“I’m home,” announced as soon as I enter our unit.

“Welcome,” Jungwon greeted my while he’s in front of his laptop.

I took off my shoes, “Where’s Ni-ki?” I asked him.

“Sleeping,” he answered and he’s still busy doing his works.

“What are you doing?” I asked and the sits beside him. “What’s that?” I asked again while looking at the screen of his laptop.

Jungwon didn’t answer me and I just heard him sigh, “You can see it clearly already,” he replied so bluntly and rest his head and looked at the ceiling.

“Jungwon, this is a good scoop. Why are you acting like that?” I asked.

He looked at me seriously. “I’m not just his sasaeng Sunoo. I’m also a person who has feelings for him,” he replied.

It made me looked down a bit when I realized that he love Park Jay. “So, what are you going to do with that?” I asked him instead.

He sits properly and looked at his screen where the picture of Jay kissing a girl, probably his girl or what since Jungwon is the only one knows about it.

“What about you? What are you going to do if you’ll caught Sunghoon doing like this?” he asked me so sudden.

“Well… I’ll—“

“You’ll give it to ENB, right? Because you’re doing your job,” he cut me off.

I bit my lip and scratch my nape, “Yeah, of course,” I agreed.

“Right but what if you love him already? You’ll still go for it just because of it is your job?” he asked me seriously.

“Hey Jungwon, I will never love that guy so I’m still going to past it to ENB,” I replied.

He didn’t answer me and my eyes went bigger the gasp when I saw him delete all those pictures without any hesitations.

“Hey! Why did you do that!?” I exclaimed looking so shock.

He shuts his laptop and stood up, “You’ll know how I feel someday. I know you will,” that’s what he said before leaving me behind.

“JUNGWON! HEY! YANG JUNGWON! WHERE ARE YOU GOING!?”

Then I heard how he slams the door. My head suddenly felt pain that made my eyes close.

He rarely acts like this so I’ll just leave him like that for a while. But he really sacrificed that because he loves Jay?

He’s just a fan, a sasaeng.

I sighed and lean on the couch. Jungwon said, I’m going to feel what he’s feeling right now.

How?

Am I going to love… Park Sunghoon?

“NO WAY!” I shouted and made a fuss in the couch that made me fell in the floor.

Honestly, that thought isn’t far from being possible but it scares me that it’ll ruin my entire plan.

After an hour of being with Sunghoon earlier, I decided to go home already. Although his staffs doesn’t mind if he’ll bring friends inside the building, I won’t still stay long in there.

As I said, I’m already enjoying his company and it might get deeper soon. That’s sucks for me.
I just let out a deep breath and went inside our room where Ni-ki is peacefully sleeping.

Before sleeping I called Jungwon over the phone, he answered but he’s not talking. It’s also quite in there so maybe he’s juts probably around the neighborhood, walking alone.

“It’s already late, you should come home now. It’s also cold tonight and you’re just wearing T-shirt. I know you’re a healthy person and strong but I’m still worried about you. Take care, Jungwon. Let’s talk again tomorrow. I’m sorry,” that’s what I said but I didn’t received any answer from and he just ended the call.

I sleep that night feeling heavy because of Jungwon.

When I woke up, I turn my gaze into my side where Jungwon’s space is and it’s already clean. I yawned and scratch my eyes.

Today is Ni-ki’s day off from work so I’ll just let him sleep until when he wants. I fix my bed and rolled the comforter then place it on the side.

When I went out a smell of butter welcomed me. My eyes run to the kitchen and I saw Jungwon doing something.

“Good morning,” I greeted him and he looked at me.

“Oh! Good morning!” he greeted me back lively that made me smile. “I cooked pancake for breakfast hahaha!” he chuckled.

“Whoa, it’s been so long since I ate one!” I exclaimed and look at the pan.

“It’s not that perfect tho,” he stated and laughs.

“It’s okay hahaha!” I replied and decided to make cofee.

“Good morning,” I looked back and I saw Ni-ki who’s still sleepy yet he’s doing his stretches already.

“Good morning maknae!” Jungwon greeted him cheerful.

“Good morning Ni-ki!” I greeted him also. “Do you want me to make your coffee?” I asked him.

“Yes hyung please! Thank you so much!” he replied and take a seat.

I just laugh and started making brown coffee for the three of us. Jungwon prepared the plates and when everything is ready we started eating together.

“Hyung, did you cry?” Ni-ki asked Jungwon while I just keep my mouth shut.

“Well… I guess? Hahaha!” Jungwon chuckles and continue eating.

“Are you feeling better now?” I asked him.

“Yeah hahaha! I’m sorry about last night,” he apologized with his smile.

“It does okay let’s just eat hahaha!” I replied.

The three of us started talking about random things as well as updating about Ni-ki’s family in Japan but sadly, we can’t still reach any of them.

Do they think Ni-ki’s already dead? These people.

Night came and we’re all at the sala playing some Hali Hali and laughing so hard that we almost killed each other. As soon as we finished playing my phone rings.

The caller ID says “Park Sunghoon” so I gesture them to be quiet first and I answered it.

“Sunoo!” I heard him calling my name over the phone.

“Why?” I asked in my plain tone.

“Where are you?” he asked me back

“Home, why?” I replied.

“You said you’re going to follow me wherever the hell I am going so why aren’t you here?” he asks that made my eyes widen.

I started thinking about his schedule and as far as I know it was stated in there that he’ll be doing vocal practice.

