I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU Part 1



"kyun ki me thumari aur shyam ki baren me janthan hun.................".

After saying, he pushed khushi and went from there throwing an angry glare on her. When he was about to enter Gupta House, he was stopped by Garima's voice.

Garima:- My happiness has no boundary jiji by seeing Khushi and Arnav's life...

Buaji:- It's true Garima. I am really scared about sankadevi's life. I don't want to think about it, what would have happened if we married her to Shyam?

(Arnav had a mixed feeling. What is this buaji talking about? Is something wrong?)

Garima:- why are you thinking about that crap jiji.

Buaji:- No Garima. I am the one who insisted her to marry shyam. He hid his true identity as though he is unmarried and acted like no one existed like him. (Arnav frozed at the same place)But my Nandhakishore saved me from that blame, that's why he made her attend the Sathyanarayana pooja which was held in RM that day. (Arnav remembers khushi crying on his shoulder) throwing her engagement ring on his face, slapped him and relieved herself. Suppressing all her pain she hides everything only because she doesn't want to see Anjali broken. (pauses Crying...) she lost her parents at her childhood and her broken engagement, I was scared how her life would be? Now my Nandhakishore and her DM gave her life in protective arms...

They continued their talkin' but Arnav is not there to hear anymore It's beyond the world what he heard about khushi. "HIS KHUSHI".

When he was about to climb the stairs, something caught his attention which took his breath away. She was standing in the same place, where he saw khushi trying for suicide the first time in "HER WAY".

This time she didn't wait. Yes he was late. She jumped from the terrace in front of his eyes.

She is not a coward girl to commit suicide. She is a fighter. she won't give up easily. But this is something beyond the limits. How could he think another man in her life? She knows that there should be a reason. Serious reason. But this? Her brain stuck. Her view got blurred. She lost her mind totally. Result is here.

Arnav ran like a mad towards khushi. Khushi lying in the floor lifeless made him go numb. He gathered her in his arms and ran to his car as if everything had gone blur in his sight except his car.

Is this called "death-blow"? Seeing our loved one in pool of blood? Thought of losing them forever? No he can't let it happen. Now he has only one GOAL. He must save her. No matter what?

First time in his life ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA forgot to put his SEATBELT. Ignoring all the damn signals he reached the hospital picking khushi in his arms screaming for doctors. He didn't say anything. He doesn't want to... they took her to the OT leaving behind broken Arnav.

His heart stopped beating when he saw the same scene in front of his eyes. He also experienced the same, when he was 14 years old. When his mother shot herself to get rid from betray.

Now his khushi.....

At that time he was a small boy, doing nothing but cried. But now , he won't let it happen again. He can turn the whole world upside down. He can do anything to save his khushi. HIS LIFE.

Doctors and nurse running in and out made him more nervous.

ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA sitting like never before. His mind was surrounded by storm. He doesn't know what's happening. He is a criminal. He made an innocent girl to commit suicide. His heart accused him. Usually his "mind" used to support all his actions, this time it also joined hands with his "heart" in accusing, for committing such an offence.

"Suicide". The decision made by those, who don't want to live in this world. That too, with a heartless man like him. The mere thought stabbed his heart. At the same time he was very much happy that khushi is never with shyam as he thought. Yes first time in his life ASR was happy for being WRONG. He always wants to be wrong in this matter. Unexpectedly expected.

If it is wrong then whatever he saw in her eyes was true. Her love for him is true. Undoubtedly he felt it in payash's marriage rituals.

ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA who writes his own destiny destroyed everything by his own hands. Not only his... even he destroyed whom he loved more than his own life. No he can't let it happen. He won't.... but, for that, she should be alive.

That when his sight got hold of DeviMaiya's idol which is placed in Hospital vicinity. First time he scared to see that idol as if "a mother glaring at him for beating her child". That's the time when he remembers khushi's word. "One day you will understand that whatever you think of writing your destiny is written only by DM by holding your hands. when you realize, that time I won't be with you".

