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When I woke everything hurt and I immediately regretted it
My arm hurt
My back is like my dads
I feel sick
Aaagh
just
Fuck down days
Augh

Flashbacks are weird
I've been having a lot of those recently
They aren't bad
I enjoy them
Expect one
Let's just say long story short
Someone I follow called out this crazy guy who was posting just
Awful things on Instagram
I did something stupid and gullible and went onto the profile
oh
i just
ohmy
there was just terrible things
a lot of people dying
i
its not pleasant
i know i draw gore and auch but
i CANT really handle real and
the stuff that guy had
im TOO kind hearted or whatever
What keeps coming back is this
Lady
ripping off the jaw
of
of

of a kitten
it was a video and i just
watched a bit of it
i   

i NEED to regain myself hold on