I woke up in the morning with tears stained on my cheeks and a headache. I rolled over and sat up looking at the ground. I was surprised to see Michael laying on the floor sleeping. Michael looked so sad and childlike sleeping on the floor like that. I never REALLY realized how much Michael loves me and how much he needs me with him. I stood up and walked around him. I bent down to his face and lightly touched his shoulder before his head popped up.

Suesie: Michael baby, why are you on the floor?

Although I already knew the answer.. Michael looked up at me with his sleepy and sad eyes. His face had dried tear stains and his nose was red.

Suesie: Michael?

Michael sat up and groaned. The floor was not a very comfortable place to sleep. Michael signalled me to come to him and when I did, he spoke.

Michael: I Love You.. I Love You.. Suzanne, I Love You.... I don't have anything without you.. Anything.. You are my life.. My world.. I need you. I Need You.... L-.. Suzanne.. Just let me hold you.. Hold you until everything between us is alright and there is nothing but love circulating throughout us again.. Suzanne Aaliyah Jackson.. Let me hold you.. Let me love you more than you have already let me love you..

I felt his words and they poured right into my heart. I didn't cry but I did crack a smile after a while.. Just not right this second.. Michael pulled me close to him and cuddled me like I was a child but also like an adult. The way he held me and looked down at me was filled with something that I have never seen in him before.. Sorrow..

Suesie: I Love You.

Michael: I Love You..

Suesie: I Love You more.

Michael didn't reply to me with words but with kisses. Michael leaned down and kissed me again and again. I had a feeling that he was taking my advice from yesterday and just making love to me. Michael started to whisper things to me and I smiled.

Michael: I Love You.. I need you.. I want you..

I pushed Michael away from me and sat up. Michael looked at me like I was crazy but I just smiled. I pinched his cheeks and ran away laughing. Michael ran after me.

Michael: Suzanne sweetheart.. Open the door for me.

Michael said as he knocked upon the door to our bedroom. I locked the door at that moment and hid in the closet.

Michael: Baby..

Michael said stretching out the word. I tried hard not to laugh.

Michael: Alright..

I heard nothing for a while but then something started to jiggle.. Preferably the door knob then the door slowly creaked open.

Michael: Suzanne..

Michael called out to me. I watched him as he prowled around the room looking for me. Michael looked dead at me in the closet but then looked somewhere else. I knew that he knew where I was and it was actually cute how he's playing along. Michael whirled around after shaking his head and started walking towards the closet.

Michael: Suzanne.... Sweetheart.

Michael said as he opened the door. Michael grabbed me and I screamed playfully as he kissed me over and over again.

Suesie: Michael Jackson let me go!

Michael: You are too sexy, you know that?

I started to laugh as I struggled to get away from Michael. Michael looked at me and smiled. I smiled back at him and he gave me a kiss. I started to blush and Michael pinched my cheeks kissing them afterwards which made me blush even more. Michael winked and jumped onto the bed, leaving me on the floor. I looked at him with suspicious eyes.

Suesie: Comfortable?

Michael: Yes I am.

Suesie: Good.

I said then I laid down onto the floor. Michael crawled over to the end of the bed and looked down at me.

Michael: You comfortable?

I looked up at him.

Suesie: Maybe I am, maybe I'm not.

Michael smiled.

Michael: You going to come up?

Suesie: You going to come down?

Michael grinned.

Michael: If....

Suesie: If what?

Michael: If....

Suesie: Michael Jackson.. You better tell me what you are talking about.

Michael's grin only got wider.

Suesie: Tell me what you want.

Michael: You.

My heart stopped and my stomach turned. Why? I don't know..

Suesie: Oh.. But you already have me. I'm your wife.

I said playing dumb knowing damn well exactly what Michael meant.

Michael: Now.. Right now.

Suesie: Now what?

Michael climbed down off of the bed and tried to touch me but I jumped onto the bed, avoiding any contact with him. Michael looked at me and slowly climbed onto the end of the bed. I grabbed a pillow and held it tightly in my arms. Michael bit his bottom lip and came closer to me. I held back a smile as Michael looked me into my eyes.

Michael: Comfortable?

Michael said in a low and sexy voice.

Suesie: No.

Michael: Want to be?

