A/N: Using my WIP as edit because I was too lazy to finish it XD Mostly references (official art) were used, just two small features on Eren's face were changed.

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Levi's POV

"I'm so glad that you came, big bro!" Isabel exclaimed.

"So Moblit was right. He really saw you up here. And for one second I thought he was talking shit because of his drunkness." Farlan stood next to her and rolled his eyes when he mentioned Moblit's inability to handle much alcohol.

I gave them a little curve of my lips as I ruffled Isabel's hair to which she chuckled. "Of course I will come to your birthday. That's obvious. But I'm glad that I could surprise you. Happy Birthday, you two."

"Thanks. So that means you wanted to come the whole time, but kept it a secret because you wanted to surprise us?" Isabel asked with sparkling eyes.

"And it seems that my surprise worked." I answered with one brow raised.

Though there was another reason why I told them that I wouldn't come. That it came out as a surprise for my siblings was just a positive side-effect. I had other plans from the very beginning on. He was the reason.

"What are you even doing here on the balcony? Why won't you go down and join us? Everyone is there. Even Erwin." Farlan wondered, pointing his finger to the back.

I smirked lightly and turned away, leaning against the counter of the balcony. "Taking fresh air. I'll join you all later."

My sister hugged me from behind. "Okay! But don't take long, okay? See you later!"

Both of them left after that and then I was left alone here again. I rested my head in my palm as my smirk widened. I wondered if he was also here? I was pretty sure that he was. He hadn't any reason not to come. Not after knowing that I wouldn't be here, but the truth was that this was my plan the whole time. Hm, what was I going to do now? How should I make him face me? I was pretty sure that he would hesitate, but I needed him in a situation in which he couldn't decide between leaving and staying. For that I wasn't allowed to force him to that, I guess. After all he was a too damn of a stubborn brat.

It took only a few moments before the peaceful atmosphere was disturbed by a certain someone.

"Leviiiiiiiiiiiiii!" I didn't need to turn around to know who it was.

I sighed as I awaited Hanji to stand next to me in a few flying seconds. And then there the scientist was, too close to me, grinning like a maniac.

"Shitty glasses." I said in yet another sigh, not bearing eye contact with her.

"Isabel and Farlan told me that you are here! Why did you tell them that you wouldn't attend the party?! Why did you lie to them? Or did you change your mind last second for whatever reason?! Urgh! Actually, I don't care! You are here now!" Hanji's voice was literally ringing in my ears, making me get annoyed of her with each passing second of having to bear with her existence around me.

In every other situation I would have told her to fuck off, but this time I thought that she could be very useful. Of course, only if one thing was ensured- Eren being here. I was about to ask her that, but she was faster at starting to talk.

"Say, Levi? Wanna know how my experiments are going?" she asked with so much excitement in her voice. The crazy scientist she was, she would only care for her experiments and her goal of being the creator of a new species. I didn't care two shits about that, but I was glad every time anew when Hanji announced that her experiments failed. Like that it was the best for everyone. No one needed two more creatures that were like Hanji.

"I don't care about your experiments. How many times do I have to tell you that? Busy yourself with something else, like stop annoying other people."

She hopped in her place like a little child who wanted something but wouldn't get it. "C'mon, Levi! Eren didn't want to hear about them, too. I want to talk about my process of creating Sawney and Bean."

Now, things were getting interesting.

"Eren is here?" I asked casually, smirking again as I gave her a mischievous look.

Hanji seemed to understand, and from one second to the other her experiments were second place. She lowered her head, her glasses flashing as she put on a vicious smile.

"Yes, he is here." Hanji's voice had changed from shrill to calm and cool.

Perfect.

Hanji propped her arms on the counter, folded her fingers and placed her chin on them, looking at me with curiosity flaming in her eyes. "Eren is a really interesting guy, but what striked me the most was his behaviour." She said it in a mysterious way, but I was highly intrigued in knowing more. I was grateful that sometimes Hanji and I could interact easily and understand the other by using a minimum of words that revealed the most.

"Spit it out." I ordered, amused.

"He asked things about you." she stated.

"Oh?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, yeah. And he almost got into a fight with Erwin."

I put on a slight astonished expression, liking what Hanji was informing me about. I could guess why he did that, it was obvious.

"Say, Levi." Shitty glasses moved even closer, having intruded into my personal space even more, as her eyes flashed in anticipation and excitement. "What exactly is your relationship with Eren? I doubt it's a normal friendship."

