Chapter 37: I will never ever let you go... pt. 2 (Final Chapter Book 1)
"Don't Let Me Down" by The Chainsmokers ft. Daya in Media Play.
*If you want to play this song while reading this chapter please do. I sang this song in my mind while thinking of this chapter and typing. I feel it goes perfect with what is going on in this scene especially in the last part of the story.*
Kane's P.O.V.
After Helena's parents go inside, I make a phone call to Ace making sure that he took care of Ryan.
"Hello?" hearing his voice answer on the other line.
"Did you take care of him?" there is silence on the other line.
"Yeah."
"Are you sure? He better be gone."
"He is gone alright. Did you fucking have to shoot him?" Ace asks pissed off as if Ryan did not try to rape Helena.
"Yes! He was about to rape Helena. He was not going to get away with it. No one who messes with her will. Do you understand?"
Silence. "Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say. He was a close friend of mine Kane..." I immediately cut him off.
"Who was about to FUCKING RAPE MY GIRLFRIEND!" I shout. Is he serious?
"You sure she did not want him to fuck her? I mean she was flirting with Jimmy all night. The way she was laughing with him and grinding her ass on him when they danced."
"Shut.the.fuck.up." I grit. He is lucky he is not next to me.
"What? You were not there. I was. You did not see."
Ignoring him I cut him off. "Was Ryan with you?"
"With me? Earlier on before Don and she got there. Why?" he asks curious.
"Did you see him staring at her or making comments about her?" wanting to know what he knew.
Silence then hesitation. "Nah."
"So, you did not see him drugging her water bottle? Or watching her at all."
"Why are you asking me all of these questions? Do you think I had something to do with your precious princess getting drugged and finally made into a woman?"
I clench my jaw. "Did I say you had something to do with it? I was asking if you saw him act strange or if you saw him do anything." Why is he getting defensive?
"Well, I did not. Anyways, I gotta go. See ya later." Before I can question him further, he ends the call. He is acting strange, and I do not like it.
Putting my cell away I sink into the chair I am sitting on and sigh. Why the hell is this happening? In the expand of two weeks Helena has been assaulted twice. It is like she has a fucking sign that says, 'come rape me'. The first time I stopped it I had been looking for her. After she had left Andre to look for her friend, I followed her. I could tell that she was not comfortable and that parties were not her scene. I knew what happened at college fraternity parties and it kinda pissed me off that she was by herself.
Watching her go up the stairs I noticed those two fraternity douche bags eyeing her. They looked like they were planning something, so I was going to stop it before it started until someone called me. Glancing over I saw that she was talking to them then walked away. The fuckers stayed behind so I turned around to see who was calling me.
After I finished talking to the person, I turned around to see that the two guys were gone not having any idea where she went. To be honest, I really did not know why I started looking for her. A part of me felt like she was in trouble, and I needed to save her. She is so naive and innocent looking. Beyond beautiful. I had never been attracted to a girl as much as I was with her that night.
Going upstairs I searched every room but did not see her until I went to the last one. It was locked when I turned the knob. Automatically I started nudging it with my shoulder with all my strength. As I was doing that, I could hear muffled screams coming from inside of the room. I knew she was in there and in trouble.
Finally pushing the door open my eyes land on those two bastards on top of her, trying to rape her. I saw red. "What the fuck do you think you are doing to her?" screaming at them. I wanted to kill them. They were assaulting the girl that I wanted to make mine, and they were going to pay for it.
Rushing them I punched the one that was standing in front of her first then knocked the other one off her. Grabbing him I started to yell and punch him until he was unconscious. Turning to the other one, I kicked him in the face then stomped on his stomach. Served them right for targeting her.
Glancing at her my eyes softened. She looked so beautiful and helpless. Her jeans were halfway down and once again I felt my anger rise. These two were going to pay later.
Hearing her groan, I rushed over to her. "Hey, hey. It's alright princess. You are safe now. No one will ever touch you like this again. I promise. If not, they are dead." I told her and I meant it.
Looking up at me through hooded eyelids I stared down at her and grinned "Are you, my savior?" she whispered in my arms, and I knew from that moment on that I was and always be her savior.
"So, are you finally going to tell me where you were earlier?" Donovan asks as he sits next to me. It has been a few hours since the encounter with Helena's parents and I am not leaving until I see my princess.
I say nothing. "Why can you not tell me?"
Glancing over to him I stare into his eyes. "She -- she called me." I then look away.