I started to giggle a little bit after he said that. I nodded my head. Michael kissed me after that and started to touch me. He threw the pillow across the room and took off my oversized shirt. Well.. Actually it's his shirt but I wore it to bed last night. There's no need for me to go on except for when the phone rang. I looked at Michael.

Michael: Just let it go..

Michael said out of breath. I nodded and continued. But then they left a voicemail..

LaToya: So what I'm inferring is that I'm interrupting something.. Well it's nothing new just thought I'd call you. See you in a few, bye.

Michael and I looked at each other after processing what she said in our heads. 'Oh Shit!' I thought. Then the door was knocked on.

Suesie: GET DRESSED!

I yelled in a whisper. Michael and I both jumped up and threw something on before going downstairs. Michael gave me a quick kiss on the stairs and I smiled. I opened the door to see LaToya grinning.

LaToya: My observation was correct.

Suesie: How can you tell?

LaToya: Your hair, the way you're dressed, how you're speaking, and the smell. Shall I go on?

Michael: LaToya you really picked a bad time to come over..

LaToya: I called first.

Michael: While you were sitting in our driveway.

LaToya: No I wasn't! I was five minutes away when I called.

Michael: That helps..

Michael mumbled.

Suesie: Listen, LaToya we-.. You know. If you plan on coming over then will you do us a favor and call the day before or an hour earlier?

LaToya: Alright. Michael?

Michael: Yes?

LaToya: You can put that away now.

Michael looked down and ran away after that. I heard a door close and that was it.

LaToya: Suzanne, I just wanted to see you because you know how you get when you're alone.

Suesie: I know Toya, I'm sorry about Michael. He was just upset about us.. And the phone.. Then the door.. So..

LaToya: You mean the sex..

Suesie: Toya!

LaToya: It's the truth.

Suesie: I know. But um.. My schedule for you is Monday through Friday unless Michael takes the day off. Alright?

LaToya smiled.

LaToya: Alright. I'm sorry Aaliyah.

Suesie: You're fine.

Then she walked to her car.

LaToya: And tell if it's a boy or girl!

Suesie: LaToya!

LaToya: Okay okay goodbye!

I waved and closed the door. I went upstairs and laid down on the bed. I waited patiently for Michael to come back.. Let's just say that it took a while. Michael came back into the room wet and out of breath.

Michael: I took a cold shower and it helped but not entirely. I was so cold that I couldn't breathe.

Suesie: I understand. LaToya will not be a problem anymore except for on the weekdays.

Michael: Good..

Michael said grinning. I can't say that I wanted to anymore but I can't say that I don't want to. Michael crawled over to me and kissed me.

Michael: Where were we?

Suesie: Getting out of bed.

Michael: Getting into it is more like it.

Suesie: Mike, look. I don't want to do this right now anymore. Okay?

Michael sighed and nodded.

Michael: Okay. Well, what do you want to do then?

I stretched out my arms and signaled him to come to me.

Suesie: Cuddle..

Michael smiled and turned on the television. Fat Albert and the Cosby Kids were just going off but A Different World came on. This was the episode where Dwain and Whitley have their first kiss.. Michael seemed so into that part of the show and didn't pay attention to anything else. After the kissing scene he nudged me.

Suesie: What?

I smiled.

Michael: Did you see that?

Suesie: The kissing scene? Yeah, why?

Michael: Did you see how much love was in that kiss? That wasn't acting.. I can just feel it.

Suesie: Just like you're feeling that..

I said pointing down at Michael. Michael looked and just shrugged.

Michael: Nope. I didn't feel that.

Suesie: I think you need another cold shower.

Michael: No, what I need is you.

Suesie: You already have me, I'm your wife.

Michael: Well then you will just have to deal with this then.

Suesie: Michael Jackson, if you do not go and take a shower right now.

Michael: Will you be there?

Suesie: Maybe I will, maybe I won't. It all depends.

Michael: On what?

I started to grin.

Suesie: ........On how fast you can catch me!

I said running out of the room. Michael ran after me and cornered me in the hall. Michael leaned in towards my right ear and whispered something.

Michael: Gotcha.

Suesie: Fine, you win.

Michael: What is my prize?

I started to laugh.

Suesie: There is none.

Michael wasn't having it. He picked me up and carried me over his shoulder up the stairs.

Michael: There will be, once I'm done with you.

I screamed playfully.

Suesie: Michael Jackson, put me down! Right now Michael! Do not make me do this! I don't want to but I will! MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON PUT ME DOWN!