I saw Ni-ki’s reaction that he’s just trying to stop himself from laughing while Jungwon is just waiting for me to answer SUnghon.

“Hey Sunoo!” I heard Sunghoon calling me again.

“Why? Where the hell are you right now?” I asked him.

“Dongdaemun night market,” he replied.

So that’s explain the noise I can hear from his background.

I looked at Jungwon and Ni-ki and they’re nodding at me, means I can go out with Sunghoon tonight.

“I’ll go in there but for scoop,” I negotiate.

“Fine just go in here already,” I heard him say.

“I’m on my way,” I replied and hung the call.

“Nice hyung!” Ni-ki exclaimed while giving me a double thumbs up.

“But how did the two of you become so close already?” Jungwon wondered.

“I don’t know either,” I replied honestly. “Just found ourselves being comfortable to each other already,” I added.

“It bothers me,” Jungwon stated.

“Jungwon hyung, it’s okay. It’s normal to Sunoo hyung since he’s naturally extrovert. He can make people feel comfortable around him,” Ni-ki stated that made me smile.

“You have the point tho hahaha! Okay fighting Sunoo!” Jungwon finally stops thinking about it and just cheered me.

“Fighting hyung!” Ni-ki cheered me too.

“Okay! Let’s get it!” I shouted that made us all laughs.

Since it is fall season already, it’s expected to be really cold at night. So I wore my hoodie and pants then shoes. I clean my cam and I won’t bring any extra lens anymore.

Before I head out Jungwon said that it might rain later so I’ll be careful and I nod at him. I ride a taxi and went to Dongdaemun.

What gotten into him that he left the company alone?

I arrived in there and checked his message if where he is and I walk towards where he is. There are a lot of people in here especially foreigners.

I can see some of them are holding cameras, maybe for vlog purposes. That’s why I’m wondering why did he come in here?

I stopped walking when I finally see him. Though he’s wearing a bucket hat and has a mask, I know it’s him. I open my cam and take some shots while I’m not that far from him.

Then my phone vibrated and he’s calling me. “Oh?”

“Where you at?” he asked.

“Just around here, taking some shots at you,” I replied.

I saw him looking around that made me laugh in silent. “Huh? Where? I can’t see you,” he complained so I just end the call and walks towards him.

“Booh!” I surprised him and he suddenly looked ta me.

“Hey! Where did you come?” He asks me. I showed him the screen of my camera and he was shocked by it. “Whoa! You’re really a pro sasaeng master!”

I rolled my eyes in his exaggeration. “You’re just naïve,” I stated that made him laugh. “So what are we going to do in here?” I asked him.

“Of course we’re going to eat hahah! Let’s go!” he yelled and he held my hand and leads the way.

I don’t know how to react with this and I just let him take me to wherever he wants.

“Whoa! There are really a lot of people in here but I really want to eat their waffles in here!” he exclaimed and laugh.

“You came here because of the waffles?” I asked trying not to roll my eyes on him.

“Why? HAHAHA! Their waffles in here are pretty different from the one of the stores hahahaha!” he laughs.

I just laughed at him and let them do what he wants. We stopped walking when we arrived in front of a food stall where they are selling different kinds of waffles and other fried foods.

“Sunghoon hyung! Don’t look in here, okay?” I told him and started taking some pictures on him but he started doing peace sign. “Hey stop it!”

“I’m not looking!” he defended.

“Hahahaha! Hyung! Stop it just don’t do anything hahahaha!” I laughed.
Teasing me is really he’s thing and I think he really love doing it.

“Okay okay hahaha!” he finally stops and I took lots of pictures.

He then waved at me that made me laugh, he smiled and he did a finger heart. I’m enjoying what I’m seeing so I was just keep on smiling while looking at him at the viewfinder and pressing the shutter button.

Beautiful.

He then walks to me with a waffle in stick on his hand. He lends it to me and I gladly received it. “Thank you,”

We both sit down and he grabs my dslr and started browsing his pictures. “You capture so well,” he commented.

“I won’t last in here if I’m not,” I replied and eat.

“I was just joking,” he take back and I glared at him. “Joke hahaha!” he laughs.

“Tsk,” I hissed and pulled my cam from his hand.

“HAHAHA!” he laughs. “Then what are you going to do with that?” he asks.

“You know it already,” I answered.

“Ahh righ but how are you earning money through this?” he asked again.

“Stop asking and just eat in there,” I replied and he just laughs at me.

“Okay okay! Ahh! I want to buy something in here,” he said that made me look at him.

“What is it?” I asked.

“Later after we eat hahaha!” he replied. “Another one please,” he said to the seller and she gave Sunghoon another waffle.

After eating we started walking again and he take me to a like music store where they’re selling various music equipment. “What are you going to buy in here?” I asked him while looking around and following him.

“This,” he answered and I saw him holding a blank cassette tape.

“What are you going to do with that?” I asked him again.

“Just… I don’t know for now hahahaha,” he responds to my question.

I’m still confused but I just shrugged my head. We’re about to go out when the rain poured so much. People around the area started to find a shed and some head to where we are.

Then I felt Sunghoon pulling me towards him by putting his hands on my shoulder. That made me feel weird and shy but I just let him.

“I didn’t know it’s going to rain today,” I heard him whispered.

“Me too,” I replied.

I didn’t know rain will make my heart beats this fast.

“I don’t think this will stop immediately,” he commented while looking outside.

“Yeah, I don’t think so, I’m afraid I can’t go home too hahaha,” I joked.

“Then stay at my place tonight,” he stated.