Silence. "When?"
"When I was getting ready to go get Helena. She called me."
Glancing back at him Donovan has a passive look on his face. "Hmm. So, you ran to her." nodding his head in understanding.
"Donovan."
"What? You ran to her because she called you? You had me go pick your girl up so you could go see her. I get it."
I search his face. "I tried to get out of it."
"Not hard enough obviously, because you were gone for two hours Kane. And in those two fucking hours that you and her, were getting cozy, reminiscing of the past, Helena -- the girl that you swear is only yours was being drugged and assaulted." he spits while glaring at me.
I clench my jaw. "That is not fair Don."
"You are right! It is not fucking fair, not to Helena. What did she say for you to go running to her like her fucking lap dog? Huh? Enlighten me."
"She -- she just told me she missed me and that she needed to see me."
"She needed to see you. Of course, she does because she loves you and she knew you would stop what you were doing to go see her. Always have." shaking his head.
"It is not my fault she called me Donovan." raising my voice.
"Except it is your fault you went. Good luck explaining that to Helena. The girl you dumped on me while you rushed over to -- her." getting up he starts to walk out of the waiting area then stops.
"I suggest you decide what the fuck you want Kane. Helena did not deserve what happened to her and she definitely does not deserve being kept in the dark about your life and your past. Admit you want to be with her and that you have feelings for her now before it is too late. After tonight, I have a feeling it will be. You know she is going to ask where you were. Did you forget you promised you will always be there to protect her, and you were not?"
"But I was, I stopped Ryan from raping her." countering back.
He stares at me. "You are fucking unbelievable you know that. Are you hearing yourself right now?" looking down chuckling lightly.
"You may have stopped it again Kane however, you were not there to prevent it. Promising her that you would be there that nothing would happen, yet it did. I know I fucked my part up except you fucked everything else up. She did not trust you before. What makes you think she will trust you after this huh? Just when you both were making progress."
"What do you want me to do? I had to."
"Yeah, yeah. You had to go to her. Again, I completely understand. Just do not expect me to give two fucks when Helena does not understand. She will hate you more for everything that happened tonight. You do not deserve her. Helena was better off with Ethan. At least he would not put her in danger. Do her a favor and just let her be Kane, let her go. You owe her that much." shaking his head in disappointment.
"You know I cannot do that."
"Can't? Or won't?" staring into my eyes in question. He knows why I cannot just let Helena go.
"I know why you feel like you need her by your side, but this 'whatever' you want to call it with her is not healthy. Not for you and most definitely not for her. She is not like the other girls you have screwed with in the past. Helena is different. God, if you were not so obsessed with her, I would go for her." glaring at him I clench my jaw and fists.
"Do not worry, I would never do that to you. I am not Ace." Donovan rolls his eyes.
"My point is Kane, if you want Helena to like you, stop treating her like shit and start treating her like the princess you call her. Your threats may have put her in fear before, but after tonight. That fear may be the one thing that will completely break her -- which you already have experienced that scene. Make it right before she does something so drastic that you will be regretting it for the rest of your life. I see how you look at her. I know how you want to be her everything, but she will not want to have anything to do with you if you do not change your ways. You know deep down I am right." Saying his peace, he turns around and walks out leaving me here to think about what he said.
A while later I am able to make it inside where Helena is until a nurse told me she had been moved up to a room. Apparently, her system will flush out the drug the bastard gave her, and she will be alright physically. I know mentally she will be a mess and I do not blame her. I had a big part in that. She is going to be spending the night for observation.
Reaching her room I open the door slowly, just in case she is sleeping. I was told that her parents had left to get some things for her and would be back later.
The room is dim. The curtain in front of her bed is completely closed around her bed so she cannot be seen once you walk in.
Taking a deep breath, I go around the curtain. There she is, sleeping peacefully. My beautiful princess. What I would not do to always have her by my side.
Walking up to her I reach down moving her hair away from her beautiful face, making her stir a bit. Caressing the side of her face because I love touching her soft skin.
"Mmm..." hearing her moan lowly she continues to stir. Her head moving to the side.
"Princess. I am sorry, I should have been there. I failed you, but I promise you, from this day on, you will be my main priority aside from my crew. I know I am a complete prick, especially to you and I have my reasons..." telling her while holding her hand in mine. If she were awake, I do not think I would be able to tell her this. I never apologize for the things I do. It has never been in my nature.
