A/N: You thought that this is an actual chapter? Well, sorry, but it isn't XD This side-chapter will tell how Levi and Eren met, how Eren fell in love and that thing with the fuck buddy relationship.

And I have to say that this chapter is so goddamn long! It is really really really long! Have fun reading it! :D

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Eren's POV

That Levi and I met in the first place was coincidence. It was thanks to my co-worker Connie who was ill on that day he had a meeting, that I got the chance to meet the raven. And so I did.

All I knew was that I would meet two people -from the company that is going to work together with ours- in a restaurant not far away from my work place. I was walking to that meeting right now, Armin accompanying me. It should actually be him and Connie, but his cold had to hit him today of all days. I was still a bit confused since my boss had just passed me over the news that I was the one who would be Connie's substitute and seconds later he had shoved me out the door and to Armin who had been waiting outside already. I didn't know if I could do this. I had never done this before. How the hell was I supposed to know how to behave in such a meeting? I guess Armin could figure out my stiffness and nervosity because the next second he was chuckling lightly.

"Don't worry, Eren. Everything will be alright." he reassured me.

"How do you know? I don't know what to do! I-I don't even know if I'm dressed properly for this meeting. This isn't the best of my working uniforms!" I was anxious as hell and all the pedestrians could tell from my expression. I was certain of that.

"Calm down. You don't have to panick. Just be yourself. We're going to introduce ourselves, then our company and the rest will be small talk."

"I can't small talk! I'm bad at it. Good, why had Connie to be sick today?! I wanna go home!" I whined. This was going to be hell for me.

"Eren," My friend tried his best to encourage me. "It is going to be okay. You will see." I answered to him with a pout and a puppy face. The blond patted my head. "You don't have to face them alone. I'm here with you." It wasn't that I was shy, I just couldn't meet with people all of a sudden when they're very important ones. I wasn't prepared for it, but neither did I want to disappoint my boss and the whole company by fucking things up.

Armin and I had arrived at the restaurant and to be honest, I was torn between hating and thanking Connie for being ill.

When we all four had taken our seats, we introduced each other and exchanged business cards. I had forgotten the name of that one man right after he had told it and I didn't bother to look at his card because my eyes were focused on his partner. And I didn't forget his name when he had introduced himself.

It was Levi.

Levi was a tall man, taller than me, had raven hair that was styled to an undercut. And I must say, that undercut suited him very well. He had piercing grey eyes and over all a very handsome face. Fuck, he was the beauty in person. An adonis. No, he was a unique beauty. He couldn't be compared to anyone or anything. The whole time -beginning from when we four met the first time and had sat down then- I couldn't take my eyes off of him. His appearance was hypnotizing me, even though I didn't know why that was. I mean, what if he looked good? So what? It wasn't that I was into guys. So why was I starin-

"You're staring." Levi had stated bluntly, narrowing his eyes and eyed me.

I startled in surprise and embarrassment, and was lost in words for a while. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I'm very sorry." I bowed my head a little and remained like that for a while, until the redness in my cheeks would fade.

"Tch. Rude." he said and had to be calmed down by his co-worker.

I sent an apologetic expression towards Armin, but he was all cool and attempted to build up my confidence again by smiling and giving my hand an encouraging squeeze.

The rest of the time luckily went without any embarrassing moments... Well, almost. Sometimes I still caught myself glancing at the raven and even worse was that most of the time he had caught me doing so. I was praying inwardly not to get scolded by him again and to my surprise he didn't say anything, but put up a little, discreet smirk instead.

Why the fuck was I acting like this in front of Levi?! There was not a specific reason for me to look at him more than necessary, so why?!

I had to calm myself down.

So that was why I excused myself and went to the restrooms. On the one hand, I needed to cool down my face. On the other hand, I really had to take a piss.

After my little business, I splashed water on my face and took some deep breaths to calm down. There was no reason that I had to think about how I had failed at this meeting already. It may be that I had embarrassed myself in front of people I had just got to know, but it wouldn't affect the future plans of the company I was employed at. This was just a meeting to get to know each other. The important one will, of course, be held between the two bosses. It wasn't like I had ruined the cooperation. It would still happen, there was no need to worry.

I raised my head and looked in the mirror. For some reason my face looked exhausted. Probably because I didn't want all this. Until now I hadn't realized the figure reflecting in the mirror and when my eyes moved in order to see who exactly it was standing behind me, I jumped in shock and surprise.

Oh my fucking god, it was Levi who I saw in the mirror! And his gaze was focused on me. Fuck. I couldn't move an inch, and less did I want to turn around and face him. When did he enter the restroom?! How long had he been here?!

My heart began to pound faster as my body started to shiver in nervosity. What was he going to do to me now? Still not having turned around, I spotted a smirk on the raven's reflected face. He didn't break eye contact and didn't move either, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.

I didn't like this situation at all. I would rather die than having to face him after the incident from before.

"You were staring a lot at me." he then said in a low voice, approaching me.

Shit. Of course he wouldn't forget about that so easily. I gulped hard and followed his gaze in the mirror. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I'm really sorry."

"Oh? Is that so?" Levi sounded amused.

My fingers gripped the edge of the sink as I thought of how to answer. God, this was so embarrassing.

"As I said. I'm sorry."

All of a sudden Levi was standing right behind me. I hadn't even noticed that. His body was really close to mine and his soft breath was hitting my neck, giving me little chills. He watched my eyes in the mirror, his cold and intimidating orbs made me more nervous than I was already. His lips were almost touching my reddened ears when he whispered in a seductive tone,

"Do you like what you see?"

And it was now that I noticed how his hands lay on my hips, his fingers making light circles on my pants, the digits tracing a bit too low on my body, if you ask me. He was close to touching my ass. But it seemed that Levi didn't notice that or -and this was more realistic- he did it purposely. After all he wouldn't smirk for no reason.

"U-Um... I..." Shit. I couldn't say a word and the situation I was in didn't make it better.

Before I could form an answer the raven retreated from my body, still smirking, and exited the restroom without saying anything. The whole time his eyes would follow mine. When he was gone, I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding in and leant over the sink. I examined my pale, sweaty face as utter confusion of what just happened invaded my mind.

What the fuck was that just now?!

'Do you like what you see?'

This couldn't be real! Oh my god, I was just dreaming all of this, right?! It was all a dream! It... was... all... a...

Who am I trying to fool?

