~ Chapter 44: Can’t Believe This Is Happening  ~

[ Jackie’s POV: ]

It’s been four days since I called Justin and we talked briefly before he hung up on me. I’ve been contemplating my plan about joining forces with Fredo so that I could earn Justin’s attention back. But in what world am I living in? Do I really think it’ll work? Or would they think I’m just plain persistent?

I was currently laying in bed, checking my phone as rain poured outside. As usual, I was home alone—something I’ve gotten used to over the years. I let out a small yawn before my phone notified me Justin had tweeted. My eyes widened and I clicked on the notification:

@justinbieber:

Florida, u guys were loud! Can’t wait to come back. much love

I sighed. Part of me still wished I was right there with him. But Florida is so far away from Cali. And he’ll be leaving that place soon anyway.

All of a sudden, I heard the doorbell ring from downstairs. I paused, slowly putting my phone down while wondering, who could that be?

I jumped out of bed and made my way downstairs, approaching the front door with curiosity digging into my scalp. I reached my hand to grab the doorknob and turned it, swinging the door open to find Tyler on the other side. His hair was wet from the rain and he held a closed umbrella that dripped water droplets onto the front porch. He smiled up at me, his hazel eyes captivating my attention. I gaped at the sight of him, considering I wasn’t expecting him to be here at this time.

“Hey,” he said softly, his voice overpowering the sound of the rain outside.

“Hi,” I breathed. “You’re soaked.”

“I know,” he chuckled.

“Well, come in,” I suggested, opening the door wider for him to pass through. He shook water off his umbrella and stepped over the threshold before I shut the door and turned around to look at him. “You didn’t have to surprise me by showing up through this weather, you know.”

“It was worth it,” he waved me off. “I had to see you. No rain was gonna stop me.”

“Y-You had to see me?” I stuttered. “What for? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong,” he shrugged. “I just had to see your face.”

I blinked at him, feeling my cheeks blush. He wrapped up his umbrella and put it by the door before crossing his arms.

“I’ve never really been inside your house properly,” he looked around. “I’ve been in the living room, but that’s about it.”

“I could… show you around, maybe?” I suggested. “It’s nothing big, but it’d be nice to give you the tour.”

“Oh, please do. I can’t wait to see what type of toilet you have!” he grinned. I narrowed my eyes at him and he burst out laughing. “Kidding!”

I let out a giggle before shaking my head and grabbing his arm. “Shut up and follow me, you dork,” I laughed. Tyler just smirked and followed as I led him around the house.

I showed him where the kitchen was, and the bathroom and the guest rooms, and I even showed him my parents’ bedroom.

“And last but not least… My room,” I announced, walking inside where I left my T.V on and my phone on top of my bed.

“Wow, this is… Pretty girly,” he bit his lip, clearly amused at the sight of my room. “Light colors on the walls, Justin Bieber posters everywhere, cute little desk with piles of papers on top, the closet’s probably full of girly clothes, and don’t even get me started on those curtains, girl.”

“Shut up,” I murmured, playfully smacking his arm.

“Would it make you feel better if I told you I listened to that idol of yours?” he winked, plopping himself down on my bed.

“Wha..?” I paused. “You listened to Justin Bieber?” He nodded. “What song was your favorite?”

“Umm, definitely that Confident song,” he said. “It was very well done. That beat was amazing. But there was one song I didn’t like.”

I pouted, sitting down beside him. “Which one?”

He looked at me, digging into his brain to remember the name. “The one called Ridin’ Dirty.”

My eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. “Tyler! He doesn’t have a song called Ridin’ Dirty!”

He smirked. “That’s the point.”

I glared at him as he stared back at me with that stupid smirk on his cute little face. We looked at each other for a while before bursting with laughter.

It was only when we had calmed down and stopped laughing that I noticed Tyler’s hand touching mine. I looked back at him as he stared at our hands intertwined, a small smile placed on his lips from the laughing we just did.

“Jackie..” he murmured.

I blinked twice, feeling myself blush. “Y-Yeah?”

“You’re beautiful,” he said softly, “I hope you know that.”

“I—…” I stopped mid-sentence as Tyler’s other hand cupped my cheek carefully. He leaned closer and closer to me until our lips touched and I instantly knew I was blushing harder than before.

The kiss started slow, but it began picking up more and more speed as we both began to get more greedy for one another’s lips. Tyler pinned me down against my bed and he towered over me, trailing kisses down my neck. Without me having any control over it, I let out a soft moan, which seemed to satisfy Tyler’s needs.

After a few minutes, he began to unbutton my jeans and successfully slid them all the way down until they were off, in which he proceeded to throw them across the room. Then he took his own shirt off before grabbing both my hands and placing them on his waist.

He leaned close to my ear and whispered, “Go on… Take them off for me.”

I had a queasy feeling in my stomach. I wasn’t sure if I wanted this. I wasn’t sure if I was ready.

“What’s wrong?” Tyler asked, his voice soft.

“I don’t… I’m not…” I stuttered, not being able to phrase what I wanted to say correctly. The sight of him shirtless on top of me was overwhelming.

“Jackie…” Tyler mumbled, “You’re a virgin, aren’t you?”

My face turned red. This is so embarrassing.

I gulped, readjusting myself on the bed. I couldn’t bring myself to speak, so I merely nodded.

Tyler smiled again before caressing the side of my face. “It’s alright,” he said, “I’m not going to hurt you. I promise.”

I bit my lip, feeling more and more anxious. I wanted to tell him I wasn’t sure if I wanted this. But I was too conflicted to do so.

“Here,” he whispered, unbuttoning his own pants. “Let me show you I can be gentle.”

I watched as he leaned down again, kissing parts of my body that I’ve never let a guy kiss before. He unhooked my bra and trailed his hands down to my waist. He slowly teased the tip of my panties before sliding them off. I grew more and more hesitant when I saw him take his boxers off and reveal himself to me.

“U-Umm…” my voice was quiet. “Tyler?”

He looked into my eyes, his own sparkling with joy. “I promised you I won’t hurt you,” he leaned closer, “I’m keeping that promise. I’ll make sure pleasure overcomes pain.”

“B-But—”

“Don’t be scared, okay?” he smiled lightly, “I’m right here.”

I gulped once more, nodding before preparing myself for what’s to come next. I felt so many emotions at once, it was hard to tell how I really felt. But as Tyler’s body became one with mine, all I could think of was, I can’t believe this is happening.

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Happy Easter everyone, hope you all have fun today!

And hmm, what are your opinions on what just happened? Jackie and Tyler sitting on a tree… Well, more like Jackie and Tyler laying on a bed ;)

Hehehe.

- Nina xx