"...in time you will know. You will know everything about me and why I am the way I am." leaning down I kiss her lips gently.
Pulling back, she starts stirring more. "St-stop. Please -- don't." she whispers shaking her head back and forth a few times knowing she must be reliving what happened.
"Helena. Baby girl." calling out to her but she begins thrashing.
"PLEASE GET OFF ME!" screaming she shoots up glancing around panting, terrified.
"Helena, princess. It's alright, it's alright. It's me, shh, it's me -- Kane." wrapping my arms around her to hold her tightly to me as I rub her head and back.
Her breathing slows down while I talk to her. God if only I could take her fear and pain away.
"Shh, it's alright princess. I am right here."
"Ka-- Kane?" disoriented she asks above a whisper.
"Yes baby, it's me"
Pulling away she looks up into my eyes. Her big brown eyes are red and wet from the tears. Wiping them I kiss her forehead.
"Where, am I?"
"You are in the hospital."
"Hospital?" surprised she looks around the room then back at me. "What happened?"
Staring into her confused doe eyes sinks my stomach. How am I going to tell her that she was once again assaulted because some sick fucker drugged her water?
"What is the last thing you remember?" looking back and forth between her eyes.
Scrunching her eyebrows, she shakes her head. "I -- I was with Jimmy. He went to get me a water bottle which I drank. He took me out to a balcony to get fresh air but -- on the way there I started feeling dizzy and funny. He must have noticed because, because I remember him asking if I wanted to lay down. Except I wanted to go to the bathroom. Then -- nothing. I think I passed out." pursuing her lips she glances up at me confused.
"What, did something happen to me Kane? I -- I thought you were next to me since I heard a guy telling me things. It felt like a dream, a dream I could not wake up from. I tried to; I know I did. I -- I even remember calling your name. The voice was telling me how beautiful I am and what he wanted to do to me. How, how he wanted to enjoy me." hearing her say what that s.o.b. told her made me pissed. He is lucky I killed him.
She looks at me. "That was not you. Was it?"
Staring back at her my jaw clenches. "I felt someone on top of me. He was kissing me and -- and touching me in a wrong way." Helena lifts her hands up in front of her chest and starts to wring them nervously.
"My mind knew it was wrong. That, it was not you. I know how you are with me. He was not you. Was it?" pleading for an answer with her eyes I look down grabbing her hands in mine.
Sighing, I shake my head no. "It was not me princess, and it was not a dream."
Hearing her gasp, I look up at her. "Did? Did Jimmy do something to me?"
I shake my head no again. "He did not."
Her eyebrow raises in confusion. We stay quiet for a few minutes her, and I can tell she is trying to put things together in her mind. "Was I? Was I assaulted -- again?" whispering the last part seeing tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Yes. A guy named Ryan slipped a date rape pill in the water bottle that Jimmy gave you."
"Oh my God! Oh my God! Why? Not again..." snatching her hands from me covering her face with them.
"Princess." touching her hand she pushes it away.
"I did not want to go to that party. Not after what happened last time. You knew I was worried." she says now crying.
"Helena."
"You promised Kane! You promised that I would be safe because you would be with me! Where were you? You made me go except Donovan was the one who picked me up. Why?"
Pursing my lips, I stare at her. "I had business to take care off."
"What business? Donovan would not tell me."
"It is not important right now."
"Not important? It was if Donovan picked me up. You would not let me go somewhere like that if you were not around. Hell, you forbid me to go to the gym by myself. So why this party?"
Standing up I face away from her.
"Where were you Kane? Why can you not tell me?"
"Leave it alone Helena." warning her to drop it. This is not the time to explain my where abouts.
"I was raped! Tell me where you were!" screaming causes me to turn her way.
"You were not."
"What?" confusion hits her face.
"You were not raped. I got there before he --." Not being able to complete the sentence I cut myself off. Biting her lower lip her face turns away from me.
"What happened to him?" asking me in a low voice she turns back to me.
Sighing, I tell her the truth. "I took care of him. You do not have to worry about him anymore."
"However, I always have to worry about you. Do I not? You let me down Kane, I thought. I actually thought that I can trust you when you had said you will protect me. No matter how much I tell myself that I will always hate you, this week..."
"This week what?" tilting my head asking curiously.