Of course it was all reality, goddammit! My fate hated me and wanted me to embarrass myself in front people I barely knew. Oh fuck, I couldn't go back after what happener here. I couldn't... I made a fool of myself already... I didn't want to risk any more fails.

It was already enough. I couldn't stay here anymore.

But in the end I did.

After having debated inwardly whether to stay or not, my mind took dominance over my body and now I was here, taking my seat again. Armin had given me a weird, silent look, being a replacement for his question of what did take me so long. I responded with a weak smile and tried my best not to share a quick glance at Levi. I hope this would be the last time we'll meet because after the incidence in the restroom it was the best for me not to have any business with him anymore, unless I wanted to make more of a fool of myself in front of him.

The conversations and dinner luckily went on without any faux pas, but I just couldn't shake that feeling off that I was watched constantly. Since I had refrained myself from looking at Levi, I couldn't see what he was doing, but when I raised my head a bit and lowered it again as fast as it had gone upward, my face started to burn.

Shit, he was looking at me!

I could make out a little chuckle, coming from the raven's direction and honestly... My biggest wish now was to go under the table and die. And I was so naive to think that things couldn't go worse anymore. I knew why he was doing it.

He wanted to bring me into the same situation he was in when I had stared at him and now I knew fucking well how uncomfortable it is to be stared at. To make my blush fade away, I hid my face in my hands, which made Armin worry.

"Eren? Are you alright?" he asked warily, placing a hand on my shoulder.

I nodded and gave a reassuring sound and luckily the blond didn't pester me anymore. No, fuck wait. Armin was never pestering me! It was just that I needed time for myself to cool down.

At least I couldn't look at Levi like that.

Some minutes later, I freed my face from my hands only to be met with a staring Levi, sitting opposite of me, with his chin resting on his palm, and his head tilted. I guess I had to deal with it for the rest of the night. This reluctant acceptance gave me even some courage and confidence, now that I could handle his intense stare. I even went so far to occasionally stare back at him. It wasn't like a contest, though.

It was just foolish and childish.

Nevertheless, I had to admit that I liked staring at him when he was doing the same. It meant that he was giving full attention to me. I liked that. It was giving me pleasant chills. My focus was on his thin but defined lips.

God, his grin was so sexy.

If I had been ice, I would have melted from the invisible hot aura his body was giving off. Those lips. I wanted to know how they felt. How they felt on my skin. I bet they were soft and tasted bittersweet. Oh fuck yes, I wanted his mouth to do much more with my body-

Wait! Where the fuck was my mind going off to?!

How could I think of something like that at a place like this with people around me?! I hope that no one had noticed that I was thinking of something dirty. I wonder how my face looked like at that time. After all, faces can reveal what someone's thoughts were about.

I looked cautiously to Armin and the guy he was talking to. They seemed to have an intense discussion, so there was no way that they noticed something strange on me. I looked to the front and saw how Levi was taking a bite of his meal. When he looked up, his smirk appeared again. I couldn't look away, I just couldn't! I didn't want to. And Levi knew that otherwise he wouldn't lick over his lips in a seductive way now.

He was playing with me.

And I willingly joined in this play. The way his tongue glided over his lips, made me bite my own bottom lip.

'Do you like what you see?'

Fuck, yes!

It took me quite some time before I cleared my fogged mind.

Wait. No! Fuck, no! Get a hold of yourself, Yeager!

Mad at myself, I decided to stop this little play and distracted myself with my still more than half full plate. I ate that hastily it made the three other people give me weird looks. Yes, including Levi.

"Oh my god, Eren! Don't eat so fast! You'll choke on your food!" Armin warned.

I only shook my head vigorously and swallowed. Shit, Armin was right. I had almost choked on my food, but fortunately I could swallow the content in the last minute; before my cough reflex would have said hello.

"Don't die, Eren." my best friend said in an upset tone.

"I'm alright." I breathed.

One more hour and then we called an end to our meeting. Outside we said our goodbyes. Formerly, Armin and I had decided to walk home together, but a certain horseface ruined everything. Jean had spontaneously decided to pick up his boyfriend. Armin offered me to have a drive home, but horseface refused having me inside his car, but neither did I want to be in the same car with him. At least we had the same opinion on that. So in the end Jean and Armin drove home (after I had reassured Armin a hundred times that it was alright for me to go home alone) and I was left alone with Levi.

I turned around and it was indeed only him and me left. His co-worker had already gone home. Seriously, I couldn't remember his name for once, but it wasn't like the opportunity had been given for me when we were eating and chatting. After all, I was distracted by a certain someone.

And that certain someone was standing in front of me.

The raven had his hands in his pockets and his face seemed full of expectations, as if he waited for me to speak.

This irritated me.

"W-Well then. I'm going home as well." I stated, making my way to leave.

"Really?" I stopped in my tracks, but didn't turn around. "What a pity. Aren't you interested in some more fun?" This time I faced the raven again. His amused tone was mirrored on his face as well, that attracting smirk of him having appeared again. My head was a bit sunken, but I still locked eyes with him. I was pretty sure that my expression wasn't showing off anything; just like a mask I attempted to keep my face monotone. My eyes may seem dull at this very moment, but as long as I wasn't revealing any of my emotions, everything was alright.

There was a long silence when I didn't answer and Levi took this as a sign to go on talking. "Well, of course you don't have to. I'm heading home now. If you accompany me, I take it as a 'yes'. If not, it's pretty clear what the answer is. It's up to you and I don't force you to anything. Listen to what your body and needs say." He said the last thing in a very low tone, making his offer seem dangerous, but at the same time alluring.

Now, without anything more to add, Levi walked away. I watched him go, fighting inwardly with my mind.

I shouldn't follow him. It was better not to go after him. What would it do any good? He was attractive, yes, but is this the only reason why I should fall for his attraction? No. I must not follow him.

And in the end I followed Levi home.

When Levi noticed that, he gave a quick smirk and the rest of the walk was kept in silence, though it wasn't an awkward silence. I didn't care whether this was right or wrong. I wanted it, but at the same time I was insecure.

Having arrived at his appartment, Levi let me in first. Right after he went in, too, and closed the door, I already sensed a tug at the collar of my shirt and my body was pushed against the wall. The impact was a bit too hard and I even gasped, but soon after my mouth was met with a pair of lips. I kissed back immediatly, not holding back a little and neither did the raven. The kiss was passionate and hungry, and low groans escaped from both of our mouths. He pressed his body against mine as he grabbed a fistful of my hair and tilted my head a bit.

