"I'll find a way. Trust me. Once we filed that divorce on court then we can reveal this relationship, that I'm the father of the child. I want for you to only focus on yourself and our baby this time, okay?"

"D-divorce? You've only been with dad for 5 months. It's too fast!"

Jimin did wish every single day for their divorce. Ever since Jungkook walked on their door and he hated him, he wanted him away from his father. He prayed for it earnestly to come soon naturally, or for his father to get tired of the marriage he shared with Jungkook.

But now its being served to him in a silver plate, he was the least happy.

"I..i don't..i don't think you should leave him. Not yet! I-i can do this myself. Stay with him!"

Fuck, is this the consequence of their thrill behind closed doors? All excitement and arousal then in the end of the journey you feel like the shittiest scumbag on earth after getting the reward?

"We won't patch a lie with another anymore, you still want to save your relationship with your dad don't you? i know you love him, its okay if we'll break apart but not the two of you."

"N-no, no, no! What if..what if Dad knew its you? That you sired me?"

"He wil surely do so—"

"I don't know what's gonna happen to you! Maybe we should stay this way-we could hide it together! I..i just need you to see our child. If..if I managed to convince him that its another man that knocked me up then I can stay here, I don't have to be married to Taehyung and you can see the child growing too. W-we can't go away from dad. I'm scared."

Fuck, he was a whole mess. Clouded of many wrong decisions, he just needed to choose which one won't hurt the most even if its stupid. He was frightened, he doesn't know how to world revolves without his father's shadow. At wrong moments that it hits him, how are they going to raise a child together far away with Jungkook's profession as a host club worker? His profession as a dancer? What if his father decided to banish him alone with nothing in him?

He and the child won't survive.

His world was small, cramped in a box with only four corners and him in the middle. His father, Taehyung, The Geochang Kims, and now Jungkook. He doesn't know too much in life, he had been fed in a golden spoon from childhood. Not as competent as his father had ever been, never been worked too hard in his life, always treated like a delicate flower in his father's little eden.

Too bad, he was plucked and fertilized by a man who barely knew how to keep a garden.

"Jimin, baby, shh. Breath."

Jungkook was worried that Jimin's breaths and shaking hands were getting worse. He watched Jimin's chest heave and his shortness of breath. His anxious feelings were off the roofs, and his tears are about to choke him off again.

"I know you're scared, events are sinking down to you all at once. But you're not alone. You'll never be alone. We are in this together, okay?"

The brunette were rubbing circles on his back to calm him down, affirming words whispered onto his ear. But seemed like his anxious feelings were blocking it, and every negative thoughts stream onto his mind endlessly.

Shit, Jimin feels like he's gonna die soon. Like he's gonna explode, melt, break down into pieces that it's too dizzying.

"It must be a joke right?" 

"Jimin, baby-"

For all of Jimin's life he was a fantasist. He  wanted a happy family for himself, three or four. Two loving parents and happy children. But how will he do that? How will they do that? When in the first place he..he was breaking his last and only family from within. 

"Did you once think that if the baby comes out and found out that I was thrown out by my father when we cheated on him will it be good? Will our child hate us, detest us?" The harsh reality will always be the hindrance to happiness, everything is premature, but his mind had already went thru the future that he fears.

"Baby, please, it's too early to think that way. Breath, please."

Jungkook cannot hide his worry, Jimin was talking too much and his breathes were getting more uneven. At this point it wasn't just his hand shaking anymore, it was his whole body that he felt that Jimin might crumble and break apart on his hold.

"I don't know—don't know what to do! I..i don't..I don't want it. I don't want t—this..I—i..i—" his voice was getting quieter, bringing confusion to himself.

It seemed like his vocal chords ceased to work, and his body was going numb. His heart was fainting, from loudly beating on his ears go faint, a painful flat out noise blocking his senses, he cannot loudly hear neither his or his lover's voice anymore, staring at Jungkook's distressed eyes, it was gradually going dark.

"JIMIN!"

The door slammed open, Taehyung rushing inside to see Jungkook holding Jimin for dear life, while the blonde seemed to be like a broken doll; lifeless and limp.

"What the fuck did you do Jeon?!"

Taehyung pushed him off Jimin, the brunette shocked himself of the situation. He was speechless, that he had let go of his hold on his lover and let another man take him from his arms.