She stares at me. "This week I thought that maybe I could give you a chance. That even though you were this complete cruel a-hole who blackmailed and threatened my loved ones to be with him, kidnapped me, killed in front of me and treats me like utter crap...you might have a human side that I might pull out. We were actually getting along."
"Helena."
Shutting her eyes, she whispers. "You called me a whore."
"What?" asking her confused.
Looking at me intently she repeats what she said. "I remember you calling me a whore. I looked at you and you called me a whore. Why?"
Thinking back from when I found her, I did call her a whore. My rage in seeing her half naked made me think that she was letting some random guy take her virginity. I thought she wanted to pay me back for not being there. But I was wrong. How could I think she would just give away her virginity to just anyone?
"I made a mistake. I did not know or realize..." she cuts me off with a retort.
"That I was being assaulted? Again?"
I nod my head yes. "Of course. I am sure you thought I would just willingly give myself to some random guy that was not you right? To spite you?"
In response I nod my head yes again. "I should not be surprised that you would think that of me Kane." exhaling deeply she looks down at her hands.
We stay in silence for what seems like hours. "Did you kill someone today? Is that why you had Donovan pick me up?" breaking the silence it would be what she thought I was doing.
"The only person I killed was the bastard that was assaulting you." gritting at the flash memory of Ryan on top of her trying to force himself on my girl.
She looks up at me locking her eyes with mine. "Thank you."
Surprised, both my eyebrows raise. This feels like deja vu all over again. "For being my savior once again."
"I will always be your savior princess. I will always be there to protect you from anyone and everything." walking up to her I cup the side of her tear-stained face.
She holds on to my hands. Her hands are ice cold which cool my hot ones. "You cannot promise me that Kane. I have been assaulted twice in two weeks,"
"And I was there to stop them."
"Yeah, but what if? What if it happens again and you -- you cannot always be around? You were not there tonight, Kane. Where were you?" pleading with her eyes. Why can she not just drop it?
I pull away. "You tell me when you have business. This time you did not even text me. Why?"
"Helena, stop." warning her again.
"Stop? Stop avoiding the question. Tell me. I needed you and you were not there. You promised me that I can count on you. For some reason I, I feel safe when you are around even when you treat me like your own personal slave. You have been nothing but honest with me since the first time we spoke. So why are you not being honest now?"
Glaring at her I feel my walls going up. "Can you not just be thankful that I was there both times to save you? Stop asking me where I was. I do not need to tell you and you do not need to know. So, drop it. Now."
Her eyes widen. "Get out."
"What?" not sure I heard her right.
"I said, get out." repeating what she said.
"No. I am not leaving."
"Get out Kane. I do not want you here. Leave."
I take a step closer to her. "I said I am not leaving. I will stay here until you are released."
She shakes her head no. "Where were you Kane? Ace told me..." snapping her head towards me she furrows her eyebrows.
"...he told me." trailing off once again.
"Ace told you what?" asking because I can only imagine what he told her when I was not around.
"He told me -- oh my God." gasping I see her eyes water. "Where you? Oh my God, were you with another girl?"
My eyes widen at her accusation. "You were. Weren't you? Ace, he said that he would not be surprised if you were screwing some girl before the party since I am not giving it up." lowering her voice she stares into my emotionless eyes.
Silence until she grits out her words. "Tell.Me." she demands louder. "TELL ME!"
"Helena it is not what you..." If I tell the truth, will she even understand?
"You -- oh my G-- you were. You did not pick me up because you were screwing some girl? I was assaulted because you were not there to protect me like you promised!" her voice shrieks.
I take another step forward. "Stop assuming things."
"Stop assuming? Were you with another girl?" asking again, but I do not answer.
"Your silence says it all. Why would you want me to go to a party without you then? You knew what kind of people would be there."
"I did not know someone would try to assault you again, Helena. I am not a fucking fortune teller." I spit feeling my temper rise.
"No, except every other day you would make sure that no guy was talking or looking at me. In school you have Donovan and the other lap dogs watching me. Yet tonight?"
"Donovan was supposed to be with you at all times. That is what I told him. He had specific orders." raising my voice knowing that I gave my brother one thing to do yet he fucked it up.
"Specific orders? It is not his job to babysit me Kane. You wanted me to go to this party, but you, you were having your own party with some girl."
"Drop it, Helena. I am warning you."
"Warning me? You dare warm me when you are standing there being a hypocrite? 'Don't talk to other guys Helena', 'Don't wear short tight clothes Helena', 'If you defy me, I will punish you princess' 'If any guy touches you, I will kill them'..." mimicking me. "You try to control everything in my life Kane. However, you can go and do whatever the hell you want?"