I was right. His lips were soft and he tasted good.

It would be a shame if I were not to taste more of him, so that was why I opened my mouth to let his tongue in and the raven die not waste a second to invade my mouth with his wet muscle. It was that either our tongues fought a battle or Levi used his dominance to lick over everything he reached inside. I liked this kiss either way. I didn't want it to stop, I was addicted to it right from the beginning. It felt so good and even my lower region responded to it.

Levi used his knee to open my leg and go in between my limbs, rubbing his groin against mine which made me moan lowly. "Ah, shit!"

"You like it, right?" Levi went down my neck, his hands keeping my head in place.

I had my mouth widely opened and breathed heavily, jerking my hips up a bit to answer the raven's touch. We both were hard, that much was certain. But I think I was the one whose knees would collaps at any moment. "L-Levi. I can't stand any longer if you continue like that. P-Please..." The raven licked and sucked on many sensitive spots on my skin, which made it even harder for me to bear it while standing. The feels that his sucks were giving off made my body weak and my knees jelly.

He released from me and straightend his body, one hand of his keeping the bangs off my face. I looked up to him and saw lust in his steel-grey orbs. Deep lust that wanted to be freed. "Let's go to my room then."

In his room I was pushed onto his king-sized bed and seconds after Levi was on top of me. He claimed my lips again and this time the kiss was even more unrestrained. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him down to me, our bodies sticking together. Saliva was dripping down my face as I let out low groans and in order to show him how much I wanted him, I pressed my crotch against his and rubbed the fabrics together.

The raven let out a little chuckle before he let go of my lips. "Eager, are we?"

"Why else are we doing this here?"

"You've got a point, brat." he said.

"Brat? Hey, don't call me like that."

"Whatever." Levi kissed me again while his hands were busy to unbutton my shirt now. Simultaneously, I did the same to his shirt and soon we were both half-naked.

It was then that I suddenly thought of something important. When the raven was about to zip my pants open, I gripped his wrists in panic. "W-Wait, Levi!"

"What?" He sounded slightly pissed-off.

I gulped hard. God, how could I forgot about that?! "I... I've never done it with a guy before."

Levi furrowed his brows. "What does that mean? Are you gay but a virgin or aren't you even swinging the other side?"

"T-The latter I guess." I really didn't want to know whether I was ruining the mood right now or not.

"But you still want to do it?" The raven's voice was a lot calmer now.

I nodded.

"Alright. I'll prep you properly. Don't worry about that."

"You are gay, aren't you, Levi?"

"Not really. I'm bi. Now c'mon. On all your fours."

I did as told and waited for what will happen next. My confession made my confidence drop from 100 to 0 and now I felt insecure of the things that Levi will do to me soon. He tugged my pants and underwear down, cold air hitting my exposed ass. The raven reached forward to his nightstand and took out a bottle.

"Don't piss yourself. You'll feel good. I'm going to stretch you first." Behind me I heard the bottle swung opened and then the content being poured. So it was lube, huh? "Relax." I heard him ordering and the next second a smeared finger circled around my entrance. His finger felt cold due to the lube, but the massaging movements calmed my body.

Well, they were until his finger penetrated me all of a sudden, making my body tense up.

"I said relax."

What the fuck! "I-I'm trying to, but I can't if your finger enters me so suddenly!"

A faint 'tch' left his mouth, but else the raven stayed still, massaging me from inside now. His finger was doing a good job, my hole opened up to his finger as it tried to relax to it.

"I'll add another one." Levi said, and soon another digit was pushed inside, the pain starting anew. Though I had to admit that this time the ache faded faster. As his digits were doing those thrusting movements, my body was subconsciously reacting to it by moving in snych with the raven's fingers.

And again Levi decided to do something without any warning. He scissored his fingers inside me, stretching my walls achingly. I bit my lips as I tried to endure this weird feeling. The more prepped the better. Like that I won't feel pain when his dick will go inside me. A third digit was added and with his fingers knuckle-deep inside me, Levi tried to stretch me the most he could. I was still somewhere between pain and pleasure when the three fingers rubbed and curved inside me, sending somewhat good chills through my body. It even made me groan lightly, but as soon as his fingers were retreated and I was left empty all I did was to whine.

"Please, Levi." I begged, wiggling with my ass.

He didn't say anything, but did do something instead. First I could make out zipping sounds and then I felt his tip against my entrance. "Don't tense up again. It will only be painful for you." And then his dick went inside; slowly but gradually filling my hole up.

Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god! It was big! His dick was much more bigger than mere three fingers! The pain appeared again, but this time more intense.

"W-Wait, Levi. I-It's so big, it hurts." I spoke between gritted teeth as I did my best to deal with the ache.

"You shitty brat! I told you not to tense up. Now you have to bear with it." he grunted.

What the actual fuck?

Levi really meant it because instead of pulling out he penetrated me even deeper until his dick was fully inside. The whole time I was torn between feeling Satan in person (and with that I didn't mean Levi, I just meant the feeling) and Heaven in its full resplendence because there were moments when lust overweighed pain. When Levi was fully inside, he didn't move so that my body could adjust to his huge cock. Luckily, I was able to loose up and now his dick didn't feel like a pain-deliverer anymore.

"Alright?" Levi asked, caressing my hips for whatever reason.

I nodded to his question. "You can move now. I'm alright."

At first the raven pulled out only half way and thrusted again, but when I began to moan primarily in pleasure, Levi took this as the OK for going wilder now.

And he did.

He pulled out completely before slamming inside again, a really lewd moan slipping through my mouth because of it. Levi accelerated his pace gradually and with each thrust my body was met with a pool of lustful sensation, the pleasure bringing me to the edge. My dick was dripping pre-cum, but I could care less about that or the fact that it was throbbing like mad. I loved what was happening to me and my body at this very moment and I knew that it will feel even more amazing soon.

"Fuck, Levi." The moans were leaving my mouth uncontrollably as I attempted to stay in my position. I didn't know what was worse: standing or being on all fours.

"Tch. What more do you want? I'm already fucking you."

This joke was so bad that it was also witty at the same time. I huffed amused to his statement as I continued filling the room with my loud exclamations, Levi doing the same with his low grunts. "You can go faster and harder now, Levi. It doesn't hurt anymore."