I let out a breathy chuckle, turning my head to the front and looking to nowhere in particular as I let Hanji tantalize a bit before I would answer. She started to fidget and whine, growing impatient fast, and then I turned to the side again, saying with an amused and confident undertone in my voice, "That between him and me is special and complicated."

As expected, the scientist burst out in excitement, squealing, and jumping up and down. "Oh, I knew it! I like that combination, wah~"

"Though it is complicated at the moment."

She stood still and silent right away, holding a serious composure for this little moment. "I see." she said coolly.

"That's where I need you to act."

A big grin crept onto her face. "I'm all ears."

"Bring Eren up here. But I think you understand that he won't come voluntarily if he knows that I'm waiting for him. Think of something to lure him to this place here."

Right when I had finished talking, Hanji walked away, hopping inside and trolling, "Okay~"

I knew that she would come up with something, so I didn't need to worry about that. All I had to do was to wait. I watched her going away until she was out of my sight before I leant against the counter again. A little sly smile played around my lips, while I took out a pack of cigarettes. I put one cigarette between my lips, lighting it up. I took a deep breath before releasing the smoke from my mouth. My smirk appeared again.

This was going to be fun.

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Eren's POV

I couldn't believe this. I couldn't believe that I fell for Hanji's trap. I should have known it!

I should have fucking known that Hanji would lead me to him!

How couldn't I see through this?!

The past few minutes I had tried my best to get away from the person I didn't want to see as far as possible and in the end, my efforts were useless. Here I was, being with Levi in the same place. Literally.

My surroundings started to spin around for a second time and again it was hard for me to breath. I didn't want this. I needed to go away from here.

That wasn't even impossible. The balcony was big, and Levi and I were the only one here. He was leaning against the counter, his back facing me, while I stood motionlessly at the entrance. There were at least 13 feet parting me from him. 13 feet. It seemed that he hadn't noticed me yet since he didn't turn around or start speaking to me. I could just leave. I could just turn around and run away. I could do this. It was possible.

I stood still, not moving an inch but my body was shivering lightly as I watched straightforward, seeing how smoke was going up in the air from where Levi was standing.

I shouldn't be here. I should go away.

"I thought you stopped smoking?"

Then why was I doing this here now?

I came closer to Levi with every step I made. It was as if my body was working on its own, even though my mind was contradicting to my action. But my mind was a contradiction in itself. Part of my mind wanted this, too. Yes...

There were still things that needed to be cleared out between Levi and I.

"Old habits die hard." Levi answered casually, still not turning around.

By now, I had reached the counter, halting next to Levi. Partly, it still felt so unreal that I was doing this. I turned my head to the side, seeing that Levi was consequently staring forward, his eyes covered by his bangs, as he took another drag. I frowned since his cigarette was the first thing that bothered me.

"So my efforts to stop you up from smoking were useless? Everything I did so that you would stop was a waste?" Why was I talking about this? No one cared.

"Not exactly. You had been almost successful, but only almost. I had really been about to give it up, but before that could happen you left for your friend's wedding and the boredom took over me."

So if I hadn't been spending that much time at Armin's wedding, he would have stopped for real? After all, I had to be by his side so that my efforts could work. I had to be by his side if I didn't want him to smoke. Because I was gone for long he was bored and smoked on a regular basis again? If it was like that, then it meant that when I came back from the wedding and smelled the smoke in our apartment, it had really been him. I had guessed that already back then, but he had rejected that and since I didn't want to start a fight over that, I left the issue as it was. But in the end, he had lied to me again.

I took a deep breath before I would confront him with the next -more important- thing. "It was your plan the whole time? This here?"

Levi smirked lightly, the cigarette ashing in his hand, the ash slowly crumbling and falling off the balcony. "Two weeks had passed and you hadn't showed up. What kind of 'taking a break' or 'needing space' is this? That's why I thought it was time for me to act. Though there was only like a 50/50 chance that my plan would work. I couldn't control Isabel and Farlan's senses of what to do. I had bet on them telling you that I wouldn't come and as we can see now, they had really told you. The next problem I had to face was whether you would still show up or not. But since there wasn't really a reason for you not to come, unless you already had other plans, I was pretty sure that you would be here. Of course, this plan heavily depended on coincidences, but whatever the result would be, I could still try it out. And let me tell you this: Everything went according to plan."

It surprised me how he could tell this as casual as possible as if he were telling a fact and I couldn't believe that he had so much confidence about his plan to bring me to him. He really didn't get me, did he?

"Do you even know why I don't want to see you?" I asked, my body tensing as slight anger lit up inside me.

