apologizes for being shady
i just
ahfhhsa
i FEEL awful
i just FEEL terrible
Like I cause so many problems

im just feeling Bad because of ONE of my friends has (I'm pretty sure at this point) a crush on me
and it seems like she's tearing herself apart
I want her to be happy but
I don't feel anything towards her romantically
and besides
polyamorousrelationshipsarentreallymything
I've told her that I wish she wouldn't do this to herself but
I just

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there are moments where the words don't reach