"Good." The raven grabbed me by my shoulders now and thrusted deeper and harder into me, my hole practically being violated, but I couldn't complain and I wouldn't. After all, I wanted him to go this way. When he hit some certain spot, I had to cry out even louder, not knowing why that happened, but it seemed to be good since Levi pulled at my hair right now and hit the same spot over and over again. My sounds rose to a higher level and my body was close to explode because of all the pleasure.

His dick inside me... pounding into that one spot. Yes, fuck yes. I wanted more.

"Levi, it feels so fucking good! Don't stop!" I yelled, tears oozing from my firmly pressed eyelids.

"I will fucking cum soon, brat! Don't you feel like that as well?" he growled, gripping my hips tightly and thrusting into me as hard as he could. Now that he was mentioning it... I really felt close.

"I'm close, too! B-But please... Please, fuck me until I cum!"

Shit, since when did I become such a greedy pervert?! It was all Levi's fault.

With one final thrust we came at the same time and with a load moan, letting everything out that needed to be released; cum counted as well and for the first time in my life I received semen inside my ass. It felt weird, but not really disgusting. In the contrary, having cum up my ass was so fucking exciting. My white liquid landed on the sheets and it seemed that Levi wasn't really happy about that. "This is the one and last time that you are allowed to cum on my bed."

"Y-Yes. I'm sorry." Pfft! As if I was really sorry about that! I mean I had the most gorgeous sex with the most attractive guy ever just now! Who cares about the cum?!

The raven pulled out, causing with it that cum was leaking from my entrance. "Since you've dirtied my bed already, it wouldn't make any difference if you sleep like that here. You can shower tomorrow."

I squealed inside since I was allowed to sleep with him in his bed tonight. "Okay!" I cooed, trying not to sound as happy, but obviously failed.

I couldn't see what Levi was doing, but I was most certainly sure that he was rolling his eyes. "Sleep." he demanded and I obliged. The raven put a bed sheet over our bodies and turned around to sleep. I snuggled into the cover before I fell contently asleep.

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The next day I woke up to a sharp pain in my lower back, appearing as soon as I raised my upper body, it then falling back forward, my head buried in the pillows again. I growled to the ache, touching the affected spot, though it was actually spread over my whole sore ass and back. Fuck, was this the unpleasant after-effect of gay sex? I didn't know about that! I whined into the pillow, thinking of a way to deal with it. I couldn't even stay here or at home and take care of it, after all I had to go to work.

By the thought of work my head spun upright (pain or not pain, that didn't matter now) and searched for the clock. Luckily it was only 6.30 AM. I still had time before I had to go to work. I let out a sigh of relief and rested my head on one of my arms. After some time I looked around and searched for a certain raven-haired man, but no one else was in this room. Very slowly I stood up, dressed myself (shower would have to wait) and headed for the living room and kitchen, with the expectations that Levi was in either of the rooms.

But surprisingly he wasn't. Where would he go to on such an early time? Furrowing my brows, I looked around for something that would give me a hint about the raven's whereabouts, eventually spotting a post-it on the kitchen table. I read it.

'Feel free to eat whatever you want for breakfast, but after that move your fucking ass out of my apartment!'

Wow, how nice.

There was another thing written below.

'If you want my dick up your ass again, call me. You weren't that bad for your first time.

0XXXX- XXXX - XX '

I must say, Levi's language was really... unique.

I decided not to eat here and went home instead. There I took a quick shower, ate some random cereal and tried to move as less as necessary. After all the pain should not be underestimated, it hurt! Was that even normal?! I bet not even Armin had felt that much pain after his first time with Jean. Wait... Why was I thinking of that right now? Oh god, no, dirty images! Banging my head against the table to get rid of that thought, I realized that I had inflicted myself another pain.

Great.

With an aching back and an aching head I made my way to my office, in the hope that work would distract me from these painful aches. In my work place the first thing I had to do was to go to my boss's office and report about the meeting yesterday. There I wasn't met with my boss yet, but with Armin who was already waiting for that said man. As reliable as ever of course.

"Good morning." the blond greeted me with his usual happy voice.

"Mornin'" I growled, coming to an halt when I was standing opposite of the desk, just like my best friend. "Where is that old man?"

"Don't call him like that! He'll be here soo-"

"That old man is here." I heard my boss Mr. Pixis say from behind, making the both of us startle.

Well, shit .

"I'm sorry, Mr. Pixis. I didn't mean it like that." I apologized, bowing while I did so.

"He really didn't mean it like that, sir!" Armin defended me, bowing as well.

Pixis laughed. "It's okay. You are right, Yeager. I'm indeed old."

I gave an insecure laugh, still not grasping whether Pixis was really not mad at me or if it was just a deception, but I hoped for the first. It really seemed like he took it as a joke. Thanks God.

Our boss then asked about the meeting and we gave him all the necessary information. He was pleased with our answers and decided to meet with the head of the company (whose name wasn't mentioned), and contract the cooperation. I wonder if that meant that Levi and I would meet more often. Who knows...

After 20 minutes we were finally dismissed. On the floor I thanked Armin for defending me.

"Next time you better think before you speak, Eren." he warned.

"Yeah, yeah. I got it." I waved with my hand dismissively, yawning.

Armin reacted with a soft scowl, but his face softened very fast, it even changed to a sad one, which made me worry.

"What's up, Armin?"

"Was it really okay that I went home with Jean yesterd-"

"Oh, Armin," I placed an arm over his shoulder, smiling reassuringly, "I swear, it's really okay! No big deal."

"Really? Yesterday, I felt so bad afterwards because... you and Jean still aren't the best friends -one can't even call you two friends- and that I had been on Jean's side made me... feel guilty-"

"You are worrying about things that are trivial and irrelevant, Armin. I'm not mad at you. Not at all." I tapped on the blond's nose, making him chuckle.

"Okay. I believe you." I let go of him and headed for my office, still walking unnormally because of that fucking pain and of course it didn't go unnoticed by Armin. "Eren, are you okay? You are walking weirdly." he said in a worried voice.

Oh god. You have to come with a good excuse now, Eren. "I-It's just that my back hurts a bit." I responded, scratching the back of my head.

Great done, Yeager. Fucking well done.

"Why does it hurt?" Armin insisted.

"I-I fell on the floor. Y'know, my dumbness, haha."

My friend remained silent next to me for quite a while before he said,

"Your ears are red! You're lying, Eren!" Armin grabbed me by my blood-rushed ear and shoved me like that to my office. There he threw me onto my office chair and to my surprise he himself climbed up onto my lap.