It was only now that Levi turned to face me and when he did so, he examined me from top to bottom before retorting. "You've lost weight."

Was this all he noticed?!

I hesiated before responding. "I'm on a diet."

"That's a lie." he said promptly.

"You're right."

He narrowed his eyes and glared at me for one second. "Eat properly, brat." was all he said.

"Is that all you have to say?! You didn't even answer my question!"

Levi's expression altered and it seemed that he was somehow annoyed now. "Then you tell me the answer."

Not only that I was annoying him, but he irritated me as well. I crossed my arms across my chest as my jaw tightened. I stayed silent so that he could think of the answer himself. But I sensed of his attitude and expression that he didn't bother to do that. "'You're a good fuck, though I dunno how long I want to keep you anymore.' Those were your exact words you said back then when we were in your old room."

Levi raised his hand to his mouth and took another drag of his cigarette. He purposely blew the smoke on my face, but I didn't move or back off, or cough. I stayed still in my position, not faltering. "Hm, most likely." he answered then.

I huffed angrily. "Do you really think I want to live on with you like that?! Do you think I want to be your fuck buddy, knowing that you will toss me aside like a toy once you've got bored of me?!" My voice raised highly as I gritted my teeth.

"Why did you take what I said back then so seriously? So what if I said that? It was something that I said without any deeper meaning to it." He shrugged his shoulder, not losing his nonchalant composure.

"But still..."

"Okay, if that is your problem, then let me rephrase it again." He looked me in the eyes with a nothingness hidden behind his steel-grey eyes. "You're a good fuck and I want to keep you longer."

I shook my head ever so lightly, it probably was hard to notice. "No. I don't want this. I had other hopes."

"Oi, slow down there. It's your own fault for having wishes that would never come true." He had raised his hand to establish an invisible barrier between us; only because of what I had said just now.

"You don't get it, do you? No one wants to stay in a fuck buddy relationship forever. You know why? Because after some time either both of them know that it's gotten pointless or feelings are developed between the partners and they become a couple."

"Then call me an exception." Levi stated as he dropped his cigarette into my drink.

I watched the cigarette sink to the bottom of my glass. I should force Hanji to drink that now. She brought ne up here in the first place. But on the other hand, she was probably Levi's accomplice or whatever, so he was the one to blame for everything.

"You're making me angry." I said out of the blue, not really knowing why these words had left my mouth.

Levi didn't answer yet, but raised his hand to my cheek caressing it. "Am I really making you angry?" he asked in a soft and soothing voice. I closed my eyes and leant in to the touch. It felt so good.

No. I wasn't allowed to let my guard down. I won't let Levi do anything he wanted to with me. Not anymore.

"Here, I have something for you." he said casually as he grab for something in his pocket.

What happened next was something I would have never expected. Tangling in the air now was something I knew all too well, even if it hadn't last on me for long. The golden colour of the key shone bright in the moonlight. Levi came closer to me, attaching the lace around my neck. "Don't you dare give me this back. This isn't mine anymore. Do what you want to do with this key. But don't throw this ever again at me."

I stayed silent and still when he wrapped the key around my neck, as if I was in a state of mild shock and emotional chaos; and I probably was. I was pretty sure that right now I looked the same as when he had given me this key the first time: Still, with teary eyes and confronted with uncertainty because I didn't how to react to this. I couldn't tell what to think of Levi. At this very moment, I realized...

My love for him hasn't died off. It never had.

My hand slowly moved upward, touching the key very lightly. It was a feathery touch as if the metal could break apart any second. I wanted to ask him what the key meant to him, but I couldn't open my mouth. I was too overwhelmed by my mixed feelings. The emotions swelling from inside me were killing me. Levi had exposed me in my most vulnerable state. It happened to me a second time, this was a déjà vû. Back then, I had cried afterwards when he had given me the key. This time, I was close to crying again, but I wasn't allowed to do that. I had to stay strong right now.

Rubbing my palms against my eyes, I tried to wipe off the tears that threatened to spill over. I let out one somewhat desperate low cry as I attempted to gain my emotional strength again. I wasn't allowed to show weakness now. That would be a fatal mistake.

Seconds later and all of a sudden, I sent my fist flying, aiming for Levi's face. At least I wanted to pay him back with this. He didn't jump up when my balled hands had almost reached him. He didn't dodge my attack either. No, what he did was catch my fist with one hand. He held my hand tight, his hand wrapped fimrly around my wrist. What made me mad the most was how his expression hadn't altered at all. He still had put on this smug and self-confident expression, a little smirk ghosting around his lips. My arm was tensed up and my fist was shaking in anger in his grip.