Making himself courage he went to the idol, "u know I never believe in u. But she does. If she believes something then it must be true.( Pause. A tear flowing like falls.) She always says "I know only DEAL not DIL". So I'm here. I want a deal with U". (Losing khushi had made him everything opposite what really ASR was.) "if you give her back to me, I will make her happy what you can't even think". (He doesn't know that there is nothing which God won't know.)

He made a DEAL with DM? ASR the man of WORD.

Isn't the deal like child asking his mother that she should offer chocolate when he finishes food, as if the child is having its food only for its mother's health, forgetting the truth that FOOD is its NESSECITY. Like our ASR is asking khushi's life.

After making DEAL with DM he felt something different that DM is smiling on him who sometimes before looked with anger on him.

Meanwhile.....

Guptas and Raizadas reached the Hospital as some boys who played there informed Guptas that khushi slipped from the terrace when she tried to pluck "tamarind" from the tree... every boy or girl of Laxminagar know khushi as they see her.... She is always like that, dancing, running, hopping, climbing.... And the Gupats called payal and informed her everything which happened few minutes ago....

Whole family was in the hospital crying and praying for their lovely girl. They can't see Arnav in this vulnerable state that too before DM's idol?

One and a half hour later doctors came out of OT with joy filled faces.

Doctor: Mrs.Raizada is out of danger. She will be conscious within few hours.

Anjali hugged Arnav with happy tears.

Naniji: Doctor Sir you have no idea what u have given to our family.

Arnav: thank you doctor.

Doc: No Mr. Raizada, if you want to say thanks then say it to GOD. Because though falling from the terrace she didn't get any major hurt. She will be alright. Only she need rest nothing else.

Arnav turned his face to look at his deal partner as if not forgetting his DEAL with DM throwing his laps tic smile.

Akash insisted Arnav to change his dress which was covered by khushi's blood. But Arnav was not ready to step out of Hospital. He called HP and asked to bring his dress and got changed it in the hospital room, which was allocated to khushi to stay in upcoming days for her treatment.

Khushi shifted to the special ward which was exactly in ASR standard. Everyone from Raizadas and Guptas were in the room. They want to see khushi gaining her conscious. Nurse in late 40s came to check khushi, saw them and smiled.

Nurse: Is everyone is curious to know whose name she would take while gaining conscious?

No one have any idea what she is asking about. Seeing their confused expression she said...

Nures: I had seen a lot of patients gaining consciousness taking the name whom they loved the most, stored deep inside her subconscious mind.

Everyone was curious at that time, except one. It was none other than Arnav. He knows, she will take her lost parents name which is running in her body like blood.

Payal: she is moving.

Everyone's concentration turned to khushi. Yes she is moving slightly. she is trying to parted her lips to say something. In very low tone...

Khushi: Arnavji....

Arnav rooted in the same place looking at khushi's face. Everyone in the room was happy to hear this.

Naniji : I know that.

Anjali: I too.

Buaji: aur kon ho saktha hai?(who else can be?)

Arnav seeing them like Awe. Everyone except him knows that khushi is deeply in love with him. How can he be this fool? Didn't he see it in her eyes at least once? He was in that state of mind. What can he do?

After uttering ARNAVJI she again got unconscious. Nurse asked them to let her rest. she needed immensely. With the help of medicine she slept peacefully. Arnav asked everyone to leave. They obeyed him as there was no need of their help right now.

Arnav didn't get any sleep whole night. How can he? He is the reason for khushi's present state. Not only this, he is the only one who always made her cry without missing any single chance. That too for the mistake she never did.

But he did this for his DI. Really? Only for DI? It's a pure lie. He can't hold himself to snatch her for himself, from the evil. He can't let her be with someone. She is HIS. Only HIS.

Can't she fight with him like always? When she had no fault? Let her wake up, he wanted to ask her the same. Can't she make him understand? Yes he did mistake. blunder mistake. So what? for that would anyone commit suicide? Isn't that insane?

The sound of opening door distracted his attention from her angelic face. Even a bandage on her forehead can't lower her beauty.

Everyone are here?. Again?. what the...