"W-Wha... What are you doing there, Armin?! Why are you sitting on my lap? What if someone sees us like that?!" I asked, irritated, trying to shove him off.

But Armin insisted on sitting on me. "Shut up! Tell me what happened to you! Why does your back hurt? Yesterday you weren't like that!" The blond's face was only a few inches from mine away, his light blue eyes shining in both curiosity and concern.

"I-It's no big deal. You don't have to worry." I responded, sounding as convincing as I could be, but failed.

Armin was unmoved. "There are only a few reason why one's back hurts! Wait... Oh god, don't tell me..."

Totally confused, I furrowed my eyebrows. "Armin...?"

He my face in his hands and said in a dead serious voice,

"Oh my god, Eren! Did Levi rape you?!"

"HUH?!"

"Eren, you have to tell me! Did he force you to something?!"

"What the fuck! Levi didn't rape me! Everything was consent!" Right when I had said that last thing, I clapped my palms together over my mouth, wishing for the thing that has already slipped through my mouth to be unsaid.

My best friend was totally surprised and shocked by what I had told him, remaining frozen for quite a time. After some time a big smirk appeared on his face, a low chuckle on top of it. "You had sex with Levi?" he asked in a purring voice, making me blush heavily. I actually didn't want to talk about this that fast, but here I am with a curious friend on my lap. If Jean would see this... he would kill me!

"I-It wasn't planned! It j-just happened!" I explained, avoiding eye contact as my face reddened even more.

"Oh my god, this is so funny, Eren! I would have never thought that you would do it with a guy, and on top of that with someone you barely know. Say, how was it~? Look, now I see some hickeys on your neck. How could I not notice before?" Armin caressed the skin under my collar, exposing my hickeys by moving the fabric away.

With a total blushed face, I hid myself behind my hands, shaking my head. "Don't ask me things like that! This is so embarrassing!" I whined, feeling totally daunted by him.

"Okay, okay. You don't have to tell me." he stated, going off of my lap, grabbing some random papers in the process and made his way to leave. The blond hid his lower face behind the papers, a grin visible since his eyes were surrounded by crinkles. "Don't worry. The pain will go away soon. Your body just has to get used to a dick." I couldn't believe how outspoken Armin was, not hiding nor euphemizing anything dealing with gay sex. And the next second he had left the room.

"Wait!" I shouted desperately after him, "Those are my work sheets!" Sighing, I plumbed into my chair, groaning exhausted. This day couldn't get any more stressful, could it?

~~~

A few days have passed since that incidence between Levi and me, and I wondered what I should do. He may have given me his phone number, but I was only allowed to call him if I wanted sex with him again. I didn't know if that was what I really desired right now. I liked being around Levi, yes, but I think establishing a basis was what I wanted at the moment. Like our sex was indeed amazing, but I had rather the wish not to leave it by that. A friendship should be the beginning between us and maybe later on it becomes something more.

So that was why I had my cell phone in my one hand and Levi's number in the other hand, struggling whether I should call him now or not. My phone was fidgeting in my hand, I was so nervous, though there wasn't really a reason for that. I mean, I just have to call him and ask him if he was interested in spending time with me.

I took a deep breath and dialed my number then. Raising the device to my ear and hearing the ringing tone, I started to feel how my heart began to race, sweat forming on my skin. Why was I so nervous?! There was no reason for it! Eventually panic overwhelmed me and suddenly I didn't know anymore what I wanted to tell the raven. Right when I was about to hang up, I heard how the phone was picked up on the other side.

"Eren? Is that you?" I heard the familiar deep voice (belonging to the hottest guy ever) on the phone.

"Y-Yes. Um... I-I..." I stammered, unable to form proper sentences, yet even words.

"God, you're my fucking rescue. Are you busy this saturday?"

Okay, where was this heading to? I was totally confused.

"Yeah, I'm free... I guess."

"Good. You have to go with me to some shitty drink party."

Shitty? Drink party?

"Okay... And why if I may ask?"

"You may not. I'll explain it to you there. Just come to my place at 8.30 PM and we'll go there. I'm sick of it. You have to bear me company."

"O-Okay. I understood."

"'Til saturday."

"See you saturday." And with that Levi ended the call.

I watched my phone for literally a few minutes before I realized what had happened just now.

Levi and I had somewhat like a date! Well, it was solely a drink party with other people around us, but better anything than nothing. I was so glad that things lead to this without me having to ask Levi for that. It was his idea and I had nothing to complain about. The luck was on my side.

The rest of the day I was an all round happy guy with the brightest smile plastered on my face. People wondered about my sudden change, but I didn't care.

~~~

It was finally saturday and Levi and I were visiting the place where the party will be held. The raven still hadn't revealed any information on what it was all about and why he wanted me to accompany him. Even when I had ask him that, he always answered with things like I will know early enough or to just wait and not be impatient. Well, fuck. I didn't have to go with him to this party necessarily, so it was the least for me to know about what the party was about. Technically it could be a party where all of them will poker illegally. Or they're secretely going to do drugs. Who knows...

The door was opened abruptly. "Heyya, little Levi!" A man with some alcohol intus babbled, reeking strongly. I covered my nose in disgust. What the fuck? It wasn't even past eight!

"Fuck off, Moblit! Let us in." Levi spat, shoving the guy off and going inside. I just followed him to the apartment.

"Oh! There's that g-guy you were talying about!" he looked at me curiously, approaching me as he looked me over up and down. He held a hand in front of my face. "Hi, bro. I'm Mo- Moblit."

I just watched him in revulsion as Levi grabbed me by my arm and directed me forward. "Shut up, Moblit. You couldn't even tell Eren your name properly." Was all the raven said, frowning at the drunk man.

Luckily we gradually distanced ourselves from him as Levi led us to the room that seemed to be kind of the living room.

"Why was he so drunk?" I asked.

"He just has a low alcohol tolerance level," and after some time he added, "and he loves alcohol."

"Right..."

Then I met all the other people who were -fortunately- still sober. They all introduced themselves one by one so that at the end I couldn't even remember one name. Not even of the host.

Meh, who cares.

When we were sitting around the table, everyone received a drink -besides Moblit (he had to drink water for the first) and we all cheered for the money which astonished me because I had never ever heard of someone saying it like that.

"Cheers!" Some of the men said.

"Cheers!" We all repeated.

I nipped on my beer as I examined the people around me. They seemed to be my age, no one older than by seven years, I guess.