Michael put me down alright.. In the bathroom..

Michael: Can you see with the lights off?

Suesie: No.. I hate the dark and you know this.

Michael grinned.

Michael: Good.

Then he turned the lights off in the bathroom making it pitch black dark.

Suesie: M-Michael.. This is not funny, turn the lights back on.

I heard the door to the bathroom lock behind me. This man..

Michael: I'll let you go.. As soon as we get something straight.

Michael's voice came from in front of me.

Suesie: And what is that?

Michael: My prize.

Suesie: You don't always get a prize Michael.

Michael: You don't get it, do you?

Suesie: The only thing I do get is the fact that I can't see shit..

Michael: I'm not even going to warn you this time. You should know this. But one thing you should know.

Suesie: What's that?

Michael: If I touch you, don't scream..

Michael's voice came from behind me that time. What the hell kind of game does he think that he's playing? Hide and go seek in the dark?

Suesie: Michael.. M-Michael.. Michael Joseph Jackson, knock it off.

I felt a hand touch my shoulder. I was about scream but a hand covered my mouth.

Michael: Shhhh.. It's only me.

Michael's hands traveled down my arms and up again as he kissed my neck..

Suesie: M-Michael.. Stop..

Michael: I Love the way you just said that.

I felt a hand slip under my shirt.. Well, it's still his shirt but I already explained before.

Suesie: M-Michael baby, please l-let me go..

I said a little bit weaker.

Michael: You don't realize how much I Love You..

Suesie: I d-. I do.

Michael: Well, I'm going to show you.. With a little more interest.

Suesie: Michael let me go..

I was now at a whisper that sounded like a whimper. Michael let me go but he wasn't done yet.. If there's one thing that I can't believe, is that I'm married to a freak. And I mean the word freak. I backed up to a wall thinking that it was the door, searching for the doorknob. I remained close to the wall as I felt around.. Big mistake. I was lifted so that my back was against the wall and my legs wrapped around Michael's waist.

Suesie: Michael! Put me down!

Michael: Scream my name again baby.

Suesie: Please..

Michael: You feel that? That is what I call love.

I am trying to calm down but Michael doesn't make it any easier for me.

Suesie: Mike please..

I said in an voice that is like a scared child's after they've lost their voice. I was kissed then put down.

Michael: We have got to get you out these clothes baby.

'Oh shit!' Was my first thought when he said that. I felt hands going up my back and lifting my shirt off. I covered myself and sat on the floor. My stupid self was sitting with my legs straight out. My underwear was quickly torn off and that left me completely stripped.. Besides my bra. I stood up, in fear of what might happen next. I can't escape him at all. Not in this room. I felt him pull me close and I was truly upset with Michael now.

Suesie: Michael, turn on the damn light.

Michael: You turn me on.

I felt him.. He truly was amorous and when he gets this way, he'll stop at nothing to get what he wants from who he wants. I was pushed against a wall with my face against it. I love this feeling, but at the same time, I hate it. Michael's hand moved up my thy and to my back.

Michael: You are so beautiful Suzanne.

I turned around and then it hit me. Every single bit of pleasure that's  Michael was feeling, was now what was going on in this very room.

Suesie: Michael!

I moaned. Michael was not being as gentle as he would usually be. In fact, this was a no mercy zone. Guess who's going to regret this tomorrow.. Yeah.. I am. Michael had never been this rough with me before. I still can't believe that he's actually doing this to me. The only thing left to tell you is that I had reached a place like never before. The only time I remember moaning like this was in high school.. Actually this was louder and longer. Michael kept quiet while I screamed like I was being murdered. I lost my voice after a while too.. About an hour later is when I lost it. See, I don't even know why I'm being so descriptive about this now.. Maybe it's because we're in the dark. Maybe it's because you have been here long enough to know my husband to the point where I feel like you are like LaToya. Whatever the case is, I just have to continue.

Michael didn't stop going until we did it everywhere in there.. And I mean everywhere. The floor was the last place we were before he stopped. It seemed like Michael stayed there for five minutes straight before he collapsed. 'Thank God for bras..' I thought.

Michael: Wait a minute.. You had a bra on?

Oh shit.. Did I say that out loud?

Michael: Oh no.. We're doing this again.. Not now.. But soon.

If Michael only knew how far gone I was, he'd be sleeping too. The floor never felt so good.