating things already HAHAHA!” I commented and laugh.

“No! Jungwon hyung, am I right?” Ni-ki even asked Jungwon just to support his claim.

Jungwon thumbs up, “Exactly!” he agreed.

“HAHAHA! Okay okay! I’m going now! See you later!” I announced.

“Bye hyung! Fighting!”

“Go! Go! Go Sunshine!”

Their cheers made me feel so confident.

I wore a mask and went out then look for a taxi. The fansign will start at 4 in the morning and expected to end at around 5 onwards. There are only 90 fans that are luckily got in and I’m one of them.

I am the last in line and I think it’s a good start.

We all entered the room and there are a lot of fansites in here. I open my phone and take a picture to the mini stage and uploaded it on my twitter.

Then I suddenly heard some people saying, “Omo! Ddeuno is here?”

“Where!?”

“Ddeuno posted a picture!”

I didn’t react and just stay still. Some of them are already looking around and I don’t mind them. I’ve been silent for the whole week and the week of Sunghoon’s promotion.

My gaze went to my wrist and since the cut’s scar left a bit, Ni-ki put a cute band aid in there that made me smile.

After some time, the staff finally announced that Park Sunghoon is here and started giving us some warning and be orgazied during the whole activity.

“Hello everyone!” I heard Sunghoon greeted that made the fans shout. “How are you all? Are you all good?” he asks.

The fans answered, “Yes” in unison while I’m just quite at the back.

“Then, should I start with a song?” Sunghoon asks in smiles and the fans agreed.

He started singing his new music and the fans are also singing with him. They are waving their posters, slogan and light sticks. I can feel the love they have for the artist.

But still, they can’t all protect him. Still, artist will hurt them in the end.

Sunghoon keeps on singing and I can’t deny that his voice is really good. He’s also dancing in tiny that made me smile a bit.

Why am I enjoying this?

After some fan and artist talk the fansign started. While he’s signing the albums, talking to the fans in front of him and receiving all the gifts, some of the fans in the chair are asking him different questions.

What bothers me also is some still looking for me. Like they’re looking intently to every fan on stage and guessing if it’s me.

First of all I’m a guy. And I can only see around 15 fanboys in here including me.

Just imagine them being hurt when Sunghoon will announce he has a partner already.

I prepared my things. I bought a cute penguin design envelope and inside that is a letter asking him to be my friend personally. It includes my personal number and my socials that I know he already knew me.

I’ve been waiting like ages already and finally I’m the last one.

“You can talk to him now. Please kindly remove your mask,” the staff said politely and I smiled to her.

I gently removed my mask and walks towards him. Then I heard some of them gasp because you know, I’m really handsome as fuck.

I sat and put the album in the table, “Hello hahahaha,” I greeted him acting so shyly.

“Hello hahahaha!” Sunghoon greeted me back. “How are you?” he asks me while signing my album.

“I’m fine? How about you? I told you we’re going to meet again,” I replied smiling.

That made him stop from what he’s doing and looked at me. “Sunsun?” he mentioned that made me smile.

“Hello, Sunghoon hyung,” I greeted him again.

I can hear people at my back gossiping and started taking pictures. “Whoa, I thought I’m not going to meet you again,” he replied while smiling, revealing his dimples.

“Hahahahaha! I also have a gift for you, hyung,” I said and lend him that envelope.

“Ohh! Thank you—“ he stopped and I noticed that he’s looking at my wrist. “No way—“

“Hyung hahahah,” I called him and I smiled at him meaningfully.

He then looked behind me and quickly changed his surprised face into cheerfully. “Oh yeah hahahaha! Thank you for coming, Sunsun,” he thanked me and I nods.

Good thing he understands it right away.

“Let’s be friends, Park Sunghoon hyung,” I stated and stood up. But he grabs my wrist that made me stop.

Damn! Don’t make a scene in here, Park Sunghoon!

“Are you really…” he asked not really finishing it.

I took off my phone from my pocket and show him my lockscreen. He’s eyes widen when he saw his picture that I took in front of him while we’re at Jeju.

Don’t get me wrong about this.

“Nice meeting you. I wish to have a happy friendship with you, Park Sunghoon.”