"It all began last year," Levi spoke, and it took me some time before I realized what Levi was talking about. He wanted to tell the background story to this occurance. "For some reason we all decided to always celebrate the day we would receive our salary and since then we held onto that tradition. But at some point I was sick of doing this monthly. One time I even skipped it, only to the result that literally all of my co-workers threw reproaches at me and were so disappointed of me since I had broken our tradition. I actually didn't care about that, but if I'd do that constantly, they'll all annoy me and I don't want to hear their shits. I don't hate them, though. They're just childish, persistant and annoying. So that is why I reluctantly attend this party, but from now on I need you as someone who will distract me the few hours. Else I'll die from boredom."

So they ain't dealers or junkies, hm?

"I see." I replied, nodding. "I don't mind attending this party, so I'll do it together with you, and I'm glad that you see me as a good distraction."

Levi's eyes lit up for a sole second as he faced me, reducing the space between our spaces. The people around us were busy talking to each other. In other words, they didn't pay attention to the raven and me. "Speaking of which... How did your ass feel after that? Did it hurt?"

Memories of the pain were brought up again. "Yes. It did indeed hurt. I thought my back was killing me!" I hissed between gritted teeth, trying not to be so loud.

Levi just smirked. "Next time it won't hurt that much."

Next time?

"There is a next time?" I questioned with a bit too high expectations evident in my voice.

"That's what I think. I mean, why else did you call me last time?"

My mind was so over place that I couldn't really process everything that happened and was said now. "Call?"

Levi looked at me with an irritated face. "Do you even want to do it again?"

"Yes!" I answered excited, causing his face to soften again, a content smile gracing his lips.

"Fine. Now, let's drink. You've received your salary as well, haven't you?"

I raised my glass, "Yes." and let it clank with Levi's. "Cheers for the money!"

And the hot raven guy in front of me that will pound my ass (hopefully) very soon.

After a few hours of alcohol, laughter and beer games nearly everyone was drunk as fuck, acting all weird and sometimes even embarrassingly. The worst of them all was (who could've guessed it) Moblit. His name was the only one I could remember, but that was only because his behaviour was outstanding, so that no one could ignore him.

Luckily I was only tipsy, thanks to Levi who controlled my drinking behaviour and didn't drink that much himself. Of course, at that time I couldn't know yet why he did that, but I was soon to know. With my tipsiness came also my horniness, I could already sense blood rushing down to my arousal. It wasn't that I would always get hard whenever I drank, but alcohol plus a handsome sex god equals carnal lust. One couldn't deny that.

I let my head fall down on Levi's shoulder as I rubbed my chin against his shirt, mumbling lowly while I did so. "Mmh, Levi..."

The raven didn't answer and lifted my body instead, making me stand more or less upright and in the next second he had already pulled me somewhere, away from the group of people. "Where are we going, Levi?" I asked, giggling like a child. Oh, god. How much did I actually drink?

I figured out that Levi led us to a room which was scarcely furnitured. Just a bed, a nightstand, a desk with a chair and a wardrobe. I think this was a guest room. Everything went so fast. I hadn't even realized that my face was laying downwards on the mattress when Levi turned me around next and sat on me. It was then that I realized that when he had asked if I wanted to do it again with him and I had approved, he meant to do it right here and right now. The fact that we were about to fuck in an unfamiliar and foreign place made me sober.

"Don't tell me we will do it here!" I protested.

"We will." he stated casually, but with a smirk crept onto his face.

"We can't!"

"Why?" Levi sounded as if he really couldn't think of something that would speak against fucking here and now.

I watched him in disbelief. "Because this is not your nor mine room! We're on a party here and there are plenty people next room!"

I only received a scoff from the raven. "Tch. They're drunk as hell, they didn't see us going away and trust me they won't notice today anymore that we're missing. We can do what we want and we will." He said the last two words in such a certainty, it surprised me and I wasn't ready for what Levi will do. How could he be okay with something like that?! If you ask me, I wasn't interested in other people hearing me moan and squirm under Levi. I preferred privacy.

"No." I declared. "No, I don't want this. I don't want it now." I crossed my arms in front of my chest and tilted my head to the side, sulking and obviously refusing to play along. Even if he would beg me while being naked, I wouldn't say yes.

"Eren," Levi said in a soothing voice which actually surprised me because normally he wasn't like that. Well, we had met just once before, but that was enough to tell that he wasn't the type who would speak in a soft tone. "I know better than you when it is risky to have sex somewhere where other people are around as well. Don't worry. I've been to this party too often already and thus I know how they all are like when they're drunk. Firstly, they always end up drunk. Secondly, they're too drunk to even count to five, so don't expect them to notice who's disappeared from the group. Thirdly, all those drunkards will fall asleep soon and when they do, they won't wake up until it's 11 AM in the morning."

Wait, was he really trying to convince me to sex?!

"What the fuck, Lev-"

I was interrupted by lips pressing on mine, eliciting a tingle in my abdomen area as my lips moved on its own. A low groan escaped my throat, my fingers tangling in the raven's -surprisingly soft- undercut and all my restraints fell off just because of a mere kiss, which was -I had to admit- making me crave for more.

Levi parted from my lips, but his face was still close to mine. "Trust me. As long as we wake up before them, they'll never find out about this. You won't blame yourself in front of other people. It won't happen."

Oh, Levi had no clue. I had changed my mind since the moment he kissed me, I didn't care anymore where we were. Right now, I just wanted him.

Wait, didn't I want to build up a kind of friendship with him first?

Oh, fuck it!

"Do whatever you want to do with me." I eventually agreed, my mind shutting off and therefore my body being even more excited for Levi's body.

The boner came back (it had softened when I had been against this at first) and this time it won't be satisfied until it has shot its load. I ground my hips against Levi's, giving him to understand that I wanted him. That I needed his dick.

The raven responded with a jerk of his hips, causing me to let out a mixture of a gasp and a moan. "Greedy, huh? But I like you like that." He went to my neck, licking and kissing it as I continued rubbing my body against his. I tilted my head to give him more access, I was literally squirming and lightly moaning under him, barely enduring his tease. Levi noticed that and chuckled lowly to it, the sound vibrating against my skin turning me on more. Whatever he was doing to me, it had an effect on me and right now I was losing my patience very fast.

"Levi, please," More didn't come out of my mouth.

"Please, what?" he teased, unbuttoning my shirt excruciangly slowly.

