i dont want to be alive

a lot

i really dont want to go to school

i dont want to talk to anyone about how im feeling

why do they care

why should they 

WHY

WHY WHY WHY 

I dont understand you 

any of you

all of you

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO EXIST

WHY DO I HAVE TO STILL BE ALIVE 

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE 

around

i dont get it

6 days

i move

i cant go to school

i mustn't

i shouldn't post this

i 

dont

want to

live

a lot

now is one of these times

NO NO NO NO ITS MY BIRTHDAY

YOU CANT JUST THINK ABOUT DEATH ON A DAY OF YOUR LIFE

your death

i dont deserve these people in my life

i never deserved you

i never did.

I don't get why you have to put up with the same nervous face

Why you still say 

things 

to me

im so sorry...

Im never real anywhere else

wow