Looking at Park Sunghoon’s schedule, he’ll be a guess at a variety show. That’s why I’m already at the parking area of the building before other sasaeng came.

The variety show already announced it last night so I’m expecting other sasaengs are here too but I guess, I’m the only one.

A familiar car stopped in the exit of the main building so I readied my camera and I’m right that it was Sunghoon, He’s wearing a white long sleeves and jeans, mask and sunglasses.

I started capturing everything in shutter speed until he finally gets inside the building together with his staffs.

A saw a security guard roaming around the area so I immediately hid myself in one of the post then I noticed a CCTV above me so I slowly walks away still hiding in every cars until I got out from the parking space.

He’s probably starting recording now so, I still have my time to post the pictures.

He’s free after this and at night his private schedule is he’s going to have a night out together with the other artist that are personally close to him which are, Park Jay, Lee Heeseung and Shim Jake. They are the members of the group Hypen

This is going to be a big scoop for me if I’m going to captured him while he’s drunk or something. Being drunk will cause a huge trouble if you’re an artist so this can be a great opportunity to me.

I’m invading his privacy? Yes. Do I care? No.

I'm a stalker and I don't care invading other's life. Fans are just calling me sasaengs because that's how they saw me.

But I'm Park Sunghoon's anti-fan.

I suddenly thought of checking my bank account and gladly that it increased but I’m not satisfied with this. I need something big for exchange of something huge also.

I need to go deeper in Park Sunghoon’s life.

The team lunch also happened in the broadcast room so Sunghoon and his staffs didn’t have to go out and buy lunch while I’m here starving myself to death again.

I kinda hate my job sometimes. It’s just that it makes money so I eventually accept it already.

I have some spare time so I posted the pictures. These are too blunt for me, these are just simple update for Sunghoon’s fans and Boss Jeon pays me a little only.

For the last time that afternoon, I took a pic of him leaving the building then post it. After those, I took a quick late lunch and decided to go where he is this evening.

Boss Jeon messaged me that he is at an exclusive bar where he’s with his friends. Because of that I need to change how I dress to enter that bar.

I fixed myself, removed my mask and cap as well as change my black hoodie into faded blue long sleeves. It didn’t cause much hassle so I entered the bar easily.

There are really a lot of people already. I wore my mask and make sure my backpack is safe around me. I looked up at the second floor where the VIPs are. I can’t go up in there without any VIP pass.

I saw this drunken man dancing and he’s about to take the stairs and I saw him holding a pass. A waiter passed by me and I blocked my feet in his way causing him to pour all those glasses to that drunk man.

“Oh! Are you okay?” I consulted while helping them both.

“Argh! Shit!” the old man cursed. “You’ll pay for this, you idiot!” that old man again shouted.

While his attention is on the waiter I took the chance to get the pass that on the floor when he accidentally let go of it. I waited for a minute before deciding to take the stairs.

“Your pass please,” the bouncer plead. “And please kindly removed your mask,” he added.

I show him my pass and gently removed my mask and smiled at him. After that he allowed me to enter the VIP floor.

He must be thinking I’m an idol or a social influencer because I’m handsome. You all can’t deny it.

I started wondering my eyes if where the fuck is that Sunghoon because I really need a scoop in here.

Finally!

I put my bag on the table and I’m actually in the corner so that no one will notice me. It’s dark in where I am right now so I started taking pictures of him.

He’s having his good time together with his friends and they’re just keeping on dancing and jumping while holding their glasses full of drinks.

Celebrating is really fun, right Sunghoon?

I checked some of the pictures I took and it turned out well. I level again my eyes in the viewfinder and find it focus when it the second time, Park Sunghoon’s eye caught me again.

I immediately turned off my camera, put it inside my bag and started walking away from there. I put my mask and cap on while walking in a fast phase when someone bumped me and his drinks spilled in my shirt.

Karma is being too fast. Why now!?

“I’m sorry! I’m really sorry!” that’s what I heard from him since it’s really loud in here.

I almost kick the hell out of him after ruining my shirt yet I didn’t say anything and I just want to get out in there already before someone caught me but this guy just stopped me by grabbing my wrist.

“Let me do something for you please,” he suggested in I can say a drunk voice.

Whatever it sounded, it annoys me.

“Please let go of me,” I ordered politely.

“Why?” then he giggled that made me smirk, “Let’s dance!” he invited me.

I tilted my head and meet his gaze. “I said let go!” I shouted and kicked him then I started running away from him going to the other side.

I can see him following me and I just realized that I’m going to where Park Sunghoon’s direction is.

He mustn’t see me. He shouldn’t.

But as I passed by him our eyes suddenly made a contact. I immediately pulled it and continued running until I reached the lower floor and I’m now confuse where the heck is the exit.

It’s too crowded in here compared above. I am making my own way when I felt someone gripped my wrist again and that’s the lunatic drunk guy.

“Let go of me, fucker!” I shouted even though I know he can’t hear me because of the loud music.

I keep on pushing him till I finally pulled myself and started running away. I finally see the exit of the bar and I can almost reach it already when someone forcedly grabbed me.

His scent… This scent will hunt me until my last breath.

I don’t know what’s gotten into me but I let him dragged me to the very corner where the dancing lights cannot reached it anymore.
He aggressively pushed my hands away from him and I kept my head looking at the floor.

“Who are you?” he asked me but I didn’t dare answer him. “You’re not going to speak?” he asked again.

I decided to take a step backwards and slowly turned around when he grip my wrist again and pulled me closer to him. He’s taller than me and as much as possible I don’t want to make any eye contact at him anymore.

“Who are you?” he asks again.

“Why?” I asked him back.

“Are you a stalker?” his voice is getting more serious and deep already.

“Nope, do I look like a stalker to you?” then I let out a sarcastic laugh and aggressively pulled my arm from his hand.

“Then why do you keep on following me since then?” he questioned sounded like how I sound earlier.

I chortle in amusement. This guy really knows me, how annoying. “Hahaha! Sound like a joke to me. This is my first time meeting you mister,” I lied.

“Really? So should I take a look what’s inside your bag? Entering a high class bar with that kind of bag? Sound sus,” he insisted and started reaching for my bag.

“Touch it and I’ll sue you,” I warned and I finally glared at him.

“Your eyes, I know them. I saw them before,” he said trying to remember when he saw me.

I crossed my arms and my left brow lifted, “So lucky for you to have an eye contact with me when I’m only looking at the bright things,” I stated that made him look at me.

“Who really are you?” he asked again.

“I don’t know? You, who are you?” I asked him back while grinning behind my mask.

He moved his face closer to me and me having a competitive ass didn’t back out and I made a staring contest with him. Then I saw his hand slowly reaching for my mask as if he wants to remove it.

I stopped his hands, “You really wanna know who I am?” I challenged him.

“Who the hell are you?” he insisted in annoyance.

“I’m your sasaeng.”