//Y/n's pov//

It was dark and sound rainy. I couldn't see anything and it felt like I was laying in a bed. I let my eyes adjust to the darkness. I looked to my side out of nowhere.

I wasn't planning too...

I spotted a lamp and out of nowhere I got up and tuned it on. Light filled the room, only to revile a small yet familiar room. Then I realized something.

I'm in my old house...

I tried to move but I couldn't. I had no control over my body. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. I then I suddenly felt a vibration in my back pocket. I suddenly pulled out my old cell phone. I got I text message from someone named pineapple head. Oh wait, that's Tom!

Pineapples head
//where on our way//  

Is all it said. Then replied with.

Y/n
//sweet! Can't wait//

I then put the phone back in my pocket. I still had no control though. I grabbed my backpack and start rummaging through the coset. I then realized what I'm doing. This is when I ran away. I was going threw my coset for clothes I needed. My backpack was now haft packed. Then I went to my desk looking threw the droughts. I found a few things and I went to the last drought and found a framed picture of you and the boys. The glass was cracked but despite that you all looked happy. You took this picture when you all were 15. Back then, Tom use to have braces and smiled a lot too. Edd always have his hair over his eyes and still somehow see. Matt was actually a lot smarter and wear his glass all the time too. Tord world alway dye his hair a darker cooler and always wear a black cot. And me, I was a very emo looking girl. I always had my hair on one side of my face. It was always so messy but in a good way at the same time, very bad. My dad cut my hair because he was sick of seeing my hair in such a way. Leaving me with the hair I have now. I then felt something wet going down my face as I picked up the picture of all of us. My desk had a hand mirror on it and I picked it up to look threw. I was crying.

Why am I crying? I can't remember...

This is just a nightmare, you'll wake up soon.

I then felt my phone vibrate again. I got another text message from tom.

Pineapples head
//we're at the corner where are you??//

Y/n
//Still at the house heading there now//

I put my phone, along with the hand mirror and pictures in my backpack. I walked out of my room and tip-toed my way down stairs quietly.

I hate this part...

I want down stairs and thought. 'I should get something for the guys as a thank you' I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge and snacks the pack of cola and shoved it in my backpack, unaware of what my past self will experience after that. I then turned around to Come face to face with the monster I grow up with. "And where do you think your going?" He hissed.

"N-nowhere..." I lied and lowered my head.

"Why are you going out in the middle of the fucking night?" He questioned. I stayed quiet. "ANSWER ME!" He yelled. This made me jump with fear and yelled a bit. He looked even more angry by my scared reflects. "See, that! That's your problem!" He yelled again, referring to the scared jump I did. "How are you supposed to be a proper shoulder by the time you tune 18 huh? Your scared of every god damn thing." He continued. "Useless, how useless can you be? I've done everything to make you the shoulder you were meant to be and now look at you, your what people don't wanna see." I kept my head lowered until he says "look at me" he demanded. I didn't listen. "LOOK AT ME SHOULDER!!" I jumped and shot my head up and said.

"Y-yes sir?!" I said with fear in my eyes. The room became silent until a small vibrate shivered my back slightly but along with the vibration it came with a small nose. My dad noticed it and tried to take my backpack but I quickly thought 'tom..' Then I had another thought 'ahh! Fuck it!' I then kicked him were no guy would ever dare to kick another mans spot too. He hunched over and I quickly ran and straight of the front door.

"AHH! YOU LITTLE-" I slammed the door. For a shoulder he should have saw that coming. I started running to where I told the guys to met me but I never stopped running. It was hard to run with a backpack on, Especially when you have  stuff in it. I was now wet. It was cold and I still ran until I saw the car parked on the side walk. I was crying yet I still can't remember why. Tom must have saw me crying because he got out of the car and looked worried. I don't know how he noticed me crying. The rain was going down my face like tears. Tom opened his arms for me to run into them and I did the same.

Funny...it was almost like I was controlling...but I still wasn't.

Before I even got to hug tom everything went black. Then I jump slightly and I was laying down. I was still cold and wet but only on my face area. I quickly sat up to see my room. The room I love the most. I then realized I was panting and gasping for air.

