hey sorry i haven't been active

i've just been punished for a lot of things

which i didn't do

and i've had to go through two weeks of people telling me i'm worthless and i deserve what i've gotten. 

i really want to cut but i know mil is so worried already i just can't do that to her...

also on a completely unrelated note (that's a lie) 

black eyes are fun.

so...yeah

i hope you all are doing well

i'll be more active tomorrow...i promise