Okay so I have massive writers block, sorry!! Plus I'm going through some sexuality and gender confusion.... I've decided my sexuality is just queer because I have no fucking clue what I am, but gender is a different story... I've been identifying as non binary for almost a year now and I just don't feel comfortable with that title, but I like wearing makeup and skirts and cute things on some days, but others I just want to wear sweatpants and baggy shirts.... I feel like I might be genderfluid...? WHY IS THIS SHIT SO CONFUSING??? Not to mention I can't tell my mom this because she's not very accepting of the LGBTQ+ community... like even my grandparents are more accepting than she is!!!! Sorry, this turned into a mini rant, but my writers block is preventing me from coming up with more chapters, so I'm gonna take a break, which I know I've been on a break for a while, so I'm sooooo sorry!!!!!!!! I'll post as soon as possible, but for now I'll probably just be posting on this book, keeping you guys in on what's happening in my life!! Again, I'm sooo sorry!!!!!! OH another thing is that I might change my name to Blake, Idk why but I feel like I connect with that name more. No Alexandria is not my birth name, my birth name is Skye and I really don't like it, so I've gone through multiple names, but Blake fits me... Anyways!!! I hope you guys have a great week!!!! ~Alex or Blake, Idk yet❤️