We had been home from Italy now for a few months. And in those months it was spent in snogs, wedding planning, and nothing but sickness. Of course, Louis had been sick twice me only once. Skipping school for almost a full week. And work on hiatus for me. It was a mess of tissues all over the house and sleeping past noon to even be able to function properly, but all was well now. That we can both breathe... Somewhat at least.

At home, we had decided on so many wedding details it was ridiculous. Considering its just over a month away. Not only that, but the sequel for the movie had been draining me. Then their was pornographic activities all mixed into the conundrum of my life. It was quite messy if I do say so myself. But we managed... Thankfully.

However we did have our downsides as well. Like the few times I went to LA and NYC for a few days. Only to get slaughtered by press for scandals. Of course, even after holding Hands and snogging Louis in public with his engagement ring present, shit still hit the fan whenever I got a kilometre away from any living breathing female. I'm sure they'd be down my neck if I was near a deceased one too, but that's a different story.

It wasn't unusual when Peanut started yapping... Or booming now if you will, at the door at the sound of the car in the drive way. Louis' of course. And it was only seconds later I heard a sigh and a heavy backpack tumble into the floor. Followed by another bark from Peanut and a giggle echoing from the foyer. I grinned, pushing myself up off the floor and meeting my fiancé halfway. Seeing him happily being kissed by our Dog. He glances up at me with a grin.

"Hey lovey." I greeted, pulling him off the ground and pressing a chaste kiss to his lips.

"Hi, you're all... Glittery?" He stared questionably.

"Center piece making takes a toll on the clothes." He brushed off my bare shoulder.

"So you don't wear clothes?" I glanced down at my boxer clad self.

"I had a shower babe." He nodded sarcastically. "How was school?" He rolled his eyes. "That bad?"

"Worse." I sighed wrapping my arms around his shoulders. "I feel as if reading a whole book in one night is impossible for me if you exist... As well as this ring in my finger." I chuckled softly, digging my thumbs into his shoulders.

"You're tense." He tilted his head back to meet my eyes.

"And you're strange. But that feels nice. Keep doing it please." I continued running circles into his shoulders before pressing a kiss to the inside of his neck, earning a moan of happiness from the boy. "Thank you Hazzy." He praised, standing on his tip toes to meet my lips. I accepted the kiss, and scooped up his bag. Which weighed too much. Way too much.

"You have to lug this around with you all day?" He nodded ducking into the kitchen, me dawdling behind.

"I don't have a dorm silly. And I don't think I could handle being without you for more than 10 minutes without missing you." I grinned at his words setting down his bag on the counter. "You feed Leo?" He asked catching sight of the kitten's furry black tail.

"Yup. That gross fishy smelling gravy shit you buy." He giggled pulling an apple from the fridge. "Imagine if she was human. She would need 40 mints and 10 teeth cleaning visits." He laughed biting into the fruit.

"She likes it don't be a punk." He retorted, mouth full of a hunk of apple.

"Close your mouth, I'd hate to see you choke." With an eye roll, he obeyed.

"Fine. How was work then?" I shrugged my shoulders. "That bad?" He mocked. I retorted with an eye roll and he giggled.

"It wasn't bad-bad. It was typical." He nodded. "Homework?" He let out a sigh before crunching into the fruit.

"I have mid-course exams. I don't get it. Why go for a month just to be tested." I returned to him, placing my chin on his head. "Chem and Bio are killing me."

"I noticed when I was half asleep and you were pointing to my collar bones and mumbling the actual term." He smiled chewing the apple once more. "Anyways?-" I cleared pressing my lips to his hair. "-I'm going to call Liam." A whine slipped from Louis' lips.

"He's not sending you back to LA anytime soon right?" I plucked Louis freehand, skimming my lips across his knuckles.

"Not until after this hand has 2 pretty rings on it." His face lit up at the mentioning, and I slipped off upstairs, snagging my phone from the charger and dialling the forbidden number.

"Payne In-"

"It's Harry, can you put Payno on the phone?" I was known, let me be. With seconds, Liam was on the line.

"Payne."

"LiLi!" I cheered childishly. I heard him sigh on the other line.

"Harry, you're nearly 21 years old-"

"I don't see your point. I just called to find out what I'm doing for the week."

"Would you like me to email it to you?" I but my lip contemplating the thought.

"I'd rather you meet me for coffee."

"Alright. Starbucks on Main tomorrow at 3 don't be late please."

"Can do Tinkerbell, see you then." I hung up the phone with the swift tap of my thumb, only to be greated by Louis tossing down his 5000 gram bag in the corner of my(our) bedroom. He stripped himself of his jeans, leaving me to get up and stand behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist and getting him to flinch slightly. "Well hello pretty boy." I whispered, pressing a kiss to his neck. His cheeks went cherry at the gestures.

