i'm sick of my moods changing every two minutes from extremely happy to extremely fucked up and sad and angry and i have no clue why.

i'm sick of not knowing how to change it.

i'm sick of people seeing how bad i feel.

i'm also not sick of that.

i'm sick of people not seeing how bad i feel.

and i'm also not sick of that.

i'm sick of not being sure what the hell i even want.