"Please, fuck me. I want your dick." There goes my shame.

Levi lifted his head and upper body up, looking down at me with an amused face. "You want my cock?" he asked while his palm cupped my groin, stroking it.

I bit my lips. "Nnh, yes. Please. Give me your cock."

He opened my shirt, his hands wandering to my nipples. He put the buds between his fingers, rubbing them. To my surprise it felt so weird, I didn't like. Giving off a disapproving tone, I remarked,

"I don't like this. Please, don't play with my nipples."

"Are you fucking kidding me? Nipples are one of the erogenous zones of the body. How can you dislike it?"

I shrugged my shoulders and after a roll of his eyes and a faint 'tch', Levi's hands roamed other parts of my chest, wandering down to my abdomen until his fingertips were gracing the waistband of my boxers. One hand slipped inside and touched my arousal, rubbing along the stiff length.

"So hard already, huh?"

I smirked (for the first time I smirked at Levi!). "It's your fault. You make me like that."

"So implicitly you're telling me to take responsibility for it?" he teased, still stroking my dick probingly.

"Yes."

With an eyebrow raised in amusement and a sly smirk, he unbuckled my pants, unzipping them after, pulling my pants and boxers purposely slowly to bring me into more impatience. "Levi, please." My hard-on popped up when it was finally freed, pre-cum leaking.

The raven placed his thumb on the tip, making circling motions as cum began to get caught on his finger. The rotations were so damn teasing, I got more and more aroused. "Levi, I beg you..." His finger movement came to an halt and seconds later his hand wandered to the front of my face, three fingers stuck out towards me.

"Suck." he ordered.

Without any hesitance and no patience left in me, I put his fingers into my mouth -all at once- and licked with my tongue around them. Levi parted his lips and I sucked in between. Light groans left my mouth as the fingers were coated by my saliva. I closed my eyes in the process, feeling myself really into it. After some time, the raven retreated his fingers and parted my legs then. One wet finger rubbed against my puckered entrance before it was pushed inside, going knuckle-deep right away. My ass had to familiarize to that intrusion since it was only my second time and the distance to last time was quite big.

"Remember what I told you to do." Levi stated, moving his finger in and out.

I rested my head on the pillow and closed my eyes as I attempted to relax as much as I could. I was successful and soon the finger didn't feel weird inside me anymore. When he added a second digit, everything began anew. Sounds between struggled whines and moans before I had adjusted to two fingers. The biggest competition was when Levi parted his fingers (and so my inner walls as well) and stuck in the third finger, thrusting at a steady pace. When my hips began to respond to the thrusts, Levi knew that I was prepared enough, which he could also figure out by the moans that were let out.

He put off his clothes, kneeling naked between my legs now as he aligned his stiff cock to my entrance. He pounded into me when I expected it the least which was when he had caressed my cheek. I let out a sharp cry out, flipping my head back as my back arched. Levi's cock penetrating my ass all of a sudden sent both a painful and lustful pleasure through my body. I couldn't tell which feeling was overweighing.

"How does it feel?" Levi asked, pulling out and thrusting into me as roughly as the first time.

I let out another half-cry half-moan. "I-... I don't know... It f-feels... I don't know how to feel like." And another moan followed after.

"You'll like it like that." he simply stated.

So this was his true nature? He liked it hard and rough and merciless? He preferred it seeing me scream in painful pleasure as lust ran through my veins? So this was Levi's preference?

And to be honest...

It wasn't like I would complain.

After all I was experiencing something new. And since Levi was involved in that 'something new', I wanted to do it even more. At that time I didn't know what it exactly was, but I was certain that he wasn't unimportant to me.

Wow, how could I say something like that after meeting Levi twice?

The raven pushed into me again, each time going in deeper and when that certain spot was hit that gave me unbelievable and unbearable pleasure, he kept aiming for that spot, his thrusts becoming harder and more erratic. I could see how little grunts and ragged breaths rose from his throat, his whole body getting coated in a thin layer of sweat pearls, which had the effect to stress Levi's well-formed body.

I digged my nails into his arms, still having to get familiar to this roughness of sex, I really wanted to accomplish that. With each fastening pounding followed a louder getting moan. My body was like in a state of ecstasy, my lower body prickling and tingling in thrill and lust, my mind being overwhelmed by all the feelings I received.

Levi's big cock widening my walls and bringing me to the edge as pleasure exploded inside me a thousand time was an incredible thing to sense. I loved it. I wanted more of it.

"Levi! It f-feels amazing, amazing! I don't know why my body, ah, is reacting like that, but I like that feeling." I grinned at him, and I bet it was the lewdest grin ever. "I love being filled by your big cock."

The raven responded with the same gesture. "I told you."

He lowered his upper body to kiss my lips and I kissed him back greedily, sinking my nails down his back as his hard thrusts kept giving me the lust I wanted. I moaned to the kiss, licking with my tongue over his lips. He parted them only to shove his wet muscle inside me, the tongues playing and battling each other before Levi gained dominance. I couldn't control my actions anymore, my body was reacting on its own. I wrapped my legs around his waist and sucked more of his member in me, pressing my body against his. My pulsating cock was screaming for release and I was sure that it would come soon.

I broke from the kiss, embracing Levi by his neck as lewd sounds left my mouth uncontrollably, reaching my climax. "I will-..." I couldn't bring out more words.

"Scream my name when you cum." Levi demanded in a low and husky voice, arousing me more than I thought was possible.

I was the first one to come. "Levi!" I shouted as cum spurted out, covering the raven's stomach.

After some more thrusts Levi came as well. "Fuck." Call me a pervert, but getting filled by cum was one of the best feelings ever -after sex, of course. The third best thing was hearing Levi groan in lust. His face looked so erotic when he did that and his voice... sexy as fuck.

Levi collapsed on me, his dick still being inside me. Both of us panted heavily, the afterglow ebbing away.

"Fuck, this was better than I expected. It was fucking tremendous." Levi breathed, going down from me now.

"I can only say the same."

"Let's do this everytime we're at the party."