Jimin's eyes were now blurry, tempting to close his eyes in a minute, the voice of two loud arguing men ringing his ears before he felt himself being carried by strong arms.

"Jimin, hang on! We'll bring you to the hospital!" Jimin recognized the voice and it must be Taehyung that is carrying him, but he can't open his eyes any longer, feeling his eyelids getting heavier.

"Tae.." he whimpered, blurry eyes only making out the bright blue color.

He could hear more foot steps scrambling around him, the voices and commotion getting louder.

Namjoon and Jin heard two men screaming down the hall, they were left speechless while on the table but cannot help but to check out the alarmingly growing argument of two men. And much to their shock, especially Seokjin, watching his son lay unconscious on Taehyung's arm made his heart drop and shatter to pieces.

"What happened to my son?!"

Jin was in utter shock. He was trying not to panic yet tears were starting to swell and drop continuously when he saw his son on that state. He went quick from a really composed man to a devastated father. With the knowledge that his delicate son was pregnant, his worries were triple and shooting off the roof.

What if something bad happens to his only son? Fuck, how will he live his life?

"I don't know! But we got no time—this is isn't good!"

"We should call an ambulance," with his quivering and sweaty hand he took his phone and about to dial the emergency number, when the device was snatched away from him.

"No shit, it'll take them longer. The district hospital is thirty minutes away. I'll drive, you hold him tight."

Namjoon also felt the scaring chill ran through him, his parental instinct going haywire like Seokjin is.

Ex lovers who weren't in good terms surely allowed their prides to lower for their common grounds. Their son.

They ran into his car starting the engine and maneuvering it quickly, Taehyung rushing the unconscious Jimin at the back seat with his father joining him.

"Hurry and bring him, look for dad. Or whatever, use dad's name or mine and you'll get the care first! I'll give him a heads up to clear an ER room, I'll follow  with my own car quickly."

Taehyung's father, Director Kim, comes handy in situations like this. Owning multiple hospital around the country, one mention of his name will do and ensure they will get the urgent care they needed without going with the long line of people.

He shut the door quickly and watched the car speed off, while he ran for his own.

"Jimin, can you hear me sweetheart?"

His son's unresponsiveness adds to his anxiety. He was tapping his cheek, feeling the coldness within his skin. Kissing his temples softly, Seokjin held his son tightly at the back, holding on for his safety and dear life.

Seokjin cannot help but to feel like he's been in the same situation before, back when his three year old son was delirious with sickness on a winter day. Unresponsive and cold while holding him close at the back of the car with tears, and Namjoon making sure that they'll get through even with the impending danger it holds for their family.

Namjoon was driving really fast, dangerously, hitting the horns of his car and overtaking every vehicle just to get the fastest way to the hospital.

"Won't this get faster Namjoon?!"

"I know, I'm trying not to flip this fucking car over and get the three of us dead in the hospital!"

Law should forgive him, from a thirty minute ride that they made into ten. Namjoon just hit the gas going from 180kph to 210kph passing by every traffic signs till they reach the hospital.

With screeching tires their car stopped at the emergency bay. With Namjoon almost pulling out his hand brakes, he rushed out to open the door for Seokjin to come out and carry his son to the ER.

Seokjin was sure he wasn't strong for years of office work, neither the idea that he can still cradle his son onto his arms with the work of adrenaline rushing into his system. But he did so, even running at the doors while keeping his son firm and safe onto his hold.

"I need help! My son fainted—a-and he's with child!"

Seokjin surely offended people, going beyond that long line of people waiting in the busy ER. Even the nurses didn't looked pleased of his stunt, but for all he cared about those people! His son needed the care immediately as they do.

"Sir, I'd like to inform you to please stay put for a while and an attending nurse will be on your—"

"Kim Seokjin. My name is Kim Seokjin.  And my son needed the care."

Hearing his name brought silence to the hospital halls for a while, with speechless staffs motionless for a few seconds out of surprise.

The Kim Seokjin in the hospital.

That was more than enough to get them moving and get Jimin the adequate care he needed at the moment. From being carried and now moved to the hospital bed inside the ER, the father could only feel the tense slowly released from his body.

"Seokjin-ssi!"