"You are the worst." I said through clenched teeth, hearing how my voice was almost cracking. I glared at him, but it wasn't pure hatred that I expressed towards him. Sadness and desperation were also featured on my face.

"I never claimed to be perfect." Levi answered in a matter-of-fact tone. He let go of my hand, my arm falling limp to the side of my body.

My head was lowered as I fought off my emotions that wanted to burst out.

I didn't want to be here anymore.

"I want to go." I said, quickly distancing myself from Levi by walking to the balcony door.

Somewhere half of my way, in the center of the balcony, Levi grabbed my arm. "Do you really want to go now, Eren?" The way he asked that seemed to be neutral, but hidden in his voice was this dangerous and mysterious tone that showed off Levi's true intentions. I could practically hear him smirk behind my back.

It was a bad sign that I didn't shake myself off his grip.

It was a bad sign that I didn't protest against this.

It was a bad sign that I was torn between two options that were both bad for me.

I shouldn't make this mistake.

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The door was pushed open and we walked inside the dark room. It was hard to orientate in the darkness when our bodies and lips were pressed against each other. Levi guided me to some spot, not taking his lips off me. I had to walk slowly because I was walking backwards. My arms were wrapped around his neck and my eyes closed as I kissed him back. It was a passionate and heated kiss, our tongues exploring the other person's mouth.

Eventually, I found out that Levi had guided us both to the wall, my body was caught between the wall and his body now. The whole time, we didn't part our lips from each other, sending out almost inaudible groans. One of the raven's hands fisted my hair, tugging my head back to expose my neck fully to him. His lips wandered down to my jaw, then chin and finally my neck. His tongue had made traces on my skin with its wetness, and soon sucking and nibbling followed. My eyes were shut closely as I bit my bottom lip, trying to prevent any sounds to leave my mouth. Levi's teeth grazed my skin and then they were digging lightly into my flesh, but not deep enough to cut my skin open. He then sucked on that spot, which caused chills to run up my spine. Especially the sensitive areas made me moan lowly.

"L-Levi..."

When he had finished with the sucking, he went for another spot on my neck and did the same to my skin as before. This way he was singnalling that he owned my neck. The marks were the evidence for that.

Soon, he had stopped licking and sucking at my neck, and his tongue was wandering upwards to my face again, kissing my skin on his way. My lips were met with his again, his tongue invading my mouth. I placed my hands on his cheeks as I responded to his kiss, deepening it.

Meanwhile, guilt was gnawing on my mind.

This was wrong. This was so wrong.

I shouldn't do this with him. I shouldn't submit to Levi.

But...

His lips, his scent, his touches, my fingers on his skin, his fingers on my skin. Everything felt so familiar, and it felt good. It felt good how these familiar lips kissed me, how these familiar fingers roamed my skin, how his body pressed against mine.

I shouldn't do this, but at the same time I didn't want to let go of him.

It felt too good to let go.

It was a sinful lust that I shouldn't desire.

Levi turned my body around, my arms rested on the wall as he held my hips against his crotch. His face moved close to ear. "Don't worry. No one of the guests will find us here." His voice was a low, seductive whisper; enough to make me weak. His hand went down to my ass, his middle finger rubbing against my clothed hole. "Does this part miss my cock?" As he continued to stimulate me down there, my breathing bordered on heavy panting. His teasing finger was a torture to me and my body, my dick was tight in my black pants. His fingers retreated, only to rub my bulge seconds later.

"Oh, so hard already?" He snickered as he palmed my buldge, pressing. A sudden gasp left my lips unwillingly to which Levi replied with another squeeze. I bit my hand to stop any more noises to come out of my mouth. "Don't hold back your moans, Eren. Why do you even do that? You will moan once my dick is inside you, it doesn't matter whether you want to or not."

He let go of my buldge and held me by my hips when his crotch moved against my ass. "See? This is how hard I am. I bet your hole is already twitching in excitement and also thirsty for my cock."

I pressed my forehead against the cold wall, my body shivering. "S-Stop..." I whispered with a quivering bottom lip.

Levi stopped the rubbing. "Hm? What did you say? If you want me to stop, then say it loudly and clearly. I then will let go of you. I don't force you to anything, you know that."

I knew that he wouldn't force himself on me. But on the the other hand, he wasn't playing fairly either. He knew how to persuade me.

"I'm waiting, brat."

I didn't answer, but this was enough for him to understand.