His bad luck khushi opened her eyes simultaneously without any pain. Thanks to pain killer.

Everyone overwhelmed. Her gaze rooted at Arnav's face and received the same in return. Everyone started pouring their love and tears at the same time.

Khushi didn't see Arnav's face after that, it irked him. Is she angry on him? Obviously yes. She must be. But he doesn't know the truth....

Flashback...

Yesterday after uttering Arnav's name, she was not totally unconscious. But her mind was good enough to think, exactly what's going on in her life. She know there must be a reason for Arnav's hatred towards her and contract marriage. She was angry on him. Yes she was... after knowing the truths how can she? She know that, what Anjali mean to him. And she knows the vow, that every year Arnav giving to Anjali. "I will never let anything bad happen to you. In that process I'll even sacrifice my own life to save your happiness". Yes... Arnav singh Raizada the man of word did what he wanted to...

To save Anjali's life. She too hides the truth to do the same. Which lead her to this stage. She should have been revealed the truth at least with Arnavji. It made her guilty. That's why she avoided looking at him.

Buaji's stance made her listen..

Buaji: Arrey sankadevi, for plucking tamarind would anyone climb the terrace wall or what?

At First, It made her little confused and she understood the clear picture. She saw Arnav trying to say something. Before he said something she said..

Khushi(in low voice): Han Buaji after going to RM how can I get it then?

Arnav knew. She is always like that. She buries everything in her heart. He is the one who missed to notice before. He wants to apologies. He wants to talk to her open heartedly. He wants to say that "he came to know everything". But he didn't get any chance. As no one left them alone that made him irritated. And he should agree. It's not easy to face her after what he did to her. But he has to. She is his wife. He can't lose her at any state. But he doesn't want to hurry. He should think before every step to approach her. He can't let anything wrong happen.

Shyam. He too believed what boys said. He is alert and confused by Arnav's reaction towards khushi. According to him "it's only for family's sake." Just like khushi.

All the time khushi was in deep thought. Her mind is always planning something. Arnav can see clarity in her face. He got tensed. What was that? Is she planning for something which he doesn't want?

Yes. She is no more that old khushi. She agrees ... she did big mistake by hiding the truth, but only because of Anjali. She can't sit like this. She has to do something to make everything right. She is ready to face, Whatever the consequence would be. She should show that shyam a real place.

It's not that easy to do what she wants to. She signaled Hp to wait. And she asked something without anyone's knowledge. He readily agreed and left. At afternoon she got a chance. Especially Arnav wanted to attend one of the most important conferences to bag a deal. He should leave his khushi for some time. He left. And her luck there is no one in Hospital except Buaji.

As per her instruction HP came with requirements. She asked Buaji

Khushi: Buaji I want to eat jalebi. Please go home and prepare something for me.(she pleads.) Buaji can't deny her sankadevi. Because after this accident she didn't eat anything she liked. She asked HP to be with her till she returns with jalebies. Hp happily agreed.

After Buaji left Hp handed over everything to khushi what she asked him to bring. She started writing without wasting time by making two more copies using carbon papers. Hp has no clue but didn't ask anything. After completed writing she put all the three copies in three covers and pasted it well. She handed over all the covers to Hp after writing address on it. Hp got surprised seeing his address on the covers. Why she wanted to post it when he was in front of her? He can't hold himself asking her.

HP: Babhi is this for me...cutting him

Khushi: No Hpji this is not for you, for me.(her answer confused him more.) You just post it. Keep all the bills safely. Please receive it when it reaches your address. And give it back to me when I come back home. No one should know this, Even Arnavji. Please keep it as secret. Can you do this for me?

Being a loyal employee of Raizadas, at first HP little hesitant hearing that No one should know INCLUDIND ARNAV. But seeing her innocent pleading face he thought that she will never do anything bad to anyone. If she does something then it should be for Raidaza's good.

Hp: Bhabhi you don't need to request. Order me whatever you want me to do.

Khushi: thank you Harprakashji.

She was relived. Finally she started her journey as per planned.

To be continued....

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