Hello guys! How are you all doing? Hope you had a great Memorial weekend for those who live in the States and a great weekend for those who don't. 

Unfortunately my Friday morning was horrible because of a Doctor that was so unnecessarily rude that I ended up walking out with tears in my eyes cause I was so mad...he was so unprofessional that we filed a complaint on him...it was our first visit also...

Anyways, I still had a very fun and relaxing weekend...cook out with family and friends, church, movies and of course I'm sick...I seriously hate allergies and having asthma...itchy eyes, stuffy nose and a cough...ugh.

So, I wanted to get on here and thank you guys once again for your comments and messages. They keep coming and I am truly honored by your liking of this book.

I also want to answer a few of your questions...so here they go.

Q1: Did Kane and his Mom have Sex?

A1: ARE YOU GUYS FREAKING SERIOUS??!! Why in a million years would you guys ask or even THINK that he would!? Eww...JUST EWW!

I'm sorry, but this question just boggles my mind. I don't do incest and if you guys haven't noticed in the way I write, I like to deceive my readers. So sometimes it looks like one thing is happening, actually another thing is...just like I like writing cliffhangers...so NO, NO, NO...Kane DID NOT have sex with his mom...I shudder every time someone asked or commented that...

Q2: Is there a Sequel?

A2: Obviously...if you read my A/N I stated a few times that there will be. I actually decided a few weeks ago in ending this part and writing a second part then a Sequel. I didn't want this book to have over 50 Chapters...it has only been two weeks since Helena and Kane have known each other so after her second assault I decided to end it. 

Q3: Where can I find the Second Book?

A3: In my brain...I haven't started it and don't know when I will.

Q4: What actually happened when Kane was in the female's/mom's house and why didn't he tell Donovan and Helena the truth?

A4: Okay, Kane didn't tell Donovan because they have a complicated relationship with her, especially Donovan. Things will be revealed in the second book.

He didn't tell Helena because he didn't want to reveal that side of him to her. Though he's been telling her that she will eventually know everything about him, he still finds it hard to open up. He's a man so...

Q5: What is Helena's parent's back story and how do they know Kane's parents?

A5: In Chapter 32 Helena's mom revealed that her husband, Helena's dad used to abuse her when they dated as teenagers. I was going to go more into detail about his past and decided not too. In the second book you'll learn more, let's just say that Victor Rodriguez isn't someone who you want to mess with though he has changed for the better. Kane will have to watch himself.

Q6: When will the Second Book come out and PLEASE hurry and post it...

A6: I yet to decide when I will post it cause I haven't decided when I will write it. Even though I already know what I will be writing, I still haven't decided how the first Chapter will start. I keep changing it in my mind. It's annoying how many times I change it...

Since I decided to take a break from writing that means that I will take a break from writing this story. I appreciate the fact that you guys like it and can't wait to read the next book, but please understand that I have a personal life. I need to sort out a lot of things and my brain needs a break from this story.

I do miss writing Helena and Kane's story and I am trying to also update and edit my other stories so please be patient...if possible. I don't mind you guys messaging me or commenting to 'PLEASE UPDATE', but when I get the "Sort your life out so you can Update" then that just gets insensitive and it won't hurry me up to write it.

So again, I will start writing it when I feel like it's time to begin, you never know...it could be sooner than expected or even later on the year. It all depends on what's happening in my personal life.

Now, I will have to say that if you guys hated Kane in this book, you might up a notch on the hate in the second one. Since Helena stood up for herself and doesn't, or really never did want Kane he will do everything possible to have her. 

He may be more aggressive and physical and his obsession for her will increase, so will his jealousy. I already had a comment on the 'Spanking' chapter on how I shouldn't have posted that picture because of the young girls that read this story and how it's not 'Morally' and 'Ethically' good of me to.

I feel that I Warn my readers ahead of time about the content of the story and Media Pictures and that I don't romanticize Abuse or Sexual abuse. I do write from personal experience and want others to know how wrong it is and that you can overcome anything.

I also get the comments of how Helena is weak...but is she really? Yes she gave into Kane's demands because she witnessed first hand how psychotic he is, but I feel that throughout the book she began to find her voice which many females don't.

Every situation is different so no one can compare it to those who beat up their abuser and walked away. Unless you are in that situation it's sad to read 'I hate weak people'. I was 15 yrs old when this happened and at that age no matter how 'tough' and 'sassy' you are, when you have someone constantly calling you names and threatening to kill you and sexually abuses you to the point that you want to kill yourself cause you are worthless, yes you tend to be 'weak' and give up until you finally find your voice and strength...

So please, it's easier said than done unless you are in that situation and this is a story...let's not compare let's just be supportive. I want you young ladies to be strong and accomplish everything you want in life...that is my Prayer for my daughter and for all of you.

Anyways...that is all I have to say for now my loves. Again, thank you for the Support, 370K views and counting...

Have a great rest of the week and summer...until I write again...Bye Bye!