Jin heard Taehyung's voice who just arrived, his car hastily parked outside.

"Have you seen abeoji already?" 

"They just took care of Jimin a few moments ago and haven't heard yet."

"Father told me on the phone he's coming down already to personally attend to Jimin. You don't have to worry so much." Taehyung led the anxious elder to sit down on the waiting longue.

"I'm scared." Seokjin dug his nails onto his own skin to ease his anxiousness, with his right leg shaking.  

"I'll bring father faster here if that can ease your mind. He's a good doctor, and in gynecology too. He can personally attend on Jimin, its our child in danger. Abeoji wouldn't let that happen, neither do I."

"I-i'd like to hear as soon as possible. Lead your way, please. You know so much here more than I do." 

Taehyung had left Seokjin be as he was calming himself down, while he ordered around  personnel to ensure the elder's comfortability while waiting for answers. And of course, utmost care to his Jimin, with the menacing remarks traced on his voice.

They surely wouldn't want to fail and face his wrath head on with their jobs on line.

His father was still on the top building, with dinner meetings on going with the investing share holders on emerging another hospital branch at Ilsan. But to hell with that, his father is gonna get the best investment in his life with him and he better respond to it quickly!

About to enter the elevator, he was immediately halted by the sight of Jungkook entering the automatic doors in haste.  He was out of breath, searching for the emergency room. The sight of him alone already agitated Taehyung, that he had to drag his feet there to stop Jungkook further and pull him out of the hospital doors.

"Fuck off here Jeon!" Taehyung pushed Jungkook.

They were causing a commotion outside, some spectators were sparing glances and even Jungkook didn't want to draw people. But for the other it was easy. He literally owns the place, so whoever sees them will see nothing, hear nothing, and speak of nothing.

"Get out of my way, you brat. My Jimin needs me." Jungkook growled, his fist already balled. He had no time dealing with him,  and his thin thread of patience were threatened to snap and he could punch him right in the face.

"Needs you? You're the culprit why he's  in the ER right now. If it isn't you and that fucking sultry tongue, he won't need the trip here." It wasn't his intention at all, he only needed a word with Jimin.
Jungkook was guilty enough from the circumstance his lover went to, and he doesn't need another blame to add on his heavier baggage.

"Why do you keep prying too much? This isn't your damn problem, Geochang boy."

"Your the problem here Jeon! If only your not that greedy in life and spared seducing Jimin, other than gold digging, this entire cluster fuck of events wouldn't happen."

"Greedy? Me? That's on you. Look at you, stooping so low. Doing everything you can, patching up problems that isn't even yours to begin with. Even if you claim that you fathered our child to save him, you cannot get a merciful drop of his love. He doesn't want you at all, and you better stop before you stumble and hurt too bad."

"Shut up!"

If Jungkook had learnt something with his few encounters with Taehyung, other than being a conceited brat, he was possessive for still running for Jimin's affection, hog his attention that could even go lengths and heightened pretentiousness.

Other than business, he fully believed that Taehyung was one fucking crazy man, not a best friend, but an obsessor with absolute fixation over Jimin.

"You shut up. Out of my way!" Jungkook pushed him off, a bad move, that the security flocked around them instead in urgency to protect Taehyung.

"I've had enough of you and your pesky fucking schemes. You're ruining us. I'll take away Jimin and the child away from you remember that!" Taehyung left him meaning every word he said, with Jungkook being dragged away.

In his mind and narrative, Jungkook just did a fatal thing to Jimin and it's enough to convince him to take him away further so that he can't ruin Jimin and the child's future. He doesn't care if the child isn't his, or whatever, its still Jimin's. And he'd love and accept anything from him. All Taehyung had in mind now is the need to take Jimin's hand in marriage sooner, get all shit done, maybe move out of the country if possible just to avoid anybody and anyone trying to get his hands on him.

Back inside the hospital, he finally saw his father and Seokjin conversing.

"Fuck, I wasted too much time with Jeon."

He went to them, his father immediately noticing his presence but mouthing him the word 'continue' so he won't bother the conversation and only listen.

"Jimin's situation was a pretty good scare, his pulse and heart beat was really faint when he was admitted. Considering his previous history of heart disease when he was younger and putting in the picture that he's pregnant, it'll heighten his cardiac output. He needs to be careful, away from stressors or he'll worsen his heart disorder."