"You do not know anything, princess." gritting because she does not.
"I hate you Kane! Get out! GET THE HELL OUT!" she screams at the top of her lungs.
"No. I am not going to. You are mine and I always take care of what is mine."
She stares back at me with sad eyes. "Yet, you could not take care of what was yours tonight."
I sigh in frustration. What the fuck does she want from me? I have stopped those bastards from raping her.
"Princess, you need your rest, you are tired. Lay back down and I will be here when you wake up." now next to her I lean down and kiss her forehead.
"You are right Kane. I am tired." glancing up at me. "I am tired of you treating me like I am nothing, like my feelings do not matter to you. I am tired of you controlling who I talk to, where I go and what I do. I am tired of you taking advantage of my fear for you and I am so very tired of you setting rules and boundaries for me when you do not follow them either."
"I do not belong in your world Kane. Because in your world I am nothing, worthless. You do not care or respect me, and I know for a fact you will never ever love me the way I want to be loved. I do not think you are even capable of truly loving someone." pausing she exhales. "I cannot take the feeling that I am feeling right now Kane. I feel empty, hollow. I do not even know who I am anymore."
"You say you are not a fortune teller, but I can make a prediction Kane. I predict that I will die a slow death in your hands. I already am."
"Helena. Stop." she needs to stop talking about dying. Just like in the dream I had.
"Are you happy?" she asks glancing up at me.
"Happy?" I ask confused.
"Are you happy now that you got what you have been wanting?"
"I have you if that is what you mean."
She shakes her head no. "Are you happy now that you have broken me? Just like you have planned all along?"
Staring down at her I contemplate her question. "I have not broken you yet."
"Were you with another girl?" asking again ignoring my comment.
"Would you shut up if I told you?" spitting back. My anger raising from the constant question.
She stays quiet waiting for my answer. "I was alright. I was with another female. ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW? I did not pick you up because I went over another female's house. Satisfied?" yelling back at her. Why could she not leave it alone?
"Now, lay down and get rest. You need it." reaching out to touch her she moves away.
"Do.Not.Touch.Me." ignoring her I reach out again.
Pushing my hand away she glares up at me. "I said do not touch me. I do not want you to ever touch me again."
My eyebrows raise. Is she serious right now? "I can touch you. You are mine."
"I am not. I will never be yours Kane. I want you to leave. I want you to leave me the hell alone. Get out."
I continue to stare at her. "You are mine Helena, and it will be a fucking cold day in hell before I will ever leave you alone." grabbing both of her hands I push her down against the mattress as she tries to wriggle away. "You belong to me, and I could not care less what you say, I.OWN.YOU." smashing my lips on hers she tries keeping them closed.
"Get off my daughter!" feeling my shirt being pulled from behind I stop kissing her then smirk down at her.
"Helena!" it is her mom, Maria. I turn around slowly to face her then get up. "Are you alright?" she goes around me to check on Helena.
"Yes." she whispers rubbing her wrists.
Her mom turns around and glares at me. I must give it to her, she looks like she has fight in her.
"I told you to stay the hell away from my daughter. If you care for her then please, let her go and move on." pleading like it will help.
Now it is my turn to glare at her. "I told you that I will not do that. Helena is mine. She belongs to me. You, your husband or anyone else will never keep me away from her. Over my dead body."
"Or over mine." hearing Helena say from behind her mom.
"I rather kill myself than be yours Kane. I swear I will do it." her eyes hold conviction and just like in my nightmare I picture her jumping off a bridge.
"You will not. You cannot."
"I would and I can if you do not leave me alone. You told me that you would protect me from everything, even if it is from you. So please. Why can you not just leave me alone. Can you not see what you are doing to me? That you will only bring me more pain than happiness? Please. I am begging you Kane. If you care for me even a smidget, let me go. Find someone who can handle being with you. Because if you continue to push me, I will kill myself, that is a promise." her tears continue to flow.
I stare at her for a few seconds. I want to walk up to her and hold her shaking body against mine. I want to tell her what I was actually doing at her house. I want to make all her fears and pain go away because I care for her. I think I might even be falling for her. That she is the only girl that I want or ever want by my side. That she in these two weeks has in some ways changed me and that if she would just hold on -- I would change. She does not know that if she asks -- even though she called me her savior -- she can be mine. I will do anything for her except let her go.