He busied himself with my buckle and the zip of my pants now. "Good boy." he whispered, kissing my cheek.

Then, Levi's tongue licked over my ear lobe. "If you beg for it, I might consider to go faster on undressing you."

No, I didn't want to beg for it. I didn't want to go any lower than I already was. I didn't want to lose my dignity and pride completely.

For that, I would endure his teasing. Levi figured that out. "Tch. There would always remain stubborness in you, brat." I clenched my hands into fists as I bit hard onto my bottom lip, drawing blood.

Levi unzipped the zipper agonizingly slowly, relief took over me when my boxers were finally released from my tight pants. The raven's fingers caressed my clothed tip, making circling movements. "Already wet, hm? You're such a naughty boy." He tugged down my boxers, his fingers enclosing my now naked tip. I tried to cover any moans by panting hard, my dickck getting harder when his fingers rubbed my pre-cummed tip. "I bet you need to be prepped. We didn't do it for weeks. Your ass is probably too tight."

His wetted fingers were grazing my entrance, one tip slowly going in then. He pushed forward more and more before he made thrusting movements. Levi was right. I really felt tight inside, even one finger was barely endurable. Another finger went inside, stretching my hole more. It was literally pain and lust that fought for dominance in this procedure as my ass was pleasured by his fingers. I couldn't prevent some low growls to come out when suddenly his fingers parted inside me, spreading me from the inside. When he rubbed against my walls and added a third wet finger, I couldn't stay silent anymore. Moans rose deep from my throat as Levi's digits filled me.

"Yes. Let me hear you, Eren." Levi whispered huskily, still moving his fingers in and out of me.

I gulped hard to swallow the groans. "Enough, ngh. It's e-..."The digits in my ass where soon replaced with emptiness. I then heard how pants were unzipped behind me.

I still could stop this...

"Look out for your head." Levi stated. "Or else it will hit the wall."

I was puzzled by what he had meant by this at first, but when his dick thrust into me hard and all of a sudden, I understood.

"Ah!" A loud cry was emitted from my mouth as my upper body was pressed hard against the wall, while my hips were held in place by Levi's hands. My head was thrown back, my mouth opened widely. His dick went fully in after only one thrust, but it hurt slightly. I hadn't received a dick up my ass for at least two weeks, this was nothing to take lightly.

"So fucking tight." Levi grunted. "Fucking relax, brat."

I didn't want anything else than to relax my body in order to overcome at least part of the pain. So for that, I loosened up my body as much as currently possible, spreading my legs a bit more. It was my first time getting fucked against a wall, I had no clue how one would feel the most comfortable in such a position.

After that, Levi pulled his dick out halfway and thrust back in, stretching my tight hole more and more. Low whines and groans left my lips that turned to lewd moans as soon as Levi picked up his pace.

The raven grunted in pleasure. "Your ass is literally sucking my cock in now. See? Our bodies are compatible together." His poundings were fast and hard now, causing me to cry out lustful sounds. The moans were loud, filling the room- together with Levi's low groans. I hated myself for that.

"Levi, ngh-ah, Levi..." Lust was overtaking my body as he slammed into me mercilessly, making me shiver in pleasure.

His left hand still held me tightly around my hips as his right hand unbuttoned my shirt. He then took one nipple between his fingers, caressing it with rubs. I let out some more moans, reluctantly though, since nipple play was still something I couldn't fully enjoy. Levi's lips found my neck again, kissing and nibbling on it. I was pleasured from three different places now each of them sending different intensitites of lust to my body. His dick hitting my prostate over and over again, his tongue stimulating my sensitive spots on my neck, his finger circling around my hard bud. Each and everyone of them made me reach my climax faster.

"Ah, Levi..." Moans cut off my words. "I'll... come... s-soon."

"Fuck, Eren." Levi grunted, his cock constantly slamming into my sweet spot. The hand that was on my nipple before reached down to my cock, pumping it at a steady pace. "Come, Eren. I'll cum, too."

I couldn't hold back anymore. Cum shot out of my dick and on the wall as I cried out a loud and lewd moan to it, wrapping one of my arms around Levi's head as I did so. Levi came inside me after a few more thrusts, his come spurting out deep inside my ass.

We stayed still like that for a while, recovering from the afterglow and panting heavily. When he pulled out after a while, I fell against the wall. My knees were weak because of standing the whole time, so my body slid down the wall until I was laying on the floor.

Too many thoughts ran through my mind, each of them making me feel worse.

It had happened. It had really happened. I never wanted to let it come this far.

What have I done?