"A-again? That? Jimin was pretty alright, he wasn't really feeling anything before, only a few times he'd faint when he was growing up and he's dancing, he never went to cardiac again. Is..is this pregnancy really dangerous for him?"

Seokjin bit his lip, tapping his oxford shoes on the tiled floor. He was still worried, with thoughts that he should have persevered and continued to check on his son's health regularly.

"He could have a safe pregnancy all through out, but it is risking the chance of resurfacing his heart disease. He'd only need peace and the proper care, check ups, proper food intake, then he'll be okay. Right now he and the baby were okay, and we've hooked him an IV and properly resting. We'll be continuously monitor him and his vitals, especially his heart rate until he's completely stabilized. When he's better he could also have his first natal check up."

"H-how about his delivery in the upcoming months? Will his body be able to handle it? Will he be okay?"

"The question for delivery should be in another time, but you know it, the only option for male pregnancy anyway is c-sections considering the condition was rare— genetically inherited from you. He can handle the surgery, and delicate after care. But I think he does know the risks it entails, and we've been telling him those risk he had from childhood from possible repercussions of unsafe intercourse and all, and you were guiding him I suppose, having a different reproductive system and producing egg cells to fertilize. You know the experience first hand."

Jin could only think back of his journey of pregnancy with Jimin. It was difficult—alone without anyone to help and look after him, not even that useless piece of shit of a partner he once had. Working in a difficult condition, scarce money, check ups that he was dragging his feet to the hospital in pain and alone.

He'd never let his son go through the same suffering as he did, now with the knowledge that Jimin's health as gravely at risk. He'll ensure it, with every care and resources he'll provide him.

"Thank you for the care and urgency you provided, Director Kim." Seokjin bowed as a sign of his sincere gratitude for attending to his son personally. He felt the thorns is his chest were finally gone, knowing that Jimin and the baby are safe and is in proper care.

"You can visit him later at room 1013, he might wake up anytime soon. And Taehyung, let's talk." Taehyung was taken a back of his father's tone, but he has no choice but to explain to him everything following his dad to his office.

"You got him pregnant don't you?"

He will claim the child as his, no matter what. And if that's not called true love, no one knows what it is anymore. But they wanted the marriage too anyways as much as he wanted it.

"Yeah, I did and I already asked his hands for marriage that will happen sooner or later. Seokjin-ssi agreed anyways, and there's no other choices left." 

"Take a good care of him. Keep him satisfied, we'll proceed with the engagement as soon as possible. You should be the happiest at this moment, you've wanted him for so long."

"Thanks, I guess. Will the arrangement of our home in California be done in a few months? I want it quick. Before the child is born."

"You'd have to negotiate with Seokjin on that one. He sure wants me to personally take care of Jimin and would like to keep him close. And I want to, for sure your mother too—its our future heir too. Our grand child."

"I'll convince him about the arrangements and you back me up. You got something in line too in this, abeoji."

Director Kim could only chuckle at his son's impatience. Of course, he'll be backing his son. Siring the only son of Kim Seokjin, he made it better other than  capturing the son's heart as they hope so.

"Good job, Taehyung."

His father ruffled his childish blue hair. Right, he should ask him to get rid of it soon, for the publication of the engagement.

"Go on and visit Jimin now. He should see his fiancé's face the first thing when he wakes up." He smiled and headed into Jimin's said room seeing Seokjin and surprisingly, Namjoon, on the side and a newly awaked Jimin.

He could only wonder what charm does Jimin hold, to even get the two ex lovers with a bitter history to come sit by and endure each other's presence for him. Namjoon wasn't even a legal family to begin with for hospital visits, an honorary father figure is what he hold, but Seokjin still allowed his company.

"Appa, dad...I can't remember much about what happened j-just.." his voice was faint and stammering, almost whisper like. Still weak and dizzy.

"Just rest, 'minnie. You don't have to remember, as long as you're okay." Namjoon reassured him, hand entwined with Jimin's still shaky one.

"I—i'm sorry..been such a b-bother. 'm sorry.." His apology came like a mantra, repeatedly and non stop with a tear drop that cascaded his cheek.

