Took me fucking long enough
This book is nearing its end very soon *sigh* :(
-yours sincerely
A.D

"Why didn't you tell us?" He asked, frowning deeply. I bit my lips, shooting Jungkook a look.

Somehow I ended up laying tiredly on the couch, with a frowning Chanyeol and a crying Beakhyun in front of me. Jungkook had told them, without me knowing.

"It's your wedding, I'm not that selfish" I mumbled. I couldn't muster the strength to speak louder, my tongue felt heavy in my mouth, like it was lead.

"You're about the most selfless person I've ever met. You're like my brother Taehyung! I want you to be there! You have to be there" Beakhyun cried out, his boyfriend holding him to comfort him.

"I'm sorry" I chewed on my lip, looking down at my lap.

"Don't be sorry, we're going to change the date, and you're going to be there" Chanyeol said. I was about to protest when Beakhyun interrupted me.

"Let's do it tomorrow" He stated, earning a surprised look from all of us.

"Tomorrow?" My voice sounded hoarse and weak.

"Yes! Just a small wedding, in our backyard, with good friends and family" He said. My lips twitched up in a smile. Would they really do something rash like that?

"I think it's a good idea, Jungkook, you bring Taetae to our house, tomorrow 3 O'clock" Chanyeol agreed and stood up, kissing my forehead and then walking to the door.

"We're going to have to arrange some things, so we should be going now" He mentioned to his boyfriend, who stood up and gave me a peck on my cheek, running after the giant.

I looked to a smiling Jungkook. His look said 'I told you so' making my roll my eyes, but giggle nonetheless. The giggles took away my air and made me breathless for a few seconds.

"Let's get you back to bed" he sighed and planned to pick me up, but I shook my head.

"Want to stay" I had to catch my breath for a second. "Here"

::

Soon enough it was already morning, and I was being fed by Jungkook, because no, I didn't have any strength left in my bony arms.

I had lost about 12 kilograms since the whole ordeal, and I was already quite skinny, by now I just looked like a lifeless sack of bones covered with pale blotchy skin. I looked awful.

But somehow even with my death-like appearance, I could smile at my reflection.

I was wearing a suit, which we had bought after going to buy Beakhyun's suit. It was way too big by now, since I've lost at least 5 more kilograms since we bought it.

But that didn't matter, the dark blue suit matched my fancy hat and I felt comfortable in it, which had me relieved.

I was in the livingroom, waiting for Jin to get us and take us to Beakhyun. Jungkook smiled at me, kissing my cheeks, telling me I look beautiful.

I actually felt pretty, and that's a first since a long time. The way Jungkook looked at me made me feel pretty, his eyes shone in adoration. I felt an unfaltering smile creep on my lips.

"You look handsome" I complimented him. He grinned at me and gave me another kiss, a car honk interrupting our little moment.

He pulled away and stood behind me to roll my wheelchair out the door. He lifted me into the front seat carefully and placed the wheely(my nickname for the two wheeled thing) in the back.

"You look beautiful Taehyung" Jin complimented me. I smiled at him and said the same for him.

"Let's go" Jungkook called from behind me, closing the door and buckling up.

The ride was filled with laughter and jokes, more from the other two than from me. I was anxious, nervous, or more excited for what was about to happen.

My thoughts came to a stop as we drove up the street, there were already a few cars in front of the house, but not many.

We parked close by, and I was once again taken out of the car, placed in the wheelchair and wheeled to the front door. It was left ajar, and we walked in to see a plain living room.

Jungkook moved us over to go to the backdoor, which was shut closed, but as he opened it, it revealed a prettily decorated backyard.

There wasn't anything really fancy, just a couple of rows of white plastic chairs and a altar made between the two large trees in the back. There were already some people chatting near a table with food, and I saw one of them look up and recognise us.

"Jungkook! Taehyung" She greeted loudly, getting everyone's attention by just that action. She all but ran over to kiss Jungkook's and I's cheeks.

"Auntie!" Jungkook smiled at her.

"You two look so handsome" Baekhyun's mom pinched Jungkook's cheek, making me chuckle lightly, falling into a short couch right after. She looked at me in concern, as I saw more people do.

"Don't worry" I croaked and smiled. She nodded and smiled lightly in return.

"Now before you go greet everyone, I think there's someone you have to see" She told me and teasingly slapped Jungkook's hands away from the gripping handles.

I tried to get her to tell me, but she wouldn't budge as she stayed quiet. I was rolled back into the house, to the study room besides the chairs.

"Sweety, there's someone here for you" she called out, and a few seconds later the door opened.

He was so beautiful, and I don't think I've never seen him shine so brightly before.