"H-Hi." I chuckled. "Hazzy can I ever change without you doing that?" He sighed. I pouted.

"Yes. But I haven't seen you all day." I stressed the last two words and he pushed his head into my collarbone. I kissed his neck once more. "And, you. are so. fucking. pretty." I spaced trailing my mouth over his neck with each word. He whimpered. He turned to face me slightly. His eyes as gentle as a baby dear. "Those blue eyes. Fall more in love with those eyes every day baby boy. And every inch of you" If it was even humanely possible, his eyes went softer. His cheeks no longer red, and his body turned 90° to stand directly in front of me.

"Why are you so sweet?" He asked. His voice just above a whisper. "I never feel-" I tipped up his chin with my index.

"Ah, but you are. Even if you cannot see it." He smiled slightly and I took the opportunity to press my lips to his for a not-so-quick kiss that ended up with an all around snog-and-frot a minute later on the bed. Although, this for us? Was just a small way of saying "I love you" silently.

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It wasn't until later in the evening when Louis was laying with his head in my lap and his nose in Othello. Books and lined paper scattered across the den's hardwood floor as well as the coffee table which contained 2 cups of tea. One empty and one half filled-both of which, were Louis. I stared aimlessly at the telly as it rotted my brain and made me even less entertained as I had been watching a hard-to-follow action film all while Louis was doing his homework. I heard the faint sound of Louis closing the book and the brush of his fingers against my cheek, and our eyes met dead on within seconds.

"Did you let out Pea?" I shook my head and he sat up, placing his book on the sofa and walking a few meters to the sliding door. Watching Peanut pad his way over to the 19 year old as he slid the door open and stepped barefoot on the patio with Nutbutter. I stood, also walking a bit to the door. Finding Louis sitting at the edge of the pool as it was glowing it's usual mysterious blue. I sat beside him.

"How's your book?" He smiled and shrugged.

"Kinda entertaining. A guy basically had a weird dream on his friend, moaning one of his mate's wives name." I chuckled as Louis twisted his engagement ring on his finger in circles. "So... What have we got left to do for the wedding?" He asked pulling his knees to his chest. I puffed out my cheeks and blew out the air.

"Flowers, Cake, tuxedos and dresses, and all the decorations besides the center pieces we've made." He nodded. "And probably other stuff but that's in the email and I don't have my computer with me at the moment." He nodded once more moving his feet around aimlessly on the concrete.

"White roses right?" I nodded. "And the center pieces are the jars. And the little camera thingies" I nodded again. "So we need table covers and chairs and food and stuff. Just reception right?" I nodded for the third time.

"I'm just gonna ask you now, do you want to rent a tux or-"

"I don't mind."

"I'll call my tailor later she knows me but she doesn't know you so I'll just have her measure you and stuff and get you a custom." He nodded at my words. I moved closer to him. "What's on your mind baby boy?" He shoved his thumb towards his mouth and began gnawing on the skin around it and shrugged. "Something's wrong.... Second thoughts? It's okay to have second thoughts all-"

"Howtightwillsecuritybe?" He rushed out. I cocked my brow at him.

"M'sorry lovey?" He pulled his thumb away and sighed.

"How tight will security be Hazzy?" I bit my lip.

"Pretty tight why?"

"Do...Do you think my dad could... Find me?" He asked weakly. "I don't want him to find me. Or you. And I keep having nightmares that he will and-" I shushed him and pulled him into my lap. "Hazzy they're so real." I rocked him slightly.

"But it's just a dream baby." He nuzzled his face into my neck.

"Cinderella says dreams come true." He mumbled.

"Cinderella was high on bippity boppity boo dust." He sighed. "You'll be fine baby. I won't let anything happen to you." He turned to face me. His eyes searched over me before he pressed his lips to mine. He pulled back.

"You're very pretty Hazzy." He mumbled. I grinned.

"Thanks, you're not bad yourself." A large smile stretched across his lips. "In fact, I think you're prettier than me." He shook his head.

"Am not."

"You're right... You're prettier and sexier than me." He narrowed his eyes at me.

"We both know that's a lie. I'm... an odd prude" I shook my head.

"Not at all. You're sexy all around. Just a bit insecure about that sexy tummy and sexy thighs and all your beautiful bits that I love." He smiled.

"Thanks but you are... sexy too."

"Thank you lovey." He smiled quickly before pressing his lips to mine.

"And all mine?"

"All yours bee."

"My Hazzy forever." He kissed my neck softly.

"Your Hazzy forever baby boy. Always."

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Seriously though... You better love me for this. Thank you very much for the 5k and I also wanted to note I'm sorry for Louis' sudden grown up speech at times then his normal speech and bullshit.