"Hush, hush. You're not a bother, my love. Director Kim said you fainted because of the dizzy spells in pregnancy. It's okay, you're okay. The baby is okay. We are okay." It was a white lie coming from Seokjin, but they cannot afford another risky break down from Jimin.

Jimin remembered his argument with Jungkook, but it was faint, he remembered that they were hiding in the bathroom before his world went blurry and blacked out.

"Taehyung found you in the bathroom passed out, if not, then we don't know anymore. Could have been a bit late. You should say thank you to your fiancé."

Jimin turned his head to see him, the blue haired boy smiling at him tenderly.

He cannot remember Taehyung in the picture, he could only recall holding onto Jungkook's arms the whole time. Did Jungkook call him? Or did Jungkook gave him the liberty to act out as if he was his savior to keep the secret intact? He doesn't know, not until he gets a word from Jungkook yet again.

And fiancé.

Seemed like something has been done in his sleep.

"W-where are we again..?" Jimin asked, even though he knew the answer just to confirm his suspicion.

"Busan St. Camillus Hospital, Director Kim was the one who directly attended you, and will be the one to look after you during your check ups. He's ecstatic for his grandchild soon."

Jimin could only feel the chills run onto his body. Shit. His father might have broke the news to the Geochang Kims already and talked about immediate marriage. It doesn't help either that Director Kim is staying at the hospital right now, the news will reach faster.

No, no. He had to hold the engagement as long as possible, until the truth comes out.

"O-of course. Please relay my gratitude to Director Kim."

"Abeonim. Drop the Director Kim. You should start calling him by that, for sure he'll be happy to hear it coming from you." Taehyung corrected him, and Jimin could only force a chuckle.

Somehow he felt betrayed deep within. Even his own best friend willingly put him in a suffocating circumstance, being his fiancé, when he already knew beforehand that he isn't open for his romantic advances, yet he deepened the cut and even tied a union he didn't want.

But Jimin himself was a liar, and he cannot object to this, not if it holds his father's peace.

"First thing of his rounds with me I'll call him abeonim."

The giggles were all around the room and poor Jungkook can hear it clearly from the outside. After being shooed away by the security he did sneak back in just to see his Jimin's situation. Perhaps he shouldn't have. Not if he can hear those pretentious words in the room.

Today is too much for him too, knowing that Jimin is carrying his child now he's the reason why he was here. If only he could have waited for the right time and did not rattle Jimin's mind that he subjected to panicking that endangered him and their child, he may be in peace and composing himself, he could have convinced Jimin well to wait and settle things out.

Fuck, and it does sting so much hearing an arrangement for Jimin. Fiancé. Such a beautiful word, but only if its for them. Not when Jimin was engaged in an unsolicited manner. That exploiting little blue shit.

Jungkook could only sigh and lean on the wall outside of the hospital room.

He had to make things right with haste before Jimin and his child slips off his grasp. He needed to set things straight for his family.

Upon his pondering, Jin got out of the room, spotting Jungkook just leaning on the wall directly in front of Jimin's room.

"..you're here." Seokjin trailed.

"How's Jimin? Is he fine now?" He knows that he is thick faced enough to ask that question that could raise suspicion from Seokjin early on, but he has to know.

"He's fine now. Just some cardiovascular issues, his heart ceased beating earlier from stress. But he's fine." Jungkook sighed in relief upon hearing that Jimin was safe. He mentally noted to apologize to Jimin from the stress he caused.

There was a period of silence between them, long awkward pause, just stem staring at each other. Seokjin stared at him with a dubious look, and somehow Jungkook was staring back with a leery one too.

"Jungkook, can we talk? Outside?" The brunette felt his stomach churn.

"Can we not talk about it here?"

"If I dropped it here will you answer me with one word? Just yes or no and I'll let it go."

Jungkook bit his lip. The words alone felt like its supposed to be about it.

"Fine, let's talk outside."

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okay, so i omitted the original scenes made replacements

1. i omitted the part where jungkook pushed jimin on the wall, that was just really off character and very dramatic

2. background, very brief additional of jimin's history

3. borrowed the omegaverse biology for male pregnancy with small alterations. but of course just the biology, i didn't want this to be an omegaverse fic after all.

but anyways, i hope this change is better and fresh! the publishing was delayed bc of midterms but after the long due i hope this rewrite is better!