Is he going to find me?...

What's he going to do with me if he does?

Will he do something to my friends?!

Is he going to do something to Tom?!?

where is tom...?

I quickly jumped off my bed to toms room. I was still panting. It was a little hard to walk. I was stumbling all the way to toms room even though its next to mine.

\\third person pov//

You were now in toms room. You were stumbling to his bed. You reached your hand to give him a small push in an attempt to wake him. You felt nothing. You quickly turned on the light switch that was next to the door. The light filled the room. Tom was nowhere to seen. You started panicking and panting for more air. You then walked backwards and hit the wall, still facing toms room. The light wee still on in his room.

Where is he?!

Did he take him?!?

What if he killed him?!?

Thoughts went through your mind. They were blocking out the one thought that you are having a panic attack. You fell to the ground pretty heard. Hit your head actually. You then flopped on you back. Your cheats was going in and out because of the panting.

Tom...

Is all you thought. You then heard a door creek open. The only people who had a room up stairs were you, tom and Matt. Matt opened his door confused to what made the sound or way is toms light on. He then made it further out of hit room and then looked down to see you panting and gasping for air. "Y/n?! O-oh my! Are you okay?!" He kneeled down on his knees. "Y/n! Y/n! Look at me!" He yelled a bit. This made you panic More because it's what your dad said in the reality dream, so you answered with.

"Y-yes sir?!" You then realized what you said because it was Matt you were talking to. He looked confused and worried. He then came closer to you and he put your head on his two laps so you could relax your head a bit. His hand was on your cheek and his other one was moving the hair out of you face to make better eye contact. You looked at him and made eye contact. He was looking down at you with his glasses on for once. His hair was messy and he was only wearing a gray shirt that said
"I❤️M@"  and with some black boxers.
He looked like himself from when you were teenagers. This calmed you down a bit. You lifted your hand to where Matt's hand was, on you cheek. Your breathing began to slow down a bit knowing that you were safe with Matt.
You'd expect Matt to panic at a situation like this but Matt had actually been through this one time and it was horrible. You then opened mouth to speak. "T-thank...you Matt..." You then pasted out, your head still on his laps. He smiled and began to carry you to his  room. He placed you on his bed and tucked you in. He'd figure that it would be better to put you in his bed then let you wake up alone in your room. Matt didn't sleep that night. He stayed up and waited for you to get up.

//toms pov. The same night//

It was now 5:35am and the sun was about to rise. I was at the park and I was sitting on the bench alone. I got so drunk with Y/n last night. I don't know why but I could remember every moment we had together that night. I wish I forgot though. No...I wish I never opened my mouth. When ever I do so bad things happen.  Alway an asshole to her, so why would she say yes? To me...

"I should have left...." I said to myself. I finally took out my phone to see that it's been blown up by message from Tord, Edd and Matt. Mostly Edd. He worries to mush about me. I opened Edd's texts.

Smug head
//how was the movie?//

//hey it's getting late. Are you two coming home soon?//

//k seriously it's getting late. It's like 2 now//

//I'm sending Tord to go look for you//

//better not be dead//

//we're gonna stop looking for you now cuz we already found Y/n laying on the ground passed out. Why was she there? You should have at least brought her home//

And now Tords messages.

Commie
//Edd is forcing my to come look for you at 2 in the fucking morning. I'm tired as fuck so you better not be dead PS  Edd is worried that are//

//okay I'm gonna stop looking for you cuz I found Y/n laying on the ground in the near by park//

//better not be dead you fucker I'm going to sleep//

And now Matt's messages.

Ginger idiot
//HAVE A NICE DARE TIM//

//when are you coming home??? Edd is worried! And he drank all his cola so he's kinda cranky right now//

//goodnight then!!//

That was all the texts.

I sign.

DING

Huh? A message? Is it Y/n?

I looked at my phone to see a message from Matt. God what does he want now. Wait...why is he up This late? Is he waiting for me?

I opened Matt's message.

Ginger idiot
//come. Home. Now.//

A/n

//HOLY SHIT THIS WAS LONG!//

Happy holidays!
Love - fangirl

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