I'm sorry brother..

×muahahaha- oh- HAI! idk why,  I'm so excited for this chapter- Probably because it's one of the chapters that Roman goes off on someone- and I just love that- I gave you a sPoiLer- TW: Yelling, Cursing, Fighting- and some abuse. Kay. Enjoy!~×

When remus got home, he hit Roman a few times then locked him in his room, for weeks now, Roman was forced to stay in his room, but today, When remus entered his room, he saw something he didn't want to see.

Roman's Pov:

He couldn't do this anymore...things had to change...why was it always him! What did he do to deserve this...Roman had a knife in his hands, He had been staring at it for a while... he had a few cuts on his arms, Then suddenly he heard it... Remus was coming up the stairs, Roman didn't bother putting his knife away, He just made more cuts, when Remus opened the door he gasped "Roman!?" Roman jumped and the knife fell to the ground with a loud clanging sound, "...Roman what the fuck are you doing" Roman said nothing, Just stared at the knife on the ground "Look at me!" Remus got closer to Roman when he didn't answer, with Roman being as short as he is, Remus looked down at him and forced Roman to look at him "What the hell is this roman.." Roman just closed his eyes, So Remus, being the abusive prick he is, Slapped roman, Making him open his eyes "Answer ME!!" Roman shook his head and Pushed Remus away Harshly, he had enough. Remus stumbled backwards and Roman just looked down, balling his fists at his side "what...did I do....to deserve this" He says, to quietly for anyone to hear "Excuse me?" Remus says. Roman looks up, tears filling his eyes "I said what did I Do to deserve this!! What did I do. Because it seems like, I try and do everything for you- I try to be a good Brother to you!! And yet I'm in the wrong, Me! I'm not the one who hits and beats you everyday! It locks you in your room! Or doesn't feed you- I'm not the one who's just a HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING!!" Roman was crying now, shaking violently. "What did I DO!!? Remus!! What. Did I do. I try and try, but it's just never ENOUGH for you! Its NEVER- N E V E R been enough for you!! I've always been a nuisance to you! It's not my fault that we were born the same time!! It's not my FAULT that I was BORN at the same time as you!! YOU THINK I EVER WANTED TO BE ALIVE?!? LET ALONE BE STUCK IN A WORLD WITH PEOPLE SO CLOSE MINDED THEY TAKE EVERYTHING OUT ON WEAKER PEOPLE!!!" Roman was shaking even more, the blood from his cuts Poured out of his veins, he was hyperventilating "do you...actually think I want to be here...Remus?.....Do you? Because I can assure you, I dont, I never wanted to- I wish I could have just jabbed that knife into my chest and it would all be over...The only reason I didn't, was because I'm Fucking scared. I'm scared Remus! And do you care? No, because your too caught up in your little imagination to realize how much I want to die! Or how much I hate Myself! I feel...like I dont even know you anymore......Its as if you were never my baby brother in the first place"  that hurt Remus, remus had tears in his eyes...He didn't realize.... "I....roman....I'm....Im so sorry" Roman's head shot up, he had been looking down, He looked confused "..what?" Remus ran over to him, and engulfed him in a hug, "Im so...so Fucking sorry roman.." Roman flinched, but hugged back "I'm sorry...So...So sorry...I didn't realize- I just....I'm sorry" roman nodded, still shaking, remus held his brother tightly, he was now crying as well....then they heard a slow clapping then a sickly sweet voice say "Well well well, How sweet"

×MUAHAHAHA- okay- Yeah...so....Yeah- Anyways- That's that- hope you enjoyed- bai my dears!×

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