Without a word I walk towards the door and stop. "Hate me all you want, but if it were not for me, you would have been raped, twice. I saved you Helena. If you think the threat to kill yourself will stop me from having you, then you forget what the consequences will be if you ever try to harm yourself." glancing over to her mom her eyes widen in realization.
"I will not let you go. I will not stop until you are fully and completely mine and I will never ever stop wanting you. I may be a cold heartless prick, but I am the prick that will always protect you from harm and I am the same prick that can cause it. If you run, I will find you. I will get rid of anyone who stands in my way from having you --anyone. Think about it, princess. It will be all up to you. Now, just to show that I respect you, I will give you a break so you can heal. You know where to reach me when you have made your decision and remember baby girl. I am not a very patient man." winking at her with a smirk.
"You are psychotic, just like your father." her mom says in tears.
"Like father like son. Except I do not get caught like he did, and I have more people under me than he ever had. You will never know who I have under my thumb." my smirk widens.
"I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU KANE! DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I HATE YOU." Helena screams throwing a bed pan at me luckily dodging it. "GET OUT! GET OUT! GO TO THE WHORE THAT YOU WENT TO SEE! MAKE HER LIFE MISERABLE!"
"I think I just might." biting my bottom lip. "Mrs. Rodriguez make sure my princess takes care of herself." winking over at Helena I turn around leaving her a screaming and sobbing mess.
I know I was acting like a total heartless dick to her. I had to. If I show one ounce of weakness towards her then she may use it against me by leaving me and I cannot lose her. Not when I just found her. In time she will know why I am the way I am and where I was tonight. I feel like shit for breaking my promise, and in time I will make it up to her. I meant everything I told her, especially the part that I will give her a break. I know she needs it. I will be a complete s.o.b. if I do not giver that time. Once again, she was traumatized by her assault, which she needs to heal from.
There is so much I want to tell her. I need to stay strong, because Kane Cruz has never showed weakness. Even when the only girl that has ever captured his heart pleads with those big brown eyes that can bring him down to his knees. Having to shut all his emotions away to protect her and him.
Pulling out my phone I dial the number I know by hard. Letting it ring a few times before it is answered since it is very late. "Hello?"
"It's me." not like they do not know who it is.
"Is everything alright? What time is it?"
"Late. Can I go over?" I ask.
"Sure. Twice in one night? I am honored."
"I need to ask you something." sighing I run may hand over my tired face.
"Okay, what is it?"
"I need you to tell me everything you know about Victor and Maria Rodriguez. They told me that they know dad and you. I need your help mom..."
A/N: 05/26/2016 Over 5500 words in this Chapter...
Hello my wonderful and amazing readers. Well, here it is...the last Chapter of this book. After thinking about it, I decided to break this story into two parts then do a sequel...to think that Helena and Kane have known one another for two weeks only...wow!
Anyways, I hope some of your questions were answered...and if they weren't, then don't fret...they will be in the next book. Hope you still liked the chapter.
So, sad to say that this book is COMPLETE...and I will be taking a break from writing...though I may update my other ones if I can. We'll see how I feel about writing. Have a lot coming up in the next few weeks, including summer break for my kids and vacation time with my whole family which I am so looking forward too...I haven't met three of my nieces yet because my brother has been overseas for the past 10+ years in the Military. Can't wait!
Again my dear loves...I didn't think this story would be liked or well received since I tend to write differently from other author's and try to stay away from the cliche of it all. Thank you, thank you a million times thank you for all of your support for this book, my other books and for me. I didn't tell you about my past to get pity, I wanted people to know that you can overcome big and small obstacles that life throws at us. God will never give you more than you can handle so don't let the Enemy tell you other wise.
"...for when I am weak, then I am strong." 2nd Corinthians 12: 7-10 This is my new favorite verse.
Take pride in yourself because you are so worth it. Don't let a guy control you and if you feel like you are in a situation that he wants too, then leave or seek help. Too many young girls and women are hurt and killed because of the male's insecurities. It isn't your fault...don't let them convince you that it is. Be safe and cautious...don't get intoxicated and don't take any drinks from anyone unless you truly trust them...you never know.
I don't know when I will start the second book. I'm trying to figure out how I want the book to go though I pretty much know what I will be writing...but, just a FYI...Kane will be worst and will be more obsessed with Helena...so stay tuned...
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