The more I try, the more I fail,

Everything I touch turns stale,

I try my best, but it's not enough,

I always act brave and try to act tough,

But I'm slowly losing hope,

No one can forgive my sins, not even the Pope,

I've done some truly horrible stuff,

I pretend to smile, no one calls my bluff,

I pretend I'm okay when I'm really not,

Now I'm too scared, don't want to take the shot,

I feel like I'm drowning,

I never smile, I'm always frowning,

I don't feel emotions, it's an endless void,

I know I have a problem, I try to avoid,

Why can't I feel like others do?

I've always been different, I always knew,

I try to feel something, I really try,

But no matter what I do I can't even cry,

I feel like I'm just a hollow shell of what I used to be,

I always hold an emotionless expression as you can see,

I feel like I am falling and I can't be caught,

The things I feel is something that can't be bought,

No matter how hard I try, I can't help but feel empty inside,

Like the old me is gone, gone forever. Died.

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Song - Let you down by NF

- Laura 

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