I sent him a small smile. "I like that idea."

~~~

Levi and I followed our plan to go to the drink parties together. Like that both of us had their joy, sex included.

Every day I was sitting in my office, I impatiently waited for the month to end. The end of month meant meeting Levi. By now I had found out that the companies weren't under coorperation anymore. During the time they were, the interests of both companies could be fulfilled completely and now it wasn't a necessity anymore to cooperate. Well, I didn't mind. Levi and I were still in contact even without connected ties through our works.

When it was finally the last week of the month, I just waited excitedly day in and day out for Levi's message to when the party will start. Each time was on another time, don't ask me why. I lay on my couch reading a book when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket (at least I was still able to read over all my excitement). With big hopes I unlocked my screen and to my luck it was Levi messaging me. I clicked on the message.

Levi

9 PM. Don't be late, brat.

I got used to the nickname he gave me, though there were still times I didn't like it. I replied to his text.

Eren

Gotcha. My ass is ready. ;)

As expected he responded to it.

Levi

It better be.

I squealed like a girl when I read that. I just couldn't wait for the day to come.

I had to admit that we weren't always fucking when attending the drink party. Sometimes it could also be that only blowjobs or handjobs were done. My first blowjob ever was with Levi and I was so fucking grateful that I didn't fuck it up completely; thanks to the raven who told me how to do it. Even more astonishing (and which made the whole thing so dangerously thrilling) was that we never got caught once. Fucking in a room when dozen of people were in the next room, but no one noticing it, was so ridiculous, but kind of funny at the same time. Levi even began to jokingly call them "shitty drunk fools".

I didn't know when it started, but Levi and I began to chat, even when it wasn't about the party issue. I still wanted to build up a friendship or something like that with him and this was a good start. We talked about stuff and nonsense, but our conversations were never boring. Levi liked to complain about literally everything and I helped him getting his anger out. Everything even developed to the point that I wasn't waiting anymore for the end of month to approach, but I just wanted my work to end so that I could go home and chat with him. I liked doing that and it seemed that Levi didn't hate it as well.

I surprised myself when one day I had that strange feeling inside my stomach after seeing the notification on my screen that Levi had sent me a message. It was like butterflies swarming inside me, on top of that a smile plastered on my face as the heat in my cheeks rose. I guess this was a change of my feelings for Levi.

Yeah...

I was slowly falling in love with him.

When I realized that I couldn't stop myself grinning into my pillow, I squeaked as I felt my heart beating faster.

Oh my god, I was falling in love, I was falling in love, I was falling in love!

I fell in love with the hottest man ever!

I think I had to tell him next time. And so I waited for the next time to come as fast as possible.

~~~

It was the day for the next drink party. Everyone was there and in a good mood. I noticed that I acted differently near Levi now that I saw him with other eyes. Being in love changed oneself. I sat next to him, a drink in my hand as I occasionally peered at the raven. Now I found myself in the same situation months before when I met Levi for the first time and couldn't do else than stare at him. At that time, it was his pure attractiveness that lured me, now it was something more.

It was that I got nervous around him that here and there my cheeks would alter to a dust pink. I had no clue how and when I should confess to him, but I wanted to do it so badly. I cared more for how to do it than how Levi would react to it, and this was making me crazy.

All of a sudden, a hand palmed my groin, pressing and interrupting my train of thoughts. "What're you thinking about?" the raven hushed into my ear, licking my earlobe then. What the heck, how did he dare do it here?! There were still people around us and I prayed to God that no one will get suspicious. Even if the main "action" took place under the table where no one could see, Levi was so close to me- it was dangerously close. As he pressed harder, I let out a low, restraint moan, scowling at him.

But he was untouched by that.

I continued glaring at him, though at the same time my cheeks started to heat up again. "Stop that!" I hissed at him in a whisper.

Levi chuckled, his hand moving up to under my shirt, resting on my stomach. "We can't do it yet, you know?"

"Then why the fuck are you groping me?!" I scolded.

He then drew his body back and said nonchalanty but with a smirk, "This is called teasing. Brat."

"Don't call me br-"

"Eren? Can you help me bringing new glasses and the other bottles from the kitchen?" Some random woman interrupted me, looking at me with a pleading expression.

Huh, why me of all the people? Not that I was complaining, it just irritated me. "S-Sure, I'll help." I got up and headed for the kitchen then.

There I thought again about my problem. I really didn't know what to do. Maybe I should confess to him before we would... well... do the thing.

Yeah, maybe this was the best.

With my arms carrying some champagne, rum, vodka and ice-filled glasses, I went back, pretty pleased with my final decision. Before I got to the room, I halted in the door frame, listening to a conversation that Levi had with some of his male co-workers.

"Say, Levi! When are you going to have a girl by your side? I know that you're popular among women, but there's someone that you like, right? Don't try denying it."

"Tch. No, there isn't someone. I will never ever be in a relationship. I'm not the type to fall in love."

"You must be kidding!"

"Shut the fuck up! You're so damn noisy. Why the fuck should I lie? It's the truth. No relationships."

When I heard that, my heard dropped to the very bottom of my body. All the hopes I held inside me vanished, and it was a surprise that I didn't drop the bottles and glasses because of the disappointment I felt now.

Levi wasn't the type to be in a romantic relationship?

"Eren, you okay?" the woman from before asked me, going out of the kitchen and passing by me.

I shook my head and faked a smile. "Yeah, I'm alright." Levi didn't notice that I had technically eavesdropped his conversation, though that conversation wasn't held in secret.

Still overtaken by the sudden realization, I wasn't in the mood to get laid. The raven noticed that and decided that we should just sleep through the night. He didn't even ask what was wrong with me. With many thoughts going through my mind, I tried to sleep, but had struggles doing so. After some hours I could finally close my eyes and let them closed.

~~~

"I love you, Levi." Was the first thing I said when both of us woke up in the morning. I hadn't even processed yet what I had been saying, but when I realized, it was already too late.

Levi looked at me in disbelief, though he knew that I was sober right now.

"Love? Tch! I don't care abou things like love. I'm not the type for a relationship." I expected him to say that and lowered my head, a sad expression on my face. I didn't want to accept that, so I tried to say something that would make me stay close to his side most of the time. I hadn't a clue how I should do that, but luckily Levi came with and idea first.

"I know we slept with each other a few times now, I bet that's why you developed feelings for me, but I can't be in a relationship. We can be sex partners. That's all I can offer you, brat."

How should I answer to that? Sex partners? Like in fuck buddies? Was I willing to agree to only a physical relationship with no feelings involved? Would I sacrifice my love for Levi in order to stay by his side?

I...

Pressing my lips, I took a breath through my nose and was about to answer. I looked at him again, with confidence evident on my face this time.

I loved him and I didn't